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Praise | Brian “Head” Welch | July 25, 2019

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Javen hosts Brian “Head” Welch in Los Angeles, CA – Loud Krazy Love.

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Praise | Brian “Head” Welch | July 25, 2019

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  • - JAVEN: I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'VE
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  • EVER DEALT WITH DEPRESSION,
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  • ANXIETY.
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  • I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'VE EVER
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  • DEALT WITH ADDICTIONS OF ANY
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  • KIND, BUT I'VE GOT SOMEBODY
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  • TONIGHT,
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  • I'M TELLING YOU,
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  • THAT YOU'VE GOT TO MEET.
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  • MUSIC
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  • BRIAN "HEAD" WELCH.
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  • FROM THE HIT GROUP KORN!
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  • [APPLAUSE]
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  • WE'RE GOING TO BE TALKING
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  • TONIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING FROM
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  • ADDICTION, WE ARE GOING TO BE
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  • TALKING ABOUT OVERCOMING
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  • ADDICTION AND THE GRACE OF GOD,
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  • YOUR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER AND THE
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  • HIT FILM,
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  • "LOUD CRAZY LOVE."
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  • AND IT'S ALL GOING TO HAPPEN
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  • RIGHT HERE NEXT ON PRAISE.
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  • LET'S MAKE SOME NOISE.
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  • - THE ANNOUNCER: TONIGHT ON
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  • PRAISE.
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  • FROM LOS ANGELES.
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  • CO-FOUNDER OF GRAMMY
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  • AWARD-WINNING BAND, KORN.
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  • FATHER AND BEST-SELLING AUTHOR,
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  • - THE ANNOUNCER: AND NOW JAVEN.
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  • - JAVEN: HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY.
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  • LISTEN, YOU ARE WATCHING THE
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  • PRAISE SHOW TONIGHT RIGHT HERE
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  • ON TBN.
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  • CAN I TELL YOU, I'VE GOT THE
  • 00:01:11.200 --> 00:01:12.290
  • BEST AUDIENCE IN THE WORLD!
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  • [CHEERS & APPLAUSE]
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  • WOOT WOOT!
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  • CRAZY IN HERE.
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  • TONIGHT WE ARE SO EXCITED ABOUT
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  • I WANT YOU TO DO ME A HUGE
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  • FAVOR, TWEET, POST, TEXT, TELL
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  • SOMEBODY RIGHT NOW, TUNE IN TO
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  • TBN BECAUSE WE HAVE ONE OF A
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  • WE HAVE A ONE OF A KIND GUEST ON
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  • HERE TONIGHT THAT'S GOING TO
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  • SHARE A POWERFUL, POWERFUL
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  • TESTIMONY OF HOW HE
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  • OVERCAME ADDICTION,
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  • DEPRESSION AND JUST ALL THE
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  • THINGS YOU CAN THINK ABOUT THAT
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  • WOULD TRY TO DESTROY SUCH A
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  • GREAT TALENT AS HE.
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  • WE HAVE BRIAN "HEAD" WELCH FROM
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  • THE HIT GROUP KORN IN THE HOUSE
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  • I LOVE THIS GUY.
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  • - BRIAN: NOW YOU GUYS HAVE TO
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  • MAKE SOME NOISE FOR JAVEN,
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  • - JAVEN: THANK YOU, MY BROTHER.
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  • WE WANT TO SAY A VERY SPECIAL
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  • THANK YOU TO TBN FOR CONTINUING
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  • TO PUSH THE LEGACY OF THE GOSPEL
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  • OF JESUS CHRIST LITERALLY,
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  • AROUND THE WORLD.
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  • WE ARE TALKING OVER TWO MILLION
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  • VIEWER ON A REGULAR BASIS AS
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  • WELL AS 45 YEARS OF MINISTRY.
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  • JESUS SAID GREATER WORK SHALL
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  • YOU DO.
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  • WHAT CAN YOU DO GREATER THAN
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  • WALKING ON WATER?
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  • WELL, YOU CAN SPREAD THE GOSPEL
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  • A LITTLE FURTHER.
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  • I WANT TO GIVE A SHOUT OUT RIGHT
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  • NOW TO MY GOOD BROTHER FROM
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  • ANOTHER MOTHER AND MY SISTER
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  • FROM ANOTHER MISTER, AS THEY
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  • SAY, MATT AND LAURIE CROUCH.
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  • MAKE SOME NOISE FOR THE CROUCH
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  • FAMILY.
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  • THEY DO SUCH A GREAT JOB, RIGHT?
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  • KEEPING IT LIVE, KEEPING IT
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  • WELL, BRIAN, HOW ARE YOU DOING?
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  • - BRIAN: I'M SO GOOD I CAN'T
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  • EVEN PUT IT INTO WORDS.
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  • HOW IS THAT ANSWER?
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  • - JAVEN: THAT'S THE BEST ANSWER
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  • YOU CAN GIVE.
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  • WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT, A LOT
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  • OF TIMES YOU DON'T LIKE TO BRAG
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  • ON WHO YOU ARE AS A PERSON, BUT
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  • YOU REALLY HAVE A LEGACY AND YOU
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  • HAVE A BIO THAT IS
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  • EXTRAORDINARY.
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  • HIT AFTER HIT, SONG AFTER SONGS.
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  • AND GOD HAS LITERALLY TAKEN YOUR
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  • TALENT AROUND THE WORLD, RIGHT?
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  • - BRIAN: IT'S PRETTY CRAZY.
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  • IT'S BEEN 25 YEARS SINCE WE
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  • JUMPED INTO THE ENTERTAINMENT
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  • SO, I WOULD NEVER HAVE PREDICTED
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  • MY LIFE FOR A MILLION YEARS, I
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  • WOULD NEVER-- IT'S CRAZY.
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  • - JAVEN: IT'S AMAZING.
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  • I TELL YOU WHAT, I WANT TO SHOW
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  • YOU HOW YOU GOT HERE.
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  • WE HAVE A LITTLE CLIP TO SHOW
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  • YOU ABOUT YOUR LIFE.
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  • TAKE A LOOK AT THIS.
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  • YOU WILL SEE WHAT I'M TALKING
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  • ABOUT.
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  • THIS GUY LITERALLY HAS AN
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  • AMAZING BIO.
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  • WATCH THIS CLIP.
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  • - THE ANNOUNCER: AT THE AGE OF
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  • ELEVEN, BRIAN WELCH PICKED UP A
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  • GUITAR AND FOUND HIS CALLING.
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  • BARELY OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL, HE
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  • HELPED FOUND THE ROCK BAND KORN.
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  • THE GROUP BECAME A GRAMMY
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  • AWARD-WINNING, MULTI PLATINUM
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  • SELLING BAND AND QUICKLY SOARED
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  • TO THE TOP OF THE MUSIC WORLD
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  • WHILE SELLING 30 MILLION RECORDS
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  • INTERNATIONALLY.
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  • WHILE WITH KORN, BRIAN WON TWO
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  • GRAMMIES AND SEVERAL MTV MUSIC
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  • VIDEO AWARDS.
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  • THEN, IN THE PRIME OF HIS
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  • CAREER, BRIAN SENT SHOCKWAVES
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  • THROUGH THE MUSIC INDUSTRY WHEN
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  • HE ANNOUNCED HIS RESIGNATION.
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  • WHILE FLOURISHING ON THE OUTSIDE
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  • A TUMULTUOUS BATTLE OF DRUGS AND
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  • ALCOHOL RAGED ON THE INSIDE
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  • ULTIMATELY LEADING TO THIS NEW
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  • METAL ROCK STAR, SURRENDERING
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  • HIS LIFE TO CHRIST.
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  • - BRIAN: WHERE IS YOUR REAL
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  • LOCATION?
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  • WHERE IS YOUR REAL WORLD?
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  • WHERE IS YOUR SOURCE?
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  • WHERE IS YOUR LIFE?
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  • WHERE IS YOUR ADDRESS?
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  • YOUR REAL ADDRESS IS WITH GOD.
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  • - THE ANNOUNCER: COMBINING THE
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  • OLD WITH THE NEW, HE BEGAN USING
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  • MUSIC AND OTHER VENTURES TO
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  • SHARE A MESSAGE OF HOPE WITH
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  • YOUTH ACROSS THE NATION.
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  • HERE ON A NEW MISSION,
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  • - JAVEN: SO BRIAN "HEAD" WELCH
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  • IS WITH US HERE TODAY.
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  • HE IS TALKING TO US ABOUT HIS
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  • AMAZING JOURNEY.
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  • BRIAN, LET'S GO ALL THE WAY
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  • BACK.
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  • I BELIEVE YOU'RE FROM
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  • BAKERSFIELD, CALIFORNIA.
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  • - BRIAN: BAKERSFIELD,
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  • CALIFORNIA.
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  • ACTUALLY, I WAS BORN IN
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  • HAWTHORNE, CALIFORNIA RIGHT
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  • OUTSIDE L.A.
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  • MY DAD WAS A BANKER, MY MOM WAS
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  • A NURSE.
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  • WE LIVED IN TORRANCE UNTIL I WAS
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  • IN FOURTH GRADE, THEN WE MOVED
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  • TO BAKERSFIELD.
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  • THAT IS ALL THE WAY BACK.
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  • - JAVEN: NOW, HOW DOES A CITY
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  • LIKE BAKERSFIELD PRODUCE A ROCK
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  • STAR LIKE BRIAN WELCH?
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  • - BRIAN: IT'S BUCK OWENS FAULT.
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  • - JAVEN: WHO'S THAT?
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  • (LAUGHTER)
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  • - BRIAN: BUCK OWENS IS A FAMOUS
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  • COUNTRY STAR.
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  • - JAVEN: OF COURSE, I KNEW
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  • THAT.
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  • - BRIAN: AND EVERYBODY WAS INTO
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  • COUNTRY WHEN I WAS GROWING UP.
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  • AND I KIND OF FOLLOWED IN THE
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  • FOOTSTEPS AND BECAME A LITTLE
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  • COUNTRY KID WITH A COWBOY HAT
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  • AND BOOTS FOR ABOUT THREE MONTHS
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  • DURING ONE SUMMER.
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  • AND THEN I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR
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  • I'M LIKE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
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  • THAT'S NOT YOU.
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  • SO I WENT STRAIGHT METAL.
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  • I WENT THE OPPOSITE WAY.
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  • - JAVEN: WHO TAUGHT YOU HOW TO
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  • PLAY GUITAR?
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  • WHERE DOES THAT START?
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  • - BRIAN: ACTUALLY, I REMEMBER
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  • LISTENING TO-- THEY HAD THESE
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  • 8-TRACKS,
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  • BOYS AND GIRLS,
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  • BACK IN THE DAY.
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  • THEY HAD THESE 8-TRACKS.
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  • I PUT AN 8-TRACK IN AND IT
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  • PLAYED MUSIC.
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  • IT IS A BOX INTO ANOTHER BOX AND
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  • IT PLAYED MUSIC.
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  • IT WAS QUEEN, THE GAME, ANOTHER
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  • ONE BITES THE DUST, THAT RECORD.
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  • [CHEERS & APPLAUSE]
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  • - BRIAN: YEAH.
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  • I HEARD A DRUM FILL.
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  • IT WAS LIKE DOO-DOO-DOO-DOO-DOO.
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  • I WAS LIKE, DAD, I WANT TO PLAY
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  • DRUMS.
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  • HE WAS LIKE, DO YOU KNOW HOW
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  • MANY PIECES THERE ARE TO A DRUM
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  • SET?
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  • DO YOU WANT TO CARRY THOSE
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  • AROUND EVERYWHERE?
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  • HE'S THINKING NOISE.
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  • HE TALKED ME INTO GUITAR.
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  • I STARTED PLAYING GUITAR.
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  • THAT WAS AROUND 1980.
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  • - JAVEN: DO YOU REMEMBER THE
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  • FIRST SONG YOU LEARNED ON THE
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  • GUITAR?
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  • - BRIAN: YEAH, SMOKE ON THE
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  • WATER.
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  • DEEP PURPLE.
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  • - JAVEN: I WAS GOING TO SAY.
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  • - BRIAN: YEAH.
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  • - JAVEN: WHAT IS THE MELODY FOR
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  • THAT.
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  • (MAKING SOUND OF MELODY)
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  • - JAVEN: HOW OLD ARE YOU AT
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  • THIS TIME?
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  • I'M PICTURING AN EIGHT YEAR OLD?
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  • TEN YEAR OLD?
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  • - BRIAN: TEN YEARS OLD.
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  • - JAVEN: YOU ARE PLAYING THAT
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  • AND YOUR PARENTS ARE THINKING
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  • WHAT?
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  • BE QUIET?
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  • - BRIAN: NO, HE'LL PUT IT DOWN
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  • NEXT WEEK.
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  • HE'LL BE, LIKE, OVER IT.
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  • LITTLE DID THEY KNOW.
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  • - JAVEN: (LAUGHTER)
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  • YOU DIDN'T.
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  • SO WHAT KEEPS YOU GOING HERE
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  • AGAIN IN BAKERSFIELD PLAYING AT
  • 00:07:17.250 --> 00:07:19.080
  • TEN YEARS OLD?
  • 00:07:19.110 --> 00:07:22.110
  • IT'S ALWAYS AMAZING WHEN I MEET
  • 00:07:22.110 --> 00:07:24.160
  • SOMEBODY LIKE YOURSELF, YOU
  • 00:07:24.160 --> 00:07:26.100
  • DON'T NECESSARILY COME FROM A
  • 00:07:26.100 --> 00:07:28.020
  • FAMILY OF MUSICIANS OR A
  • 00:07:28.020 --> 00:07:29.020
  • FAMILY-- LIKE YOUR MOM OR DAD
  • 00:07:29.020 --> 00:07:31.240
  • DON'T PLAY, RIGHT?
  • 00:07:31.240 --> 00:07:32.110
  • IT IS JUST YOU.
  • 00:07:32.110 --> 00:07:33.060
  • - BRIAN: NO.
  • 00:07:33.060 --> 00:07:34.000
  • I WAS IN CHURCH WITH THEM NOT
  • 00:07:34.000 --> 00:07:35.240
  • TOO LONG AGO AND I WAS WONDERING
  • 00:07:35.240 --> 00:07:36.160
  • WHAT KEY MY DAD WAS SINGING THE
  • 00:07:36.160 --> 00:07:37.190
  • WORSHIP SONGS IN.
  • 00:07:37.190 --> 00:07:39.020
  • I'M LIKE,
  • 00:07:39.020 --> 00:07:39.170
  • (LAUGHTER)
  • 00:07:39.170 --> 00:07:40.180
  • SO, I DON'T KNOW.
  • 00:07:40.180 --> 00:07:41.030
  • THEY CAN'T SING IN KEY.
  • 00:07:41.030 --> 00:07:42.040
  • MY BROTHER, NO.
  • 00:07:42.040 --> 00:07:44.060
  • IT'S SOMETHING THAT, I THINK IT
  • 00:07:44.060 --> 00:07:45.020
  • WAS A GIFT.
  • 00:07:45.020 --> 00:07:45.270
  • BECAUSE I HAD SOME ISSUES
  • 00:07:45.270 --> 00:07:47.130
  • GROWING UP GETTING BULLIED.
  • 00:07:47.130 --> 00:07:48.210
  • I WENT THROUGH A DEPRESSION
  • 00:07:48.210 --> 00:07:50.170
  • EARLY.
  • 00:07:50.170 --> 00:07:52.080
  • - JAVEN: EARLY IN LIFE.
  • 00:07:52.080 --> 00:07:52.260
  • - BRIAN: YEAH.
  • 00:07:52.260 --> 00:07:53.260
  • PROBABLY FIFTH, SIXTH, SEVENTH,
  • 00:07:53.260 --> 00:07:56.040
  • EIGHTH GRADE, IN THOSE YEARS.
  • 00:07:56.040 --> 00:07:57.070
  • I REMEMBER LOOKING IN THE MIRROR
  • 00:07:57.070 --> 00:07:59.250
  • AND NOT LIKING MYSELF PROBABLY
  • 00:07:59.250 --> 00:08:02.130
  • BECAUSE I GOT PICKED ON AND
  • 00:08:02.130 --> 00:08:03.170
  • GIRLS, I WASN'T-- I REMEMBER THE
  • 00:08:03.250 --> 00:08:06.250
  • FIRST GIRL, HER NAME WAS KEELEY.
  • 00:08:06.250 --> 00:08:08.080
  • I ASKED HER, WILL YOU GO STUDY
  • 00:08:08.080 --> 00:08:10.240
  • WITH ME?
  • 00:08:10.240 --> 00:08:12.190
  • BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT IS WHAT
  • 00:08:12.190 --> 00:08:13.210
  • IT WAS.
  • 00:08:13.210 --> 00:08:14.110
  • NOT STEADY.
  • 00:08:14.110 --> 00:08:14.230
  • I SAID STUDY.
  • 00:08:14.230 --> 00:08:16.060
  • I THOUGHT YOU GO WITH A GIRL AND
  • 00:08:16.060 --> 00:08:17.150
  • YOU STUDY YOUR SCHOOL WORK AFTER
  • 00:08:17.150 --> 00:08:18.290
  • SCHOOL.
  • 00:08:18.290 --> 00:08:19.190
  • AND SHE SAID, NO.
  • 00:08:21.040 --> 00:08:24.040
  • AND REJECTION ISSUES RIGHT THEN.
  • 00:08:24.040 --> 00:08:25.150
  • WHAT IS CRAZY, FUNNY THINGS CAN
  • 00:08:26.130 --> 00:08:29.130
  • SET YOU ON A COURSE IN YOUR LIFE
  • 00:08:29.130 --> 00:08:30.050
  • THAT'S NEGATIVE.
  • 00:08:30.050 --> 00:08:30.280
  • I WAS LIKE, I'M UGLY, I'M THIS
  • 00:08:30.280 --> 00:08:33.020
  • AND THAT.
  • 00:08:33.020 --> 00:08:34.200
  • AND I CARRIED THESE THOUGHTS IN
  • 00:08:34.200 --> 00:08:35.120
  • MY HEAD.
  • 00:08:35.120 --> 00:08:36.250
  • - JAVEN: THEY SAY THAT
  • 00:08:36.250 --> 00:08:37.260
  • DEPRESSION USUALLY COMES IN IN
  • 00:08:37.260 --> 00:08:39.240
  • SOME WEIRD OR UNIQUE WAY MOST OF
  • 00:08:39.240 --> 00:08:42.120
  • THE TIME THE PERSON DOES NOT
  • 00:08:42.120 --> 00:08:44.000
  • KNOW HOW IT STARTED.
  • 00:08:44.000 --> 00:08:44.160
  • - BRIAN: RIGHT.
  • 00:08:44.160 --> 00:08:45.000
  • - JAVEN: NOT THAT WE ARE
  • 00:08:45.000 --> 00:08:45.200
  • PSYCHOLOGISTS OR ANYTHING.
  • 00:08:45.200 --> 00:08:46.110
  • BUT--
  • 00:08:46.110 --> 00:08:46.250
  • - BRIAN: RIGHT.
  • 00:08:46.250 --> 00:08:47.220
  • - JAVEN: LET'S TALK ABOUT THE
  • 00:08:47.220 --> 00:08:48.180
  • BAND KORN.
  • 00:08:48.180 --> 00:08:51.020
  • THAT STARTS IN BAKERSFIELD?
  • 00:08:51.020 --> 00:08:52.000
  • OR NO?
  • 00:08:52.000 --> 00:08:54.060
  • - BRIAN: NO.
  • 00:08:54.060 --> 00:08:55.040
  • WE ALL GREW UP TOGETHER IN
  • 00:08:55.040 --> 00:08:55.240
  • BAKERSFIELD, BUT THE BAND
  • 00:08:55.240 --> 00:08:58.050
  • STARTED IN HUNTINGTON BEACH,
  • 00:08:58.050 --> 00:08:58.270
  • CALIFORNIA.
  • 00:08:58.270 --> 00:09:00.210
  • I MET THE BASS PLAYER IN JUNIOR
  • 00:09:00.210 --> 00:09:02.050
  • HIGH, SEVENTH GRADE.
  • 00:09:02.050 --> 00:09:03.270
  • HE WAS INTO DURAN DURAN.
  • 00:09:03.270 --> 00:09:05.130
  • I WAS INTO IRON MAIDEN AND OZZY.
  • 00:09:05.130 --> 00:09:07.260
  • I TOLD HIM YOU NEED TO GET INTO
  • 00:09:07.260 --> 00:09:08.220
  • METAL, BRO.
  • 00:09:09.030 --> 00:09:12.030
  • - JAVEN: (LAUGHING).
  • 00:09:12.030 --> 00:09:13.040
  • - BRIAN: IT WORKED.
  • 00:09:13.040 --> 00:09:14.200
  • THE GUITAR PLAYER MONKEY, IN
  • 00:09:14.200 --> 00:09:17.070
  • NINTH GRADE I MET THE SINGER.
  • 00:09:17.070 --> 00:09:18.190
  • FOURTH GRADE ACTUALLY.
  • 00:09:18.190 --> 00:09:20.290
  • SO, YEAH.
  • 00:09:20.290 --> 00:09:22.030
  • BUT WE ENDED UP WHEN WE GRADUATE
  • 00:09:22.030 --> 00:09:23.220
  • FROM HIGH SCHOOL, YOU ARE IN THE
  • 00:09:24.180 --> 00:09:27.180
  • ARM PIT OF CALIFORNIA,
  • 00:09:27.180 --> 00:09:29.120
  • BAKERSFIELD, RIGHT?
  • 00:09:29.120 --> 00:09:30.080
  • - JAVEN: I DIDN'T SAY IT.
  • 00:09:30.080 --> 00:09:30.270
  • - BRIAN: YOU GOT TO GET OUT OF
  • 00:09:30.270 --> 00:09:31.290
  • THERE.
  • 00:09:31.290 --> 00:09:33.120
  • WE ALL COME TO L.A., AND THROUGH
  • 00:09:33.120 --> 00:09:36.050
  • OTHER CIRCUMSTANCES WE ENDED UP
  • 00:09:36.050 --> 00:09:37.030
  • FORMING KORN AROUND '93.
  • 00:09:37.030 --> 00:09:38.240
  • - JAVEN: WHO COMES UP WITH THE
  • 00:09:38.240 --> 00:09:39.260
  • GENRE OF HEAVY METAL?
  • 00:09:40.060 --> 00:09:43.060
  • WHY HEAVY METAL AND NOT POP ROCK
  • 00:09:43.060 --> 00:09:44.110
  • OR R&B OR SOMETHING ELSE?
  • 00:09:44.110 --> 00:09:46.140
  • - BRIAN: WE WERE ALL DRAWN TO
  • 00:09:46.140 --> 00:09:49.140
  • IT GROWING UP.
  • 00:09:49.140 --> 00:09:50.200
  • ALL OF US JUST HAD THAT IN
  • 00:09:50.200 --> 00:09:52.240
  • COMMON.
  • 00:09:52.240 --> 00:09:54.060
  • IT WAS SOMETHING THAT --
  • 00:09:54.060 --> 00:09:57.030
  • I JUST LOVED THE SOUND.
  • 00:09:57.030 --> 00:09:57.270
  • I LOVE THE VOCALS.
  • 00:09:57.270 --> 00:09:59.240
  • I LOVE THE GUITAR.
  • 00:09:59.240 --> 00:10:00.090
  • SO DID THE GUYS TOO.
  • 00:10:00.290 --> 00:10:03.290
  • SO WE JUST GRAVITATED TOWARDS
  • 00:10:03.290 --> 00:10:05.020
  • EACH OTHER.
  • 00:10:05.020 --> 00:10:05.200
  • - JAVEN: WAS IT BIG THEN?
  • 00:10:05.200 --> 00:10:06.230
  • YOU ARE TALKING EARLY '90s?
  • 00:10:06.230 --> 00:10:09.180
  • AROUND WHAT TIME?
  • 00:10:09.180 --> 00:10:11.080
  • - BRIAN: WHEN I GOT INTO IT, IT
  • 00:10:11.140 --> 00:10:14.140
  • WAS EARLY '80s, TO THE EARLY
  • 00:10:14.140 --> 00:10:16.190
  • '90s, THAT DECADE THERE.
  • 00:10:16.190 --> 00:10:19.120
  • - JAVEN: WAS HEAVY METAL COMING
  • 00:10:19.120 --> 00:10:20.040
  • INTO ITS OWN AT THAT TIME?
  • 00:10:20.040 --> 00:10:21.220
  • WAS IT A BIG GENRE?
  • 00:10:21.220 --> 00:10:22.280
  • - BRIAN: BLACK SABBATH GOT IT
  • 00:10:22.280 --> 00:10:25.010
  • GOING IN THE '70s.
  • 00:10:26.090 --> 00:10:29.090
  • AND OZZY WENT SOLO.
  • 00:10:29.090 --> 00:10:32.050
  • THAT WAS HUGE FOR ME BECAUSE I
  • 00:10:32.050 --> 00:10:33.040
  • WAS A HUGE OZZY FAN.
  • 00:10:33.100 --> 00:10:36.100
  • THE BLIZZARD OF OZZ,
  • 00:10:36.100 --> 00:10:38.100
  • DIARY OF A MAD MAN.
  • 00:10:38.100 --> 00:10:40.200
  • AND OTHER BANDS STARTED COMING
  • 00:10:40.200 --> 00:10:41.110
  • OUT.
  • 00:10:41.110 --> 00:10:42.030
  • LIKE IRON MAIDEN.
  • 00:10:42.030 --> 00:10:44.000
  • ALL THESE BANDS WERE REALLY BIG
  • 00:10:44.000 --> 00:10:44.220
  • BACK THEN.
  • 00:10:44.220 --> 00:10:45.080
  • IT HAD A GOOD FOLLOWING.
  • 00:10:45.080 --> 00:10:46.280
  • - JAVEN: YOU WERE THINKING WHAT
  • 00:10:46.280 --> 00:10:48.140
  • AT THE TIME?
  • 00:10:48.140 --> 00:10:49.020
  • THIS IS GREAT MUSIC THAT I LOVE?
  • 00:10:49.020 --> 00:10:50.050
  • WE'RE GONNA PLAY IT AND JUST
  • 00:10:50.050 --> 00:10:52.260
  • HAVE FUN?
  • 00:10:52.260 --> 00:10:53.140
  • OR ARE YOU THINKING WE ARE GOING
  • 00:10:53.140 --> 00:10:54.160
  • TO BE BIG.
  • 00:10:54.160 --> 00:10:55.190
  • WE'RE GONNA TO SELL A LOT OF
  • 00:10:55.190 --> 00:10:56.260
  • ALBUMS?
  • 00:10:56.260 --> 00:10:58.060
  • WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?
  • 00:10:58.060 --> 00:10:59.140
  • - BRIAN: I'M THINKING, THIS IS
  • 00:10:59.230 --> 00:11:02.250
  • WHAT I WANT TO DO FOR THE REST
  • 00:11:02.250 --> 00:11:03.160
  • OF MY LIFE AND I'VE GOT TO GET
  • 00:11:03.160 --> 00:11:04.070
  • IN THERE SOMEHOW.
  • 00:11:04.070 --> 00:11:07.050
  • THAT'S WHAT I WAS THINKING.
  • 00:11:07.050 --> 00:11:07.250
  • BECAUSE I HAD NO OTHER PLAN.
  • 00:11:08.240 --> 00:11:11.240
  • - JAVEN: NO OTHER PLAN.
  • 00:11:11.240 --> 00:11:13.020
  • ARE YOU THINKING YOU'RE GOING TO
  • 00:11:13.020 --> 00:11:13.260
  • BE RICH DOING THIS?
  • 00:11:13.260 --> 00:11:15.080
  • OR ARE YOU THINKING I'M GOING TO
  • 00:11:15.080 --> 00:11:16.170
  • HAVE FUN DOING IT?
  • 00:11:16.170 --> 00:11:17.280
  • - BRIAN: I'M THE GUY LIKE, LOOK
  • 00:11:17.280 --> 00:11:20.050
  • IF I CAN MAKE A LIVING, I DON'T
  • 00:11:20.050 --> 00:11:21.040
  • NEED TO BE RICH.
  • 00:11:21.040 --> 00:11:21.200
  • I JUST WANT TO DO MUSIC.
  • 00:11:21.280 --> 00:11:24.280
  • NOT BEING TOO GREEDY,
  • 00:11:24.280 --> 00:11:25.150
  • OR WHATEVER.
  • 00:11:25.150 --> 00:11:27.000
  • - JAVEN: WHEN DO YOU START
  • 00:11:27.000 --> 00:11:27.200
  • WRITING?
  • 00:11:27.200 --> 00:11:28.070
  • OR DO YOU WRITE?
  • 00:11:28.070 --> 00:11:29.160
  • - BRIAN: I START WRITING SONGS
  • 00:11:29.160 --> 00:11:30.270
  • AROUND 12 YEARS OLD, 13 YEARS
  • 00:11:30.270 --> 00:11:31.190
  • OLD.
  • 00:11:31.190 --> 00:11:33.100
  • I'M WRITING LITTLE CHEESY SONGS.
  • 00:11:34.270 --> 00:11:37.270
  • "DON'T YOU KNOW" WAS ONE.
  • 00:11:37.270 --> 00:11:40.040
  • IT WAS JUST LIKE THIS, KIND OF
  • 00:11:41.140 --> 00:11:44.140
  • LIKE NOT GLAM METAL BUT LIKE
  • 00:11:44.140 --> 00:11:45.040
  • THAT.
  • 00:11:45.040 --> 00:11:46.060
  • KIND OF MELODIC.
  • 00:11:46.060 --> 00:11:48.110
  • THE LYRICS WERE TOTALLY CHEESY.
  • 00:11:49.040 --> 00:11:52.040
  • - JAVEN: DO YOU REMEMBER THE
  • 00:11:52.040 --> 00:11:52.250
  • LYRICS?
  • 00:11:52.250 --> 00:11:53.120
  • - BRIAN: YEAH.
  • 00:11:53.120 --> 00:11:53.290
  • (LAUGHTER)
  • 00:11:58.200 --> 00:12:01.220
  • - JAVEN: FOR THE FIRST TIME--
  • 00:12:01.220 --> 00:12:04.050
  • - BRIAN: YOU'RE GOING TO MAKE
  • 00:12:04.050 --> 00:12:04.270
  • ME PLAY THEM.
  • 00:12:04.270 --> 00:12:05.170
  • - JAVEN: OF COURSE.
  • 00:12:05.170 --> 00:12:06.180
  • FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER ON
  • 00:12:08.180 --> 00:12:11.180
  • NATIONAL TV, THE LYRICS TO
  • 00:12:11.180 --> 00:12:12.070
  • BRIAN "HEAD" WELCH'S FIRST SONG.
  • 00:12:12.070 --> 00:12:14.040
  • GO.
  • 00:12:14.040 --> 00:12:15.150
  • - BRIAN: I'M NOT SINGING IT BUT
  • 00:12:15.150 --> 00:12:16.070
  • IT WAS:
  • 00:12:16.070 --> 00:12:18.230
  • DON'T YOU KNOW.
  • 00:12:18.230 --> 00:12:19.190
  • DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH
  • 00:12:19.190 --> 00:12:20.110
  • I WANT YOU.
  • 00:12:20.110 --> 00:12:22.030
  • DO YOU WANT ME, BABY?
  • 00:12:22.030 --> 00:12:23.100
  • NOT KNOWING IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.
  • 00:12:23.100 --> 00:12:25.060
  • (LAUGHTER)
  • 00:12:26.180 --> 00:12:29.180
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:12:29.180 --> 00:12:31.030
  • - JAVEN: DEEP, VERY DEEP.
  • 00:12:31.030 --> 00:12:32.140
  • BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:12:32.210 --> 00:12:35.210
  • I LOVE IT, MAN.
  • 00:12:35.210 --> 00:12:37.220
  • MAYBE YOU CAN DO A REMIX OF IT
  • 00:12:37.220 --> 00:12:38.130
  • SOME TIME.
  • 00:12:38.130 --> 00:12:39.100
  • - BRIAN: DID YOU WRITE A SONG
  • 00:12:39.100 --> 00:12:40.010
  • WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
  • 00:12:40.010 --> 00:12:40.170
  • - JAVEN: I DID.
  • 00:12:40.170 --> 00:12:41.190
  • - BRIAN: YOU GOT TO SAY IT NOW.
  • 00:12:41.190 --> 00:12:42.220
  • - JAVEN: THIS INTERVIEW IS
  • 00:12:42.220 --> 00:12:43.120
  • ABOUT YOU, NOT ABOUT ME.
  • 00:12:43.120 --> 00:12:44.240
  • - BRIAN: YOU SAID I COULD ASK
  • 00:12:44.240 --> 00:12:45.150
  • YOU QUESTIONS.
  • 00:12:45.150 --> 00:12:46.000
  • - JAVEN: I DON'T KNOW MY FIRST
  • 00:12:46.000 --> 00:12:46.220
  • SONG.
  • 00:12:46.220 --> 00:12:47.010
  • ALL RIGHT.
  • 00:12:47.010 --> 00:12:48.260
  • SO WHAT I WANT TO ASK YOU.
  • 00:12:49.150 --> 00:12:52.150
  • I WANT TO ASK YOU ABOUT WHO CAME
  • 00:12:52.150 --> 00:12:53.130
  • UP WITH THE NAME KORN, BECAUSE
  • 00:12:53.130 --> 00:12:54.220
  • IT IS SPELLED WITH A K.
  • 00:12:54.220 --> 00:12:55.200
  • WHERE DOES THIS COME FROM?
  • 00:12:55.200 --> 00:12:57.010
  • - BRIAN: WE WERE UNDERNEATH
  • 00:12:57.010 --> 00:12:59.010
  • THAT HUNTINGTON BEACH PIER.
  • 00:12:59.050 --> 00:13:02.070
  • WE WERE GOING TOWARDS THE WRONG
  • 00:13:02.070 --> 00:13:04.040
  • WAY OF LIVING, RIGHT?
  • 00:13:04.040 --> 00:13:05.210
  • WE'RE UNDERNEATH THERE.
  • 00:13:05.210 --> 00:13:07.130
  • WE'RE DRINKING 40 OUNCES AND
  • 00:13:07.130 --> 00:13:08.180
  • OUR SINGER JUST SAID, WHAT ARE
  • 00:13:08.180 --> 00:13:11.040
  • WE GONNA CALL OURSELVES?
  • 00:13:11.040 --> 00:13:13.100
  • WHAT ARE WE GONNA CALL
  • 00:13:13.100 --> 00:13:14.070
  • OURSELVES?
  • 00:13:14.070 --> 00:13:14.220
  • WHAT ABOUT KORN?
  • 00:13:14.220 --> 00:13:16.020
  • AND THERE WAS SOME HORROR MOVIE,
  • 00:13:16.020 --> 00:13:17.250
  • "CHILDREN OF THE CORN"
  • 00:13:17.250 --> 00:13:18.160
  • OR SOMETHING.
  • 00:13:18.160 --> 00:13:20.250
  • HE WAS LIKE, WE COULD WRITE IT
  • 00:13:20.250 --> 00:13:22.130
  • WITH A "K."
  • 00:13:22.130 --> 00:13:24.060
  • AND PUT THE R.
  • 00:13:24.060 --> 00:13:25.100
  • BACKWARDS BECAUSE TOYS 'R US
  • 00:13:25.100 --> 00:13:26.060
  • HAD THAT BACKWARDS R.
  • 00:13:26.060 --> 00:13:27.110
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:13:28.270 --> 00:13:31.270
  • - JAVEN: SO THE BIG HEAVY METAL
  • 00:13:31.270 --> 00:13:34.010
  • HARDROCK BAND GOT THEIR R.
  • 00:13:34.010 --> 00:13:36.210
  • FROM TOYS 'R US.
  • 00:13:36.210 --> 00:13:37.270
  • (LAUGHTER)
  • 00:13:37.270 --> 00:13:39.070
  • - BRIAN: LOOK, WE HAD BRANDING
  • 00:13:39.070 --> 00:13:41.180
  • LIKE EXPERTISE.
  • 00:13:41.180 --> 00:13:43.010
  • - JAVEN: EXACTLY.
  • 00:13:43.010 --> 00:13:44.110
  • - BRIAN: WE'RE THINKING, OUR
  • 00:13:44.140 --> 00:13:47.140
  • SINGER'S LYRICS, A LOT OF IT WAS
  • 00:13:47.140 --> 00:13:49.010
  • ABOUT GROWING UP AND CHILDHOOD
  • 00:13:49.010 --> 00:13:50.230
  • TRAUMA AND STUFF.
  • 00:13:50.230 --> 00:13:51.090
  • SO HE WAS LIKE THINKING, WHAT IF
  • 00:13:51.090 --> 00:13:52.250
  • A KID TRIED TO SPELL KORN AND
  • 00:13:53.180 --> 00:13:56.180
  • WROTE IT, MISSPELLED IT AND PUT
  • 00:13:56.180 --> 00:13:57.210
  • THE "R" BACKWARDS, LIKE
  • 00:13:57.210 --> 00:13:58.280
  • TOYS 'R US, AND SOME OF THE
  • 00:13:59.020 --> 00:14:02.040
  • LYRICS, HE WAS JUST GOING WITH
  • 00:14:02.040 --> 00:14:03.020
  • THE CHILDHOOD THING.
  • 00:14:03.020 --> 00:14:03.280
  • - JAVEN: I LIKE IT.
  • 00:14:03.280 --> 00:14:06.100
  • SO THAT'S HOW IT CAME ABOUT.
  • 00:14:06.100 --> 00:14:07.220
  • - BRIAN: RIGHT.
  • 00:14:07.220 --> 00:14:09.140
  • - JAVEN: SO THIS IS GOING TO BE
  • 00:14:09.140 --> 00:14:10.130
  • LIKE A LITTLE BIT OF A WEIRD
  • 00:14:10.130 --> 00:14:11.200
  • QUESTION, BUT WHEN YOU THINK OF
  • 00:14:11.200 --> 00:14:13.030
  • LIKE A TYPICAL SONG IN CHURCH OR
  • 00:14:13.030 --> 00:14:14.210
  • WHATEVER, SOME OF YOU MAY OR MAY
  • 00:14:14.210 --> 00:14:16.040
  • NOT YOU THINK OF MELODY, VERSE,
  • 00:14:16.040 --> 00:14:17.240
  • CHORUS, BRIDGE, VAMP, SOMETHING
  • 00:14:17.240 --> 00:14:19.130
  • LIKE THAT.
  • 00:14:19.130 --> 00:14:20.270
  • A HEAVY METAL SONG, DO THEY HAVE
  • 00:14:20.270 --> 00:14:21.210
  • THE SAME EMBODIMENT?
  • 00:14:21.260 --> 00:14:24.260
  • IT SEEMS LIKE IT IS A LITTLE
  • 00:14:25.010 --> 00:14:28.010
  • DIFFERENT.
  • 00:14:28.010 --> 00:14:29.030
  • - BRIAN: ARE YOU CALLING THE
  • 00:14:29.030 --> 00:14:29.240
  • MUSIC A LITTLE MESSY?
  • 00:14:29.240 --> 00:14:30.250
  • - JAVEN: (LAUGHTER).
  • 00:14:30.250 --> 00:14:32.180
  • I DON'T CALL IT NOTHING.
  • 00:14:32.180 --> 00:14:33.060
  • I'M ASKING YOU.
  • 00:14:34.010 --> 00:14:37.010
  • WHAT IS THE STRUCTURE OF A HEAVY
  • 00:14:37.010 --> 00:14:37.230
  • METAL SONG?
  • 00:14:37.230 --> 00:14:38.080
  • - BRIAN: WHEN I WAS GROWING UP
  • 00:14:38.080 --> 00:14:39.120
  • IT WAS LIKE, YOU KNOW, THE
  • 00:14:39.120 --> 00:14:40.140
  • OPENING OF THE MAIN RIFF.
  • 00:14:40.140 --> 00:14:42.250
  • THEN YOU GO INTO THE VERSE AND
  • 00:14:42.250 --> 00:14:44.000
  • THE BIG HOOK CHORUS, THEN THE
  • 00:14:44.000 --> 00:14:45.050
  • GUITAR PLAYER GOES AND SOLOS FOR
  • 00:14:45.050 --> 00:14:46.080
  • ABOUT A MINUTE OR TWO MINUTES
  • 00:14:46.250 --> 00:14:49.250
  • AND THEN YOU COME BACK INTO THE
  • 00:14:49.250 --> 00:14:50.240
  • CHORUS AND OUT.
  • 00:14:50.240 --> 00:14:52.010
  • IT'S SIMILAR.
  • 00:14:52.010 --> 00:14:54.170
  • BUT WHEN KORN GOT TOGETHER WE
  • 00:14:54.170 --> 00:14:55.090
  • DIDN'T SOLOS.
  • 00:14:55.090 --> 00:14:56.200
  • WE FIGURED, LET'S MAKE UP, LET'S
  • 00:14:56.200 --> 00:14:58.160
  • WRITE A WHOLE NEW BRIDGE
  • 00:14:58.160 --> 00:14:59.170
  • SECTION.
  • 00:14:59.170 --> 00:15:00.220
  • INSTEAD OF ONE GUY SOLOING, WE
  • 00:15:00.220 --> 00:15:02.170
  • WILL JUST DO A BRIDGE SECTION
  • 00:15:02.170 --> 00:15:04.080
  • AND COME OUT WITH A COOL PIECE
  • 00:15:04.080 --> 00:15:05.270
  • OF MUSIC THERE INSTEAD.
  • 00:15:05.270 --> 00:15:06.210
  • SO WE STARTED DOING THAT.
  • 00:15:06.210 --> 00:15:08.260
  • - JAVEN: SO YOU GUYS DO THIS
  • 00:15:08.260 --> 00:15:09.180
  • BAND AND YOU END UP, I READ
  • 00:15:09.200 --> 00:15:12.200
  • SOMEWHERE, SELLING PLATINUM,
  • 00:15:12.200 --> 00:15:15.030
  • JUST A TON OF C.D.s.
  • 00:15:15.180 --> 00:15:18.180
  • - BRIAN: CLOSE TO 40 MILLION,
  • 00:15:18.180 --> 00:15:19.090
  • YEAH.
  • 00:15:19.090 --> 00:15:20.080
  • - JAVEN: NOT BAD, RIGHT?
  • 00:15:25.030 --> 00:15:25.280
  • - BRIAN: NOT TOO SHABBY.
  • 00:15:25.280 --> 00:15:27.030
  • - JAVEN: NOT TOO SHABBY.
  • 00:15:28.010 --> 00:15:31.010
  • ONE TIME I READ SOMEWHERE--
  • 00:15:31.010 --> 00:15:31.260
  • I DON'T KNOW WHICH ALBUM,
  • 00:15:31.260 --> 00:15:32.290
  • MAYBE YOU CAN TELL ME WHICH
  • 00:15:32.290 --> 00:15:33.280
  • ALBUM THIS WAS, BUT WHEN
  • 00:15:33.280 --> 00:15:35.170
  • THE ALBUM CAME OUT IT HIT NUMBER
  • 00:15:35.170 --> 00:15:37.140
  • ONE ON THE BILLBOARD CHARTS, AND
  • 00:15:37.140 --> 00:15:38.160
  • I'M TALKING NOT JUST HEAVY METAL
  • 00:15:38.160 --> 00:15:40.120
  • BUT ACROSS THE BOARD LIKE I
  • 00:15:40.120 --> 00:15:42.070
  • THINK DR. DRE CAME OUT WITH
  • 00:15:42.070 --> 00:15:44.230
  • SOMETHING THAT SAME WEEK AND
  • 00:15:44.230 --> 00:15:46.070
  • CELINE DION OF ALL PEOPLE CAME
  • 00:15:46.070 --> 00:15:47.270
  • OUT WITH SOMETHING THAT WEEK.
  • 00:15:47.270 --> 00:15:49.110
  • BUT KORN ACTUALLY TOPPED ALL
  • 00:15:49.110 --> 00:15:50.130
  • THOSE.
  • 00:15:50.130 --> 00:15:52.080
  • - BRIAN: YEAH.
  • 00:15:52.080 --> 00:15:53.030
  • IT WAS SURREAL.
  • 00:15:53.030 --> 00:15:53.250
  • IT WAS SURREAL.
  • 00:15:53.250 --> 00:15:56.090
  • WE LOVED SOME DRE BACK THEN TOO.
  • 00:15:56.090 --> 00:15:57.220
  • WE LOVED DRE.
  • 00:16:01.080 --> 00:16:04.080
  • I ACTUALLY, I WILL SAY IT NOW
  • 00:16:04.080 --> 00:16:05.230
  • THAT I'M OLDER, I WOULD EVEN
  • 00:16:05.230 --> 00:16:06.290
  • LISTEN TO SOME, MY HEART GOES
  • 00:16:06.290 --> 00:16:07.280
  • ON, CELINE DION.
  • 00:16:07.280 --> 00:16:10.120
  • I'M LIKE WE PASSED THEM.
  • 00:16:10.180 --> 00:16:13.180
  • I HAD TO CALL MY DAD.
  • 00:16:13.180 --> 00:16:15.020
  • BECAUSE MY DAD WAS THE ONE
  • 00:16:15.020 --> 00:16:17.070
  • SAYING, GET A BACK-UP PLAN.
  • 00:16:17.070 --> 00:16:17.270
  • I KNOW YOU WANT TO BE A HEAVY
  • 00:16:17.270 --> 00:16:19.040
  • METAL STAR AND EVERYTHING, SO
  • 00:16:19.040 --> 00:16:20.080
  • JUST TO CALL HIM AND SAY, DAD,
  • 00:16:20.080 --> 00:16:21.250
  • WE ARE NUMBER ONE THIS WEEK.
  • 00:16:22.020 --> 00:16:25.020
  • HE'S JUST GOING, HOW DID THIS
  • 00:16:25.020 --> 00:16:25.250
  • HAPPEN?
  • 00:16:25.250 --> 00:16:28.070
  • CONGRATULATIONS, SON.
  • 00:16:28.070 --> 00:16:30.050
  • - JAVEN: HE PROBABLY THOUGHT
  • 00:16:30.050 --> 00:16:30.280
  • SOMEONE WAS PULLING A JOKE OR
  • 00:16:30.280 --> 00:16:32.050
  • SOMETHING, RIGHT?
  • 00:16:32.050 --> 00:16:33.020
  • - BRIAN: OUR BASS PLAYER FIELDY
  • 00:16:33.020 --> 00:16:35.030
  • ALWAYS SAID IT FELT LIKE SOMEONE
  • 00:16:35.030 --> 00:16:37.080
  • WAS PUNKING US.
  • 00:16:37.080 --> 00:16:38.080
  • LIKE SOMEONE WOULD COME OUT AND
  • 00:16:38.080 --> 00:16:39.070
  • SAY, JUST JOKING.
  • 00:16:39.070 --> 00:16:39.290
  • - JAVEN: WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE
  • 00:16:39.290 --> 00:16:42.130
  • TO GET ALL THE WAY THERE AND TO
  • 00:16:42.130 --> 00:16:44.260
  • EXPERIENCE THAT AND THEN, HOW
  • 00:16:45.260 --> 00:16:48.260
  • DOES EXPERIENCING SUCH SUCCESS
  • 00:16:48.260 --> 00:16:51.130
  • PUT YOU IN SUCH A VERY LOW
  • 00:16:51.130 --> 00:16:53.030
  • PLACE?
  • 00:16:53.050 --> 00:16:56.050
  • BECAUSE DURING THAT TIME IS WHEN
  • 00:16:56.050 --> 00:16:57.120
  • THE DRUGS AND THE DEPRESSION AND
  • 00:16:58.100 --> 00:17:01.120
  • ALL THAT STUFF, TALK ABOUT THAT
  • 00:17:01.120 --> 00:17:02.080
  • A LITTLE BIT.
  • 00:17:02.080 --> 00:17:03.090
  • - BRIAN: IT WAS, YOU KNOW, YOU
  • 00:17:03.090 --> 00:17:06.050
  • HAVE TO BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH
  • 00:17:06.050 --> 00:17:06.270
  • FOR AND WHEN YOU GET WHAT YOU
  • 00:17:06.270 --> 00:17:08.180
  • WISH FOR YOU HAVE TO MAKE SURE
  • 00:17:08.180 --> 00:17:10.230
  • YOUR FOUNDATION IS IN ORDER SO
  • 00:17:10.230 --> 00:17:12.080
  • BUT THE DRUGS WERE-- I REMEMBER
  • 00:17:16.120 --> 00:17:17.130
  • I ACTUALLY TRIED MARIJUANA WHEN
  • 00:17:17.130 --> 00:17:18.280
  • I WAS EIGHT YEARS OLD.
  • 00:17:18.280 --> 00:17:21.230
  • ONE OF MY FRIENDS HAD AN OLDER
  • 00:17:21.230 --> 00:17:22.140
  • BROTHER AND HE HAD AN ASHTRAY
  • 00:17:22.140 --> 00:17:23.260
  • AND HE HAD SOME THINGS IN THERE.
  • 00:17:23.260 --> 00:17:26.000
  • WE TRIED TO SMOKE IT.
  • 00:17:26.000 --> 00:17:27.030
  • I DIDN'T GET HIGH OR NOTHING.
  • 00:17:27.030 --> 00:17:27.240
  • BUT I TRIED SMOKING IT AT 13 AND
  • 00:17:29.000 --> 00:17:32.000
  • I GOT SO HIGH OFF ONE TIME
  • 00:17:32.000 --> 00:17:33.240
  • TRYING IT THAT I SAT IN A CHAIR
  • 00:17:33.240 --> 00:17:35.170
  • FOR LIKE FIVE HOURS AND IT
  • 00:17:35.170 --> 00:17:37.100
  • I WAS LIKE, THAT'S NOT FUN.
  • 00:17:40.290 --> 00:17:41.190
  • I JUST LOST FIVE HOURS OF MY
  • 00:17:41.190 --> 00:17:42.160
  • LIFE I'M NEVER DOING IT AGAIN.
  • 00:17:42.160 --> 00:17:43.100
  • (LAUGHTER)
  • 00:17:43.100 --> 00:17:44.190
  • WHEN WE FIRST STARTED KORN,
  • 00:17:44.190 --> 00:17:47.130
  • WE HAD GUYS WE WERE
  • 00:17:47.130 --> 00:17:49.130
  • HANGING OUT WITH THAT WERE
  • 00:17:49.130 --> 00:17:51.200
  • HELPING US GET THE BAND GOING
  • 00:17:51.200 --> 00:17:52.270
  • AND THEY WERE DOING SOME HARDER
  • 00:17:53.040 --> 00:17:56.040
  • DRUGS LIKE METH, AND SO THEY
  • 00:17:56.040 --> 00:17:58.000
  • WERE TRYING TO KEEP IT FROM US.
  • 00:17:58.000 --> 00:17:59.030
  • THEY WEREN'T--
  • 00:17:59.030 --> 00:18:00.190
  • - JAVEN: PUSHING IT.
  • 00:18:00.190 --> 00:18:02.010
  • - BRIAN: PUSHING IT AT ALL BUT
  • 00:18:02.010 --> 00:18:03.250
  • I HAD TRIED IT WITH SOME OF MY
  • 00:18:03.250 --> 00:18:04.250
  • CLOSE FRIENDS ONCE.
  • 00:18:04.250 --> 00:18:06.020
  • SO I JUST GOT DRUNK ONE NIGHT
  • 00:18:06.020 --> 00:18:08.190
  • AND I WAS LIKE, HEY, MAN, I'M
  • 00:18:08.190 --> 00:18:11.040
  • SPINNING, I NEED TO SOBER UP.
  • 00:18:11.040 --> 00:18:12.080
  • HE SAID I'VE GOT SOMETHING THAT
  • 00:18:12.080 --> 00:18:13.110
  • CAN-- YOU KNOW.
  • 00:18:13.110 --> 00:18:13.290
  • - JAVEN: AND STARTS THAT.
  • 00:18:13.290 --> 00:18:15.130
  • - BRIAN: YEAH.
  • 00:18:15.270 --> 00:18:18.270
  • - JAVEN: ALL RIGHT, SO, BRIAN
  • 00:18:18.270 --> 00:18:19.180
  • RECENTLY CAME OUT WITH A MOVIE
  • 00:18:19.180 --> 00:18:20.090
  • CALLED "LOUD KRAZY LOVE."
  • 00:18:20.090 --> 00:18:21.230
  • AND THIS MOVIE REALLY
  • 00:18:21.230 --> 00:18:23.260
  • GIVES YOU AN IN-DEPTH
  • 00:18:23.260 --> 00:18:25.140
  • LOOK OF THIS JOURNEY
  • 00:18:25.140 --> 00:18:27.070
  • THAT WE'RE TALKING ABOUT.
  • 00:18:27.070 --> 00:18:28.100
  • AND NOT ONLY DO YOU GET A CHANCE
  • 00:18:28.100 --> 00:18:29.210
  • TO EXPERIENCE THE BACK STORY
  • 00:18:29.210 --> 00:18:31.060
  • ABOUT HIS LIFE, BUT YOU ALSO GET
  • 00:18:31.060 --> 00:18:32.210
  • A CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE WHAT IT
  • 00:18:32.210 --> 00:18:34.250
  • DID TO HIS DAUGHTER, AND SHE IS
  • 00:18:34.250 --> 00:18:36.140
  • A HUGE PART OF THIS FILM.
  • 00:18:36.140 --> 00:18:38.000
  • IT IS A FILM I PROMISE YOU WILL
  • 00:18:38.000 --> 00:18:39.110
  • CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:18:39.110 --> 00:18:40.240
  • AND TONIGHT I WANT TO SHOW YOU,
  • 00:18:40.240 --> 00:18:43.120
  • TBN WANTS TO SHOW YOU A QUICK
  • 00:18:43.120 --> 00:18:44.140
  • CLIP ABOUT THAT.
  • 00:18:44.140 --> 00:18:45.190
  • I DO WANT TO FOREWARN YOU IF YOU
  • 00:18:45.190 --> 00:18:47.000
  • HAVE SMALL KIDS, SOME OF THE
  • 00:18:47.000 --> 00:18:48.270
  • CONTENT IS NOT FOR SMALL
  • 00:18:48.270 --> 00:18:50.230
  • CHILDREN, SO YOU MIGHT WANT TO
  • 00:18:50.230 --> 00:18:52.020
  • CLEAR THEM OUT OF THE ROOM
  • 00:18:52.020 --> 00:18:55.020
  • BEFORE YOU WATCH IT.
  • 00:18:55.020 --> 00:18:56.010
  • TAKE A LOOK.
  • 00:18:56.010 --> 00:18:56.290
  • I WANT YOU TO SEE "LOUD KRAZY
  • 00:18:56.290 --> 00:18:59.110
  • LOVE" AT THIS TIME.
  • 00:19:01.060 --> 00:19:04.060
  • - AND THE WINNER IS, KORN,
  • 00:19:04.060 --> 00:19:04.280
  • FREAK ON A LEASH.
  • 00:19:04.280 --> 00:19:07.030
  • (EERIE MUSIC).
  • 00:19:07.030 --> 00:19:09.190
  • - WOMAN: SHE'S CUTE, HUH?
  • 00:19:09.190 --> 00:19:11.140
  • - JENNEA: I HAVE PLENTY OF
  • 00:19:11.140 --> 00:19:13.240
  • MEMORIES FROM WHEN MY DAD WAS IN
  • 00:19:13.240 --> 00:19:15.000
  • KORN.
  • 00:19:15.000 --> 00:19:16.130
  • - JENNEA: I LOVE YOU, DADDY.
  • 00:19:16.130 --> 00:19:18.080
  • - BRIAN: AWW.
  • 00:19:18.080 --> 00:19:19.090
  • PEEK-A-BOO.
  • 00:19:19.090 --> 00:19:21.270
  • - JENNEA: IT CHANGED MY
  • 00:19:21.270 --> 00:19:23.200
  • PERSPECTIVE ON HOW I SAW, LIKE,
  • 00:19:23.200 --> 00:19:25.290
  • LOVE.
  • 00:19:25.290 --> 00:19:26.290
  • [CHEERS & APPLAUSE]
  • 00:19:27.140 --> 00:19:30.140
  • - FIELDY, JONATHAN AND "HEAD"
  • 00:19:30.140 --> 00:19:31.220
  • FROM THE BAND KORN.
  • 00:19:31.220 --> 00:19:33.260
  • - BRIAN: IT'S LIKE THE ULTIMATE
  • 00:19:33.260 --> 00:19:34.250
  • WAVE.
  • 00:19:34.250 --> 00:19:35.170
  • EVERYTHING YOU COULD EVER WANT
  • 00:19:35.170 --> 00:19:37.150
  • - I WAS MAKING DRINKS, POPPING
  • 00:19:39.290 --> 00:19:41.130
  • LINES, ROLLING JOINTS.
  • 00:19:41.130 --> 00:19:42.080
  • - BRIAN: I'M A NEW PERSON,
  • 00:19:42.080 --> 00:19:43.130
  • I'M GOING TO BE A GREAT DAD
  • 00:19:43.130 --> 00:19:44.260
  • JENNEA, GET DOWN, PLEASE.
  • 00:19:44.260 --> 00:19:46.200
  • I'LL JUST HAVE A COUPLE BEERS.
  • 00:19:46.200 --> 00:19:47.260
  • - JENNEA: I SAW LIKE NAKED
  • 00:19:47.260 --> 00:19:50.130
  • CHICKS LIKE WALKING AROUND.
  • 00:19:50.130 --> 00:19:52.130
  • - MOM: HE WAS A MASTER AT
  • 00:19:52.130 --> 00:19:53.260
  • HIDING IT.
  • 00:19:53.260 --> 00:19:54.280
  • - BRIAN: I WAS JUST SCARED THAT
  • 00:19:54.280 --> 00:19:57.160
  • I WAS GOING TO SCREW UP THE KID
  • 00:19:58.010 --> 00:20:01.010
  • LIKE I WAS SCREWING UP MYSELF.
  • 00:20:01.010 --> 00:20:02.270
  • I HAD ADDICTION TO METH.
  • 00:20:03.190 --> 00:20:06.190
  • METHAMPHETAMINE.
  • 00:20:06.200 --> 00:20:09.200
  • - JENNEA: ALL THE OTHER KIDS
  • 00:20:09.200 --> 00:20:10.230
  • HAD THEIR MOM AND DAD COME TO
  • 00:20:10.230 --> 00:20:12.270
  • MOTHER'S DAY OR FATHER'S DAY.
  • 00:20:12.270 --> 00:20:14.270
  • - BRIAN: I COULDN'T STOP BEING
  • 00:20:14.270 --> 00:20:17.240
  • BAD TO MY BODY.
  • 00:20:17.240 --> 00:20:18.110
  • I COULDN'T STOP THESE
  • 00:20:18.110 --> 00:20:19.210
  • ADDICTIONS.
  • 00:20:19.210 --> 00:20:20.090
  • I HAD BECOME AN ANIMAL.
  • 00:20:21.030 --> 00:20:24.030
  • I JUST LOOKED UP AND I SAID
  • 00:20:24.030 --> 00:20:25.080
  • FATHER, I KEPT PRAYING.
  • 00:20:25.080 --> 00:20:27.090
  • I'M ON DRUGS.
  • 00:20:27.090 --> 00:20:30.040
  • DO ANYTHING YOU WANT TO MY LIFE
  • 00:20:30.040 --> 00:20:31.000
  • HOW DO I PAY A PHONE BILL?
  • 00:20:31.000 --> 00:20:32.260
  • - MOM: HOW DO YOU CHANGE SO
  • 00:20:32.260 --> 00:20:33.210
  • SUDDENLY?
  • 00:20:33.210 --> 00:20:35.010
  • - BRIAN: HOW DO I KNOW THIS IS
  • 00:20:35.010 --> 00:20:36.050
  • REAL?
  • 00:20:36.050 --> 00:20:37.060
  • I HAVE TO BE AFRAID.
  • 00:20:37.060 --> 00:20:38.220
  • - JENNEA: HE'S LIKE, JENNEA,
  • 00:20:38.220 --> 00:20:39.130
  • I'M QUITTING KORN.
  • 00:20:39.130 --> 00:20:40.080
  • I'M GOING TO STAY HOME.
  • 00:20:40.080 --> 00:20:41.080
  • I'M LIKE, IS THAT EVEN ALLOWED?
  • 00:20:41.080 --> 00:20:44.000
  • - BRIAN: I WAS DEVASTATED.
  • 00:20:44.000 --> 00:20:45.030
  • GOD'S TELLING ME TO DO THIS AND
  • 00:20:45.030 --> 00:20:46.160
  • GOD'S TELLING ME TO DO THAT.
  • 00:20:46.160 --> 00:20:47.060
  • I'M LIKE--
  • 00:20:47.060 --> 00:20:48.240
  • - DAD: THAT WAS AN ACT OF LOVE
  • 00:20:48.240 --> 00:20:49.160
  • FOR HIMSELF AND HIS DAUGHTER.
  • 00:20:49.160 --> 00:20:50.210
  • - BRIAN: BUT I IMMEDIATELY
  • 00:20:50.210 --> 00:20:51.220
  • STARTED MAKING BAD CHOICES
  • 00:20:51.220 --> 00:20:52.140
  • AGAIN.
  • 00:20:52.140 --> 00:20:54.060
  • - JENNEA: HE HAD BEEN PHYSICAL,
  • 00:20:54.060 --> 00:20:55.080
  • PUNCHING HOLES IN WALLS.
  • 00:20:55.080 --> 00:20:57.140
  • - BRIAN: JENNEA COULDN'T
  • 00:20:57.140 --> 00:20:58.030
  • CONNECT WITH ANYBODY.
  • 00:20:58.030 --> 00:21:00.160
  • - JENNEA: I ASSUMED THINGS WERE
  • 00:21:00.160 --> 00:21:01.080
  • GONNA BE DIFFERENT.
  • 00:21:01.080 --> 00:21:01.240
  • - BRIAN: PEOPLE OFFERED HER
  • 00:21:01.240 --> 00:21:02.140
  • DRUGS AND--
  • 00:21:02.140 --> 00:21:02.260
  • - JENNEA: I GOT PHYSICAL.
  • 00:21:02.260 --> 00:21:03.150
  • I FLIPPED TABLES.
  • 00:21:03.150 --> 00:21:04.190
  • - BRIAN: I CAN'T CONTROL MY
  • 00:21:04.190 --> 00:21:05.090
  • RAGE.
  • 00:21:05.090 --> 00:21:05.180
  • I'M STRESSED OUT.
  • 00:21:05.180 --> 00:21:06.210
  • - JENNEA: I JUST WANTED SOMEONE
  • 00:21:06.210 --> 00:21:07.130
  • TO REALIZE I'M HURTING.
  • 00:21:07.130 --> 00:21:09.040
  • - BRIAN: SHE SAYS I CUT MYSELF
  • 00:21:09.040 --> 00:21:09.260
  • BECAUSE OF YOU.
  • 00:21:09.260 --> 00:21:11.170
  • - JENNEA: AND I SAID, I HATE
  • 00:21:11.170 --> 00:21:12.080
  • YOU.
  • 00:21:12.080 --> 00:21:12.230
  • YOU'RE A WHORE.
  • 00:21:12.230 --> 00:21:14.200
  • - BRIAN: I GAVE UP EVERYTHING
  • 00:21:14.200 --> 00:21:15.110
  • FOR YOU.
  • 00:21:15.110 --> 00:21:17.090
  • - BRIAN: EVERYBODY THAT DOESN'T
  • 00:21:23.060 --> 00:21:23.280
  • LIVE THEIR LIFE LIKE THIS,
  • 00:21:23.280 --> 00:21:24.220
  • THAT'S WHO'S CRAZY.
  • 00:21:24.220 --> 00:21:26.220
  • MY DADDY WAS A ROCK AND
  • 00:21:26.220 --> 00:21:28.270
  • SO IF YOU JUST TUNED IN AND YOU
  • 00:21:39.030 --> 00:21:39.250
  • ARE WATCHING THE PRAISE SHOW I'M
  • 00:21:39.250 --> 00:21:42.050
  • YOUR HOST JAVEN, AND, MY SPECIAL
  • 00:21:42.050 --> 00:21:43.210
  • GUEST IS BRIAN "HEAD" WELCH, WHO
  • 00:21:43.210 --> 00:21:45.290
  • IS THE LEAD GUITAR PLAYER FOR
  • 00:21:45.290 --> 00:21:47.130
  • THE HIT GROUP KORN.
  • 00:21:47.130 --> 00:21:49.120
  • YOU JUST SAW A TRAILER FROM THE
  • 00:21:49.120 --> 00:21:51.060
  • HIT MOVIE, "LOUD KRAZY LOVE."
  • 00:21:51.060 --> 00:21:53.240
  • BRIAN, WHEN I WAS WATCHING THE
  • 00:21:53.240 --> 00:21:55.100
  • FILM I NOTICED IT GETS EXTREMELY
  • 00:21:55.100 --> 00:21:56.090
  • DARK.
  • 00:21:56.180 --> 00:21:59.180
  • THERE ARE SEASONS IN YOUR LIFE
  • 00:21:59.180 --> 00:22:01.280
  • THAT GOT EXTREMELY HEAVY WITH
  • 00:22:01.280 --> 00:22:03.280
  • THE ADDICTION TO DRUGS.
  • 00:22:03.280 --> 00:22:05.060
  • LET'S TALK ABOUT THAT.
  • 00:22:05.060 --> 00:22:05.290
  • I KNOW HOW IT STARTED.
  • 00:22:05.290 --> 00:22:08.150
  • WE JUST TALKED ABOUT THAT, BUT
  • 00:22:08.150 --> 00:22:09.230
  • HOW DOES IT BECOME WHAT I WOULD
  • 00:22:09.230 --> 00:22:12.180
  • SAY AN ADDICTION AND ALMOST
  • 00:22:12.180 --> 00:22:14.130
  • STARTS CONTROLLING YOUR LIFE,
  • 00:22:14.130 --> 00:22:16.140
  • IF YOU WILL?
  • 00:22:17.250 --> 00:22:20.250
  • - BRIAN: MAN, IT'S THE SAME OLD
  • 00:22:20.250 --> 00:22:21.170
  • STORY.
  • 00:22:21.170 --> 00:22:23.250
  • YOU THINK YOU CAN CONTROL IT.
  • 00:22:23.250 --> 00:22:24.160
  • AND YOU'RE LIKE, I'M NOT GOING
  • 00:22:24.160 --> 00:22:25.110
  • TO TURN INTO ONE OF THOSE
  • 00:22:25.110 --> 00:22:26.060
  • AND SO, I DON'T KNOW HOW I
  • 00:22:28.280 --> 00:22:30.020
  • CONVINCED MYSELF THAT I COULD BE
  • 00:22:30.020 --> 00:22:31.090
  • A RECREATIONAL METH USER BUT I
  • 00:22:31.090 --> 00:22:33.220
  • DID.
  • 00:22:34.090 --> 00:22:37.090
  • (LAUGHTER)
  • 00:22:37.090 --> 00:22:39.000
  • YOU KNOW, I'M LIKE, I'M DOING IT
  • 00:22:39.000 --> 00:22:39.230
  • ONCE IN AWHILE WHEN THE KORN WAS
  • 00:22:39.230 --> 00:22:41.270
  • BUT ONE GOOD THING THAT
  • 00:22:43.150 --> 00:22:44.150
  • HAPPENED, WHEN KORN STARTED
  • 00:22:44.150 --> 00:22:45.140
  • HITTING THE ROAD, LIKE THREE OF
  • 00:22:45.140 --> 00:22:47.030
  • US WERE DOING METH BEFORE WE
  • 00:22:47.030 --> 00:22:47.270
  • GOT-- BEFORE WE STARTED TOURING.
  • 00:22:47.270 --> 00:22:49.290
  • ONCE WE HIT THE ROAD, EVERYONE
  • 00:22:49.290 --> 00:22:51.220
  • IS LIKE MAN, WE HAVE TO GET OFF
  • 00:22:51.220 --> 00:22:53.050
  • THIS STUFF.
  • 00:22:53.050 --> 00:22:54.160
  • WE HAVE TO GET TO WORK AND GO
  • 00:22:54.160 --> 00:22:55.260
  • OUT THERE.
  • 00:22:55.260 --> 00:22:57.020
  • - JAVEN: YOU KNEW IT WAS A
  • 00:22:57.020 --> 00:22:58.140
  • PROBLEM.
  • 00:22:58.140 --> 00:22:58.270
  • - BRIAN: OH, YEAH.
  • 00:22:58.270 --> 00:23:00.020
  • BECAUSE THAT IS A HARD DRUG,
  • 00:23:00.020 --> 00:23:00.220
  • MAN.
  • 00:23:00.220 --> 00:23:02.230
  • SO WE WENT ON THE ROAD.
  • 00:23:02.230 --> 00:23:03.110
  • WE ARE LIKE, OKAY.
  • 00:23:03.110 --> 00:23:04.260
  • WE'LL JUST DO COKE.
  • 00:23:04.260 --> 00:23:06.220
  • (LAUGHTER)
  • 00:23:08.060 --> 00:23:11.060
  • YOU NEW YORK THE MIND, SO, I WAS
  • 00:23:11.060 --> 00:23:13.050
  • NOT TRYING TO DO COKE OUT THERE
  • 00:23:13.050 --> 00:23:15.200
  • BUT IT WAS, OKAY, AT LEAST YOU
  • 00:23:15.200 --> 00:23:18.010
  • CAN SLEEP ON THAT.
  • 00:23:18.010 --> 00:23:18.230
  • WE WOULD NOT DO IT ALL THE TIME
  • 00:23:18.230 --> 00:23:19.260
  • BUT IT WAS MAINLY DRINKING BEER
  • 00:23:19.260 --> 00:23:21.050
  • AND EVERYTHING.
  • 00:23:21.050 --> 00:23:22.020
  • BUT IT WAS EVERYWHERE, THE DRUGS
  • 00:23:22.020 --> 00:23:23.120
  • AND-- I JUST NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT
  • 00:23:23.120 --> 00:23:25.170
  • THAT WHEN I WAS TEN YEARS OLD
  • 00:23:25.170 --> 00:23:27.010
  • LISTENING TO OZZY AND ALL THAT.
  • 00:23:27.010 --> 00:23:29.000
  • I'M GOING TO GO ON THE ROAD AND
  • 00:23:29.000 --> 00:23:31.110
  • THERE WILL BE HARD DRUGS
  • 00:23:31.110 --> 00:23:32.230
  • EVERYWHERE.
  • 00:23:32.230 --> 00:23:33.190
  • AND IT WILL BE A TEMPTATION AND
  • 00:23:33.190 --> 00:23:34.220
  • THERE WILL BE FREE ALCOHOL AND
  • 00:23:34.220 --> 00:23:35.260
  • JAGERMEISTER ENDORSEMENTS.
  • 00:23:35.260 --> 00:23:37.150
  • I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT THAT.
  • 00:23:37.150 --> 00:23:38.090
  • I THOUGHT ABOUT THE MUSIC.
  • 00:23:38.090 --> 00:23:39.070
  • - JAVEN: RIGHT.
  • 00:23:39.070 --> 00:23:39.210
  • EXACTLY.
  • 00:23:39.210 --> 00:23:40.170
  • IF I'M HEARING YOU CORRECTLY
  • 00:23:40.170 --> 00:23:42.290
  • WHEN YOU DEAL WITH AN ADDICTIVE
  • 00:23:42.290 --> 00:23:44.130
  • DRUG, MAYBE MOST PEOPLE ARE NOT
  • 00:23:44.130 --> 00:23:45.270
  • THINKING, THIS IS A NECESSARILY
  • 00:23:45.270 --> 00:23:47.020
  • BAD THING.
  • 00:23:47.020 --> 00:23:49.010
  • THIS IS SOMETHING I CAN CONTROL.
  • 00:23:49.010 --> 00:23:50.170
  • THAT'S THE ILLUSION.
  • 00:23:50.170 --> 00:23:52.050
  • - BRIAN: THAT'S THE ILLUSION.
  • 00:23:52.070 --> 00:23:55.070
  • THAT WAS US ANYWAY.
  • 00:23:55.070 --> 00:23:56.190
  • WE DID NOT WANT TO GO DESTROY
  • 00:23:56.190 --> 00:23:57.100
  • OUR LIVES.
  • 00:23:57.100 --> 00:23:57.230
  • WE JUST WANTED TO HAVE A LITTLE
  • 00:23:57.230 --> 00:23:58.170
  • FUN.
  • 00:23:58.170 --> 00:24:00.030
  • SO, BUT YEAR AFTER YEAR IT WOULD
  • 00:24:00.220 --> 00:24:03.220
  • PROGRESSIVELY GET WORSE.
  • 00:24:03.220 --> 00:24:05.020
  • - JAVEN: IT'S A SLOW
  • 00:24:05.020 --> 00:24:05.250
  • PROGRESSION.
  • 00:24:05.250 --> 00:24:07.000
  • IT'S NOT SOMETHING WHERE PEOPLE
  • 00:24:07.000 --> 00:24:09.000
  • THINK SOMEBODY IS JUST OVERNIGHT
  • 00:24:09.000 --> 00:24:10.120
  • AN ADDICT.
  • 00:24:10.120 --> 00:24:11.030
  • IT IS SOMETHING--
  • 00:24:11.030 --> 00:24:12.000
  • - BRIAN: YEAH.
  • 00:24:12.000 --> 00:24:12.270
  • - JAVEN: HOW DO YOU KNOW WHEN
  • 00:24:13.020 --> 00:24:16.020
  • YOU ARE-- WHEN WOULD YOU SAY IT
  • 00:24:16.020 --> 00:24:16.240
  • WAS OUT OF CONTROL?
  • 00:24:16.240 --> 00:24:18.160
  • OR DID YOU EVEN KNOW?
  • 00:24:18.160 --> 00:24:21.020
  • - BRIAN: IT WAS LIKE, IT WAS
  • 00:24:21.020 --> 00:24:23.030
  • OUT OF CONTROL FROM THE
  • 00:24:23.030 --> 00:24:24.030
  • BEGINNING, BUT WE WOULD STEP
  • 00:24:24.030 --> 00:24:25.260
  • BACK.
  • 00:24:25.260 --> 00:24:28.000
  • WE WOULD GO, OKAY, TO SHOW
  • 00:24:28.000 --> 00:24:28.260
  • MYSELF AND US WE'RE
  • 00:24:28.260 --> 00:24:30.280
  • NOT ADDICTS, WE WON'T
  • 00:24:30.280 --> 00:24:32.180
  • DO IT FOR A FEW MONTHS,
  • 00:24:32.180 --> 00:24:33.120
  • AND THEN WE'LL COME BACK AND
  • 00:24:33.120 --> 00:24:34.020
  • DO IT.
  • 00:24:34.020 --> 00:24:35.040
  • IT STARTED GETTING OUT OF
  • 00:24:35.040 --> 00:24:36.000
  • CONTROL PROBABLY AROUND-- I
  • 00:24:36.000 --> 00:24:37.250
  • REMEMBER 2001 I WAS GETTING
  • 00:24:38.260 --> 00:24:41.260
  • SCARED.
  • 00:24:41.260 --> 00:24:44.120
  • MY WIFE ENDED UP LEAVING ME.
  • 00:24:44.120 --> 00:24:45.100
  • SHE WAS HOOKED ON METH.
  • 00:24:45.100 --> 00:24:47.030
  • WE WERE USING, ME AND HER, WE
  • 00:24:47.030 --> 00:24:47.270
  • HAD THE BABY AND WE WANTED TO BE
  • 00:24:47.270 --> 00:24:49.090
  • GOOD PARENTS, BUT WE WOULD USE
  • 00:24:49.090 --> 00:24:50.190
  • ONCE IN A WHILE.
  • 00:24:50.190 --> 00:24:52.230
  • WHEN I LEFT FOR TOUR ONE DAY I
  • 00:24:52.230 --> 00:24:54.180
  • NOTICED ABOUT A MONTH INTO THE
  • 00:24:54.180 --> 00:24:57.050
  • TOUR THAT SHE HAD WENT INTO
  • 00:24:57.050 --> 00:24:59.200
  • EVERY DAY ADDICTION HABIT.
  • 00:24:59.200 --> 00:25:02.030
  • SO SHE LEFT ME AND OUR CHILD.
  • 00:25:02.140 --> 00:25:05.140
  • AND SHE DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE
  • 00:25:05.140 --> 00:25:07.140
  • HER BABY.
  • 00:25:07.140 --> 00:25:08.140
  • SHE DID NOT WANT TO, BUT SHE WAS
  • 00:25:08.140 --> 00:25:09.210
  • AFRAID OF MY BIG, ALL THE
  • 00:25:09.210 --> 00:25:11.060
  • LAWYERS I HAD AND EVERYTHING AND
  • 00:25:11.170 --> 00:25:14.170
  • SHE WAS LIKE, I'M NEVER GOING TO
  • 00:25:14.170 --> 00:25:15.220
  • WIN SO WHY EVEN TRY.
  • 00:25:15.220 --> 00:25:17.030
  • SHE LOVED HER KID AND LOVES HER
  • 00:25:17.030 --> 00:25:19.130
  • DAUGHTER VERY MUCH TO THIS DAY.
  • 00:25:19.130 --> 00:25:20.230
  • SO WHEN I GOT FULL CUSTODY OF MY
  • 00:25:22.240 --> 00:25:25.240
  • DAUGHTER, I GOT CLEAN.
  • 00:25:25.240 --> 00:25:26.250
  • THEN 9/11 HAPPENED.
  • 00:25:26.250 --> 00:25:28.140
  • I GOT STRESSED OUT AND STARTED
  • 00:25:28.140 --> 00:25:30.160
  • DRINKING AGAIN.
  • 00:25:30.160 --> 00:25:32.210
  • THEN BY THAT TIME, I MOVED BACK
  • 00:25:32.210 --> 00:25:35.030
  • TO BAKERSFIELD, CALIFORNIA, THE
  • 00:25:35.030 --> 00:25:37.030
  • ARM PIT.
  • 00:25:37.030 --> 00:25:38.040
  • BUT, BY THIS TIME IT WAS
  • 00:25:38.040 --> 00:25:40.260
  • BOOMING.
  • 00:25:40.260 --> 00:25:41.210
  • IT WAS MORE LIKE MODERN
  • 00:25:41.210 --> 00:25:43.010
  • EVERYTHING.
  • 00:25:43.010 --> 00:25:44.030
  • I LIKE BAKERSFIELD NOW.
  • 00:25:44.030 --> 00:25:45.050
  • I MOVED BACK THERE.
  • 00:25:45.050 --> 00:25:46.120
  • I RAN INTO SOMEONE THAT WAS A
  • 00:25:48.100 --> 00:25:51.100
  • FRIEND THAT WAS VERY SUCCESSFUL.
  • 00:25:51.100 --> 00:25:53.060
  • HE HAD ALL KINDS OF EMPLOYEES.
  • 00:25:53.060 --> 00:25:54.240
  • HE JUST SO HAPPENED TO DIBBLE
  • 00:25:55.100 --> 00:25:58.100
  • DABBLE IN METH SOMETIMES BECAUSE
  • 00:25:58.100 --> 00:25:59.290
  • HIS EMPLOYEES WOULD DO IT.
  • 00:25:59.290 --> 00:26:01.030
  • HE WAS LIKE RUNNING THE
  • 00:26:01.030 --> 00:26:02.190
  • BUSINESS.
  • 00:26:02.190 --> 00:26:03.240
  • HE THOUGHT HE HAD IT UNDER
  • 00:26:03.240 --> 00:26:05.120
  • CONTROL TOO.
  • 00:26:05.120 --> 00:26:06.050
  • I'LL JUST DO IT ONCE IN A WHILE.
  • 00:26:06.050 --> 00:26:07.050
  • SO I GOT SOME.
  • 00:26:07.050 --> 00:26:09.040
  • I FOUND OUT ONE OF HIS
  • 00:26:09.040 --> 00:26:11.010
  • EMPLOYEE'S NUMBER.
  • 00:26:11.010 --> 00:26:13.020
  • I GOT HIS CELL NUMBER AND I HAD
  • 00:26:13.020 --> 00:26:14.080
  • A CONNECT.
  • 00:26:14.080 --> 00:26:15.280
  • THEN I HAD A KORN TOUR.
  • 00:26:15.280 --> 00:26:17.210
  • IT WAS WITH LINCOLN PARK.
  • 00:26:17.210 --> 00:26:19.120
  • IT WAS A FULL SUMMER TOUR
  • 00:26:19.120 --> 00:26:21.040
  • LINCOLN PARK, SNOOP DOG, KORN,
  • 00:26:21.040 --> 00:26:23.030
  • AND SOME OTHER BANDS.
  • 00:26:23.030 --> 00:26:24.110
  • AND I GOT SO SCARED BECAUSE I
  • 00:26:24.110 --> 00:26:26.240
  • WENT ON MY FIRST WEEK LONG OR
  • 00:26:27.080 --> 00:26:30.080
  • TWO WEEK LONG BINGE OF CRYSTAL
  • 00:26:30.080 --> 00:26:32.030
  • METH AT WORK.
  • 00:26:32.030 --> 00:26:32.270
  • I SLEPT BUT I KEPT USING EVERY
  • 00:26:32.270 --> 00:26:33.180
  • DAY.
  • 00:26:33.180 --> 00:26:34.190
  • SO I DID NOT HAVE TIME TO STOP
  • 00:26:34.190 --> 00:26:35.280
  • AND I WAS SO SCARED.
  • 00:26:35.280 --> 00:26:37.190
  • I WAS LIKE, MAN, I'M GOING TO
  • 00:26:37.190 --> 00:26:39.240
  • HAVE TO -- WHEN YOU STOP METH,
  • 00:26:39.240 --> 00:26:41.090
  • IF YOU DO IT FOR A LONG TIME,
  • 00:26:41.090 --> 00:26:43.010
  • YOU HAVE TO CRASH FOR ABOUT A
  • 00:26:43.010 --> 00:26:43.280
  • WEEK OR TWO.
  • 00:26:43.280 --> 00:26:44.250
  • YOU JUST SLEEP AND EAT SUGAR AND
  • 00:26:44.250 --> 00:26:46.190
  • GO BACK TO SLEEP.
  • 00:26:46.190 --> 00:26:48.030
  • SO, I WAS LIKE, I DON'T HAVE
  • 00:26:48.030 --> 00:26:50.000
  • TIME TO DO THAT.
  • 00:26:50.000 --> 00:26:50.290
  • I BOUGHT LIKE A COUPLE OF EIGHT
  • 00:26:50.290 --> 00:26:53.210
  • BALLS OF METH AND TOOK THEM ON
  • 00:26:53.210 --> 00:26:54.260
  • THE TOUR ALL SUMMER.
  • 00:26:54.260 --> 00:26:55.150
  • THAT WAS THE WORST.
  • 00:26:55.280 --> 00:26:58.280
  • - JAVEN: I SAW SOMEWHERE IN THE
  • 00:26:58.280 --> 00:27:00.240
  • MOVIE WHERE YOUR PARENTS SAID,
  • 00:27:00.240 --> 00:27:01.230
  • THEY DIDN'T EVEN-- YOUR MOM SAID
  • 00:27:01.230 --> 00:27:02.280
  • IN HINDSIGHT 2020 SHE REALIZED
  • 00:27:02.280 --> 00:27:05.040
  • ALL THE SIGNS, BUT AT THE TIME
  • 00:27:05.040 --> 00:27:08.010
  • SHE DID NOT KNOW, OR THEY WERE
  • 00:27:08.010 --> 00:27:10.020
  • NOT EVEN AWARE THAT YOU WERE
  • 00:27:10.020 --> 00:27:12.040
  • THAT ADDICTED TO METH AND ON
  • 00:27:12.040 --> 00:27:14.100
  • DRUGS.
  • 00:27:14.100 --> 00:27:15.220
  • - BRIAN: RIGHT.
  • 00:27:15.220 --> 00:27:16.160
  • I WOULD I PLAY IT OFF.
  • 00:27:16.160 --> 00:27:17.080
  • I LOOKED SUCCESSFUL.
  • 00:27:17.080 --> 00:27:19.210
  • YOU HAVE PROBABLY A COUPLE
  • 00:27:19.210 --> 00:27:21.020
  • DIFFERENT TYPES OF ADDICTS.
  • 00:27:21.020 --> 00:27:22.070
  • IT'S THE FUNCTIONING ADDICT AND
  • 00:27:22.070 --> 00:27:23.050
  • THE NONFUNCTIONING ADDICT.
  • 00:27:23.050 --> 00:27:24.280
  • I WAS A PRETTY HIGH FUNCTIONING
  • 00:27:24.280 --> 00:27:26.290
  • ADDICT.
  • 00:27:26.290 --> 00:27:28.000
  • I COULD DO ALL KINDS OF THINGS
  • 00:27:28.000 --> 00:27:29.090
  • AND I PLAYED MY PARTS WITH THE
  • 00:27:29.090 --> 00:27:31.290
  • BAND.
  • 00:27:31.290 --> 00:27:33.190
  • I WAS SOCIALLY A RECLUSE.
  • 00:27:33.190 --> 00:27:35.280
  • - JAVEN: WHAT'S AMAZING IS THAT
  • 00:27:35.280 --> 00:27:37.170
  • AT SOME POINT IT STILL GETS THE
  • 00:27:37.170 --> 00:27:39.060
  • BETTER OF YOU.
  • 00:27:39.060 --> 00:27:40.180
  • IT BRINGS EVERYTHING DOWN.
  • 00:27:40.180 --> 00:27:42.110
  • - BRIAN: OH, YEAH.
  • 00:27:42.110 --> 00:27:42.270
  • - JAVEN: THERE'S A PART IN THE
  • 00:27:42.270 --> 00:27:44.000
  • MOVIE I WANT TO SHOW REAL QUICK.
  • 00:27:44.000 --> 00:27:46.150
  • IT'S ALMOST LIKE PART OF YOUR
  • 00:27:46.150 --> 00:27:47.260
  • LIFE WHERE IT BREAKS DOWN.
  • 00:27:47.260 --> 00:27:49.230
  • WATCH THIS.
  • 00:27:49.230 --> 00:27:50.220
  • I HAD SUNK SO LOW INTO MY
  • 00:27:55.150 --> 00:27:56.040
  • SECRETS, I COULDN'T LIVE WITH
  • 00:27:56.040 --> 00:27:57.180
  • MYSELF.
  • 00:27:57.180 --> 00:27:59.210
  • THAT'S WHEN I WOULD BE ON MY
  • 00:27:59.210 --> 00:28:01.270
  • BACK LOOKING UP SAYING, WHAT IS
  • 00:28:03.020 --> 00:28:06.020
  • THE MEANING OF LIFE?
  • 00:28:06.020 --> 00:28:07.140
  • WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY LIFE?
  • 00:28:07.260 --> 00:28:10.260
  • WHY CAN'T I HAVE IT TOGETHER?
  • 00:28:16.000 --> 00:28:19.000
  • IT'S LIKE, WHO HAVE I BECOME?
  • 00:28:19.110 --> 00:28:22.110
  • THAT I WOULD DO THIS TO MYSELF,
  • 00:28:22.110 --> 00:28:24.120
  • TO MY BODY, TO MY HOME, TO MY
  • 00:28:24.120 --> 00:28:26.190
  • DAUGHTER.
  • 00:28:28.230 --> 00:28:31.230
  • BUT I WAS STUCK.
  • 00:28:38.020 --> 00:28:41.020
  • EVERYTHING IN ME WANTED TO DO
  • 00:28:41.020 --> 00:28:42.130
  • THE RIGHT THINGS FOR HER, BUT I
  • 00:28:42.130 --> 00:28:44.080
  • THINK DEEP DOWN INSIDE OF ME I
  • 00:28:45.210 --> 00:28:48.210
  • KNEW I WAS INCAPABLE OF BEING
  • 00:28:48.210 --> 00:28:50.140
  • - JAVEN: YOU ARE WATCHING THE
  • 00:29:08.130 --> 00:29:09.040
  • PRAISE SHOW.
  • 00:29:09.040 --> 00:29:10.060
  • THIS IS TBN, AND WE'RE HAVING A
  • 00:29:10.060 --> 00:29:11.240
  • VERY INTIMATE CONVERSATION WITH
  • 00:29:11.240 --> 00:29:12.160
  • BRIAN "HEAD" WELCH, THE LEAD
  • 00:29:13.020 --> 00:29:16.020
  • GUITAR PLAYER FROM THE HIT BAND
  • 00:29:16.020 --> 00:29:16.240
  • KORN.
  • 00:29:16.240 --> 00:29:18.090
  • THAT WAS A CLIP FROM HIS MOVIE,
  • 00:29:18.090 --> 00:29:19.150
  • "LOUD KRAZY LOVE."
  • 00:29:19.150 --> 00:29:22.080
  • AND I CAUGHT WHAT YOU SAID AT
  • 00:29:22.080 --> 00:29:23.290
  • THE END WHEN YOU SAID I KNEW I
  • 00:29:23.290 --> 00:29:25.120
  • HAD TO DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE
  • 00:29:25.120 --> 00:29:27.030
  • FOR HER, BUT I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT
  • 00:29:27.030 --> 00:29:28.020
  • IT WAS.
  • 00:29:28.020 --> 00:29:30.230
  • AT SOME POINT, BRIAN, IN THE
  • 00:29:30.230 --> 00:29:31.130
  • MIDST ALL THIS CRAZY WHAT SOME
  • 00:29:31.130 --> 00:29:33.080
  • PEOPLE WOULD CALL A SUCCESSFUL
  • 00:29:33.080 --> 00:29:35.050
  • LIFE, SOMEBODY INTRODUCES YOU TO
  • 00:29:35.050 --> 00:29:37.120
  • THE MESSAGE OF CHRIST.
  • 00:29:37.120 --> 00:29:39.280
  • SOMEBODY INTRODUCES YOU TO THE
  • 00:29:39.280 --> 00:29:41.120
  • BIBLE.
  • 00:29:41.120 --> 00:29:42.160
  • YOU DIDN'T GROW UP IN IT, RIGHT?
  • 00:29:42.160 --> 00:29:43.150
  • - BRIAN: NO.
  • 00:29:43.150 --> 00:29:45.030
  • - JAVEN: AT WHAT AGE, GIVE US
  • 00:29:45.030 --> 00:29:46.250
  • THAT EXPERIENCE.
  • 00:29:46.250 --> 00:29:48.070
  • HOW DID YOU HAVE THAT ENCOUNTER?
  • 00:29:49.020 --> 00:29:52.020
  • - BRIAN: WELL, I WAS A TYPE OF
  • 00:29:52.020 --> 00:29:54.270
  • GUY THAT WOULD FLIP THROUGH THE
  • 00:29:54.270 --> 00:29:56.200
  • CHANNELS AND BE LIKE, LAND ON
  • 00:29:56.200 --> 00:29:57.250
  • TBN OR A CHRISTIAN CHANNEL AND
  • 00:29:58.000 --> 00:30:01.000
  • BE LIKE, PFFT, WHO KNOWS WHAT I
  • 00:30:01.000 --> 00:30:02.010
  • SAID BACK THEN.
  • 00:30:02.010 --> 00:30:04.280
  • BUT JUST MOCKED IT OR WHATEVER.
  • 00:30:04.280 --> 00:30:06.220
  • AND THEN, FAST FORWARD YEARS AND
  • 00:30:06.220 --> 00:30:08.230
  • YEARS LATER, I GOT TO THIS POINT
  • 00:30:08.230 --> 00:30:10.060
  • WHERE I WAS ON THAT TWO-YEAR
  • 00:30:11.050 --> 00:30:14.050
  • BINGE, RIGHT?
  • 00:30:14.050 --> 00:30:15.120
  • AND I WANTED TO GET CLEAN.
  • 00:30:15.120 --> 00:30:17.150
  • I TALKED TO A COUPLE OF
  • 00:30:18.000 --> 00:30:21.000
  • OUTPATIENT REHAB PLACES, ONE IN
  • 00:30:21.000 --> 00:30:22.070
  • BAKERSFIELD AND ONE HOLLYWOOD.
  • 00:30:22.070 --> 00:30:23.140
  • THEY BOTH TOLD ME WE DON'T HAVE
  • 00:30:23.160 --> 00:30:26.160
  • AS MUCH SUCCESS WITH METH
  • 00:30:26.160 --> 00:30:28.040
  • ADDICTS AS WE DO WITH OTHER DRUG
  • 00:30:28.040 --> 00:30:30.090
  • ADDICTS.
  • 00:30:30.090 --> 00:30:31.030
  • I'M GOING, WOW!
  • 00:30:31.030 --> 00:30:33.190
  • SO WHAT ARE YOU TELLING ME?
  • 00:30:33.190 --> 00:30:34.090
  • WHAT CAN YOU DO FOR ME?
  • 00:30:34.090 --> 00:30:35.050
  • THEY'RE LIKE, WE CAN TRY.
  • 00:30:35.050 --> 00:30:36.010
  • WE JUST HAVE TO BE HONEST WITH
  • 00:30:36.010 --> 00:30:37.040
  • YOU.
  • 00:30:37.040 --> 00:30:38.000
  • YOU CAN DO IT.
  • 00:30:38.000 --> 00:30:40.000
  • IF YOU SET--
  • 00:30:40.000 --> 00:30:41.040
  • I WAS NOT GIVEN, LIKE,
  • 00:30:41.040 --> 00:30:43.170
  • A LOT OF HOPE.
  • 00:30:43.170 --> 00:30:44.110
  • SO I WAS JUST THINKING, I GOT
  • 00:30:44.110 --> 00:30:46.010
  • TO--
  • 00:30:46.010 --> 00:30:47.120
  • BY THAT TIME I DID NOT WANT TO
  • 00:30:47.120 --> 00:30:49.150
  • EXIST ANYMORE.
  • 00:30:49.150 --> 00:30:51.270
  • I'M A SHELL WALKING AROUND WITH
  • 00:30:51.270 --> 00:30:53.060
  • NOTHING OF SUBSTANCE INSIDE.
  • 00:30:53.060 --> 00:30:55.250
  • I GOT ALL KINDS OF MONEY IN THE
  • 00:30:55.250 --> 00:30:57.050
  • BANK, BUT I DON'T WANT TO WAKE
  • 00:30:57.050 --> 00:30:59.180
  • UP WHEN I GO TO SLEEP.
  • 00:30:59.180 --> 00:31:01.110
  • I WISHED I COULD STAY ASLEEP.
  • 00:31:01.110 --> 00:31:02.040
  • THE ONLY THING THAT MADE ME WANT
  • 00:31:02.040 --> 00:31:04.080
  • TO BREATHE AND LIVE WAS MY
  • 00:31:04.080 --> 00:31:05.210
  • DAUGHTER.
  • 00:31:05.210 --> 00:31:07.010
  • I'M THINKING, I JUST NEED TO GET
  • 00:31:07.010 --> 00:31:09.290
  • OFF THE DRUGS AND BE THE BEST
  • 00:31:09.290 --> 00:31:12.210
  • PERSON I CAN BE FOR HER.
  • 00:31:12.210 --> 00:31:13.230
  • BUT THEN I WOULD HAVE THE
  • 00:31:13.230 --> 00:31:15.120
  • THOUGHTS WHEN I GET BACK ON THE
  • 00:31:15.120 --> 00:31:16.270
  • DRUGS OR DO ANOTHER LINE AND
  • 00:31:16.270 --> 00:31:19.030
  • THAT WOULD WEAR OFF AND I WOULD
  • 00:31:19.030 --> 00:31:21.000
  • THINK, MAN, SHE'S BETTER OFF
  • 00:31:21.000 --> 00:31:22.130
  • WITHOUT ME AND I WOULD START
  • 00:31:22.130 --> 00:31:23.180
  • GOING THROUGH THE SUICIDAL
  • 00:31:23.180 --> 00:31:25.110
  • THOUGHTS AND EVERYTHING.
  • 00:31:25.110 --> 00:31:26.030
  • SO, IT WAS A TUG OF WAR.
  • 00:31:26.030 --> 00:31:28.030
  • BUT, I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS A
  • 00:31:28.030 --> 00:31:30.280
  • FUNCTIONING DRUG ADDICT.
  • 00:31:30.280 --> 00:31:32.020
  • I HAD THESE PARTNERS THAT WERE
  • 00:31:32.020 --> 00:31:33.160
  • DOING REAL ESTATE DEALS.
  • 00:31:33.160 --> 00:31:35.170
  • THEY WERE BUYING LAND AND
  • 00:31:35.170 --> 00:31:37.000
  • DEVELOPING.
  • 00:31:37.000 --> 00:31:39.050
  • AND I BECAME A PARTNER WITH
  • 00:31:39.050 --> 00:31:39.250
  • THEM.
  • 00:31:39.250 --> 00:31:41.080
  • AND MONEY WAS MY THING.
  • 00:31:41.080 --> 00:31:42.200
  • I NEVER LIKED TO SPEND IT.
  • 00:31:42.200 --> 00:31:43.270
  • I LIKED TO MAKE IT GROW.
  • 00:31:43.270 --> 00:31:45.140
  • THAT WAS MY THING BEFORE.
  • 00:31:45.140 --> 00:31:46.280
  • SO THESE GUYS WERE GROWING THEIR
  • 00:31:46.280 --> 00:31:48.240
  • MONEY.
  • 00:31:48.240 --> 00:31:50.240
  • SO I BLENDED WITH THEM.
  • 00:31:50.240 --> 00:31:52.080
  • SO, I WAS ATTRACTED TO THEM AND
  • 00:31:52.080 --> 00:31:55.060
  • THEIR BUSINESS THROUGH THAT.
  • 00:31:55.060 --> 00:31:56.250
  • AND THEY ACTUALLY WERE
  • 00:31:56.250 --> 00:31:58.040
  • CHRISTIANS.
  • 00:31:58.040 --> 00:32:00.070
  • GOD WAS USING MY MONEY IDOL, IF
  • 00:32:00.090 --> 00:32:03.090
  • YOU WILL.
  • 00:32:03.090 --> 00:32:04.120
  • - JAVEN: PULLING YOU IN.
  • 00:32:04.120 --> 00:32:05.290
  • - BRIAN: YEAH.
  • 00:32:05.290 --> 00:32:06.260
  • I DID A BUSINESS DEAL WITH THEM.
  • 00:32:06.260 --> 00:32:08.030
  • WE BOUGHT SOME LAND.
  • 00:32:08.030 --> 00:32:09.060
  • YOU COULD TELL, MAN, I WAS ON
  • 00:32:09.060 --> 00:32:12.000
  • METH.
  • 00:32:12.000 --> 00:32:13.110
  • ANYBODY COULD TELL SOMETHING WAS
  • 00:32:14.040 --> 00:32:17.040
  • A LITTLE OFF.
  • 00:32:17.040 --> 00:32:18.010
  • YOU KNOW?
  • 00:32:18.010 --> 00:32:19.290
  • SO, THEY ENDED UP TALKING TO ME.
  • 00:32:19.290 --> 00:32:22.160
  • THEY INVITED ME TO GO TO CHURCH
  • 00:32:22.160 --> 00:32:23.270
  • ONE DAY.
  • 00:32:23.270 --> 00:32:24.160
  • I'M LIKE, I USED TO MOCK IT WHEN
  • 00:32:26.020 --> 00:32:29.020
  • I WAS GROWING UP.
  • 00:32:29.020 --> 00:32:29.290
  • BUT I DID ASK CHRIST IN MY HEART
  • 00:32:29.290 --> 00:32:32.280
  • WHEN I WAS 12 THROUGH SOME
  • 00:32:32.280 --> 00:32:34.100
  • NEIGHBORS.
  • 00:32:34.100 --> 00:32:35.270
  • SO I HELD ON TO THAT.
  • 00:32:35.270 --> 00:32:37.180
  • WHEN THEY ASKED ME TO COME TO
  • 00:32:37.180 --> 00:32:39.000
  • CHURCH I'M LIKE, (SIGHS,) I
  • 00:32:39.000 --> 00:32:40.210
  • THOUGHT OF NED FLANDERS FROM THE
  • 00:32:41.040 --> 00:32:44.040
  • SIMPSONS.
  • 00:32:44.040 --> 00:32:45.260
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:32:45.260 --> 00:32:48.020
  • IT'S LIKE, OKAY, THEY'RE NOT
  • 00:32:48.020 --> 00:32:48.220
  • LIKE I AM.
  • 00:32:48.220 --> 00:32:51.020
  • THEY'RE NOT THE SAME TYPE OF
  • 00:32:51.020 --> 00:32:52.050
  • PERSON I AM BUT THEY ARE
  • 00:32:52.050 --> 00:32:54.290
  • PROBABLY SOBER.
  • 00:32:54.290 --> 00:32:56.030
  • IF I GO THERE IT WILL BE A
  • 00:32:56.030 --> 00:32:56.220
  • COMMUNITY OF SOBER PEOPLE.
  • 00:32:56.220 --> 00:32:58.270
  • I THOUGHT CHRISTIANS DIDN'T
  • 00:32:58.270 --> 00:33:00.170
  • PARTY.
  • 00:33:00.170 --> 00:33:01.040
  • THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT.
  • 00:33:01.040 --> 00:33:02.050
  • I GET THERE AND I HEAR ABOUT
  • 00:33:02.050 --> 00:33:04.100
  • THIS JESUS CHRIST
  • 00:33:04.100 --> 00:33:05.050
  • WHO IS REAL.
  • 00:33:05.050 --> 00:33:06.190
  • THE SON OF GOD WHO IS HERE AND
  • 00:33:06.190 --> 00:33:08.050
  • DIED ON THE CROSS AND RAISED
  • 00:33:08.050 --> 00:33:09.230
  • FROM THE DEAD AND CAME AND WOULD
  • 00:33:12.170 --> 00:33:15.170
  • COME TO LIVE INSIDE OF ME.
  • 00:33:15.170 --> 00:33:18.120
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:33:18.260 --> 00:33:21.260
  • SO, BUT I'M HAVING A HARD TIME
  • 00:33:21.260 --> 00:33:22.170
  • WRAPPING MY HEAD AROUND IT.
  • 00:33:22.170 --> 00:33:23.200
  • SO THIS GUY CAME AND WALKED ON
  • 00:33:23.200 --> 00:33:25.280
  • THE EARTH IN A ROBE AND DID
  • 00:33:25.280 --> 00:33:27.060
  • MIRACLES AND DIED ON A CROSS AND
  • 00:33:27.060 --> 00:33:29.070
  • THEN RAISED BACK TO LIFE AND NOW
  • 00:33:29.070 --> 00:33:31.120
  • HE WILL COME AND LIVE INSIDE OF
  • 00:33:31.120 --> 00:33:33.090
  • ME.
  • 00:33:33.090 --> 00:33:34.000
  • I WAS LIKE, HOW DOES THAT
  • 00:33:34.000 --> 00:33:35.090
  • HAPPEN?
  • 00:33:35.090 --> 00:33:35.280
  • BUT, YOU COULD FEEL THE PRESENCE
  • 00:33:35.280 --> 00:33:38.250
  • AND EVERYTHING AT THE CHURCH
  • 00:33:38.250 --> 00:33:40.120
  • THAT THEY TOOK ME TO.
  • 00:33:40.120 --> 00:33:41.260
  • I'M LIKE, MAN, THESE PEOPLE ARE
  • 00:33:41.260 --> 00:33:42.270
  • EITHER CRAZY OR THEY HAVE THE
  • 00:33:42.270 --> 00:33:44.150
  • MEANING OF LIFE.
  • 00:33:44.150 --> 00:33:45.250
  • I WAS THINKING BACK WHEN I ASKED
  • 00:33:45.250 --> 00:33:47.040
  • CHRIST INTO MY HEART.
  • 00:33:47.040 --> 00:33:48.270
  • MAYBE THAT IS WHERE MY JOURNEY
  • 00:33:48.270 --> 00:33:51.110
  • WENT THE WRONG WAY.
  • 00:33:51.110 --> 00:33:52.130
  • MAYBE THAT'S WHY.
  • 00:33:52.130 --> 00:33:54.060
  • SURE I GOT MONEY AND SUCCESS AND
  • 00:33:54.060 --> 00:33:56.010
  • FAME AND EVERYTHING, BUT I DON'T
  • 00:33:56.010 --> 00:33:57.140
  • KNOW WHO I AM.
  • 00:33:57.140 --> 00:33:59.080
  • MAYBE THAT'S WHERE I WENT
  • 00:33:59.080 --> 00:34:00.090
  • OFF-TRACK.
  • 00:34:00.090 --> 00:34:02.090
  • SO I WAS JUST LIKE, I RAISED MY
  • 00:34:02.090 --> 00:34:03.060
  • HAND AND I WENT HOME AND I
  • 00:34:03.060 --> 00:34:04.250
  • STARTED PRAYING TO GOD LIKE I
  • 00:34:05.060 --> 00:34:08.060
  • HAD BEEN A CHRISTIAN FOR TWENTY
  • 00:34:08.060 --> 00:34:08.280
  • YEARS.
  • 00:34:08.280 --> 00:34:09.170
  • I WAS DESPERATE.
  • 00:34:09.170 --> 00:34:11.130
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:34:11.130 --> 00:34:13.130
  • - JAVEN: THAT'S BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:34:13.130 --> 00:34:16.090
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:34:16.090 --> 00:34:18.240
  • WHEN YOU HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE
  • 00:34:18.240 --> 00:34:20.140
  • AND YOU HAVE THIS REENCOUNTER
  • 00:34:21.180 --> 00:34:24.180
  • WITH THE LORD, IS IT A GRADUAL
  • 00:34:24.180 --> 00:34:26.040
  • TURN AROUND OR IS IT AN
  • 00:34:26.040 --> 00:34:28.110
  • OVERNIGHT TURN AROUND
  • 00:34:28.110 --> 00:34:30.040
  • AS FAR AS YOUR ADDICTION
  • 00:34:30.040 --> 00:34:31.220
  • AND LIFESTYLE AT THAT POINT?
  • 00:34:31.220 --> 00:34:34.160
  • - BRIAN: IT WAS PRETTY
  • 00:34:34.160 --> 00:34:36.050
  • OVERNIGHT WHEN I THINK ABOUT, IT
  • 00:34:36.050 --> 00:34:38.160
  • WAS A COUPLE WEEKS, THREE WEEKS
  • 00:34:38.160 --> 00:34:39.170
  • OR SOMETHING.
  • 00:34:39.170 --> 00:34:40.090
  • MAN, THE PASTOR WAS SO COOL
  • 00:34:40.090 --> 00:34:42.270
  • THERE.
  • 00:34:42.270 --> 00:34:43.250
  • HE JUST TALKED ABOUT-- HE WAS IN
  • 00:34:43.250 --> 00:34:46.190
  • JEANS AND A REGULAR SHIRT.
  • 00:34:46.190 --> 00:34:47.270
  • HE DIDN'T LOOK LIKE HOLIER THAN
  • 00:34:47.270 --> 00:34:50.000
  • THOU.
  • 00:34:50.000 --> 00:34:52.020
  • HE SAID, LOOK, MAN, IF YOU'RE ON
  • 00:34:52.020 --> 00:34:53.040
  • DRUGS, IF YOU'RE MESSED UP OR
  • 00:34:53.040 --> 00:34:55.050
  • IF YOU HAVE A BAD MARRIAGE OR
  • 00:34:55.050 --> 00:34:56.150
  • YOU'RE ALCOHOLIC, COME TO CHURCH
  • 00:34:56.150 --> 00:34:58.210
  • WHILE YOU'RE MESSED UP.
  • 00:34:58.210 --> 00:35:01.050
  • BRING ALL YOUR GARBAGE HERE AND
  • 00:35:01.050 --> 00:35:02.220
  • GOD WILL COME IN AND CLEAN YOU
  • 00:35:02.220 --> 00:35:04.220
  • OUT.
  • 00:35:04.220 --> 00:35:06.190
  • SO IT WAS LIKE NONJUDGMENTAL.
  • 00:35:06.190 --> 00:35:08.150
  • AND SO I KEPT GOING.
  • 00:35:08.180 --> 00:35:11.180
  • I KEPT GOING.
  • 00:35:11.180 --> 00:35:14.050
  • I WAS HIGH ON METH GOING TO
  • 00:35:14.050 --> 00:35:15.030
  • CHURCH.
  • 00:35:15.030 --> 00:35:15.280
  • I WOULD TELL GOD.
  • 00:35:15.280 --> 00:35:17.050
  • YOU KNOW I WANT TO GET OFF THIS
  • 00:35:17.050 --> 00:35:18.190
  • STUFF.
  • 00:35:18.190 --> 00:35:19.050
  • MY DAUGHTER DESERVES A BETTER
  • 00:35:19.050 --> 00:35:20.180
  • FATHER.
  • 00:35:20.180 --> 00:35:21.270
  • I WANT TO BE WHAT SHE DESERVES.
  • 00:35:21.270 --> 00:35:23.200
  • - JAVEN: YOU TALK ABOUT IT A
  • 00:35:23.200 --> 00:35:24.140
  • LITTLE BIT IN THE FILM.
  • 00:35:24.140 --> 00:35:26.000
  • TAKE A LOOK AT THIS CLIP RIGHT
  • 00:35:26.000 --> 00:35:27.060
  • - BRIAN: ALL OF A SUDDEN, JUST
  • 00:35:33.190 --> 00:35:34.180
  • INSTANT, LIKE ETERNAL HUG.
  • 00:35:37.150 --> 00:35:40.150
  • IT WAS A FEELING OF
  • 00:35:40.150 --> 00:35:41.050
  • UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND
  • 00:35:41.050 --> 00:35:43.070
  • FORGIVENESS, AND IT WAS LIKE GOD
  • 00:35:43.070 --> 00:35:44.280
  • COMING IN THE ROOM SAYING,
  • 00:35:44.280 --> 00:35:46.020
  • I AM REAL.
  • 00:35:46.020 --> 00:35:47.290
  • AND I'M THE FATHER OF EVERY
  • 00:35:47.290 --> 00:35:50.040
  • PERSON ON EARTH.
  • 00:35:50.170 --> 00:35:53.170
  • I LOOKED UP AND I SAID FATHER,
  • 00:35:53.170 --> 00:35:55.290
  • FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I
  • 00:35:57.160 --> 00:36:00.180
  • FELT LIKE I WAS HOME.
  • 00:36:01.210 --> 00:36:04.210
  • IT WAS LIKE A FEELING OF A
  • 00:36:04.210 --> 00:36:06.250
  • SPIRITUAL BEAUTY AND PURITY THAT
  • 00:36:06.250 --> 00:36:08.190
  • WAS SO BEAUTIFUL THAT WORDS
  • 00:36:08.290 --> 00:36:11.290
  • CAN'T EXPRESS IT.
  • 00:36:11.290 --> 00:36:13.170
  • I'M JUST TRYING MY BEST.
  • 00:36:13.170 --> 00:36:15.170
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:36:15.170 --> 00:36:18.070
  • - JAVEN: BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:36:18.070 --> 00:36:18.230
  • BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:36:18.230 --> 00:36:20.010
  • [CHEERS & APPLAUSE]
  • 00:36:20.050 --> 00:36:23.050
  • BECAUSE WE DON'T HAVE ALL THE
  • 00:36:23.050 --> 00:36:24.050
  • TIME IN THE WORLD TO REALLY GET
  • 00:36:24.050 --> 00:36:25.140
  • INTO A LOT OF STUFF, THAT'S WHY
  • 00:36:25.140 --> 00:36:27.090
  • YOU HAVE TO CHECK THE MOVIE OUT,
  • 00:36:27.090 --> 00:36:28.260
  • "LOUD KRAZY LOVE," BUT IN THE
  • 00:36:28.260 --> 00:36:30.010
  • FILM, WE GET A CHANCE TO
  • 00:36:30.010 --> 00:36:32.240
  • EXPERIENCE THAT WHOLE PROCESS OF
  • 00:36:33.090 --> 00:36:36.090
  • GOD COMING INTO YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:36:36.090 --> 00:36:37.120
  • YOU GETTING RADICALLY SAVED.
  • 00:36:37.120 --> 00:36:39.030
  • AND THEN YOU CHANGING THINKING I
  • 00:36:39.030 --> 00:36:41.180
  • NEED TO GET OUT OF KORN.
  • 00:36:41.180 --> 00:36:43.050
  • I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM ALL THE
  • 00:36:43.050 --> 00:36:44.280
  • MUSIC STUFF AND IN--I DON'T WANT
  • 00:36:44.280 --> 00:36:47.190
  • TO GIVE TOO MUCH AWAY OR TRY TO
  • 00:36:47.190 --> 00:36:49.120
  • TELL YOUR TESTIMONY, BUT AT SOME
  • 00:36:49.120 --> 00:36:50.140
  • POINT YOU END UP GOING BROKE AND
  • 00:36:50.140 --> 00:36:52.130
  • IT STILL DOESN'T QUITE PUT YOUR
  • 00:36:52.130 --> 00:36:54.060
  • RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR DAUGHTER
  • 00:36:54.060 --> 00:36:55.210
  • BACK TOGETHER.
  • 00:36:55.210 --> 00:36:58.040
  • THERE'S A WHOLE LITTLE PROCESS
  • 00:36:58.040 --> 00:37:00.130
  • THERE THAT IS GOING ON.
  • 00:37:00.130 --> 00:37:02.030
  • I'M NOT DOING IT JUSTICE BECAUSE
  • 00:37:02.030 --> 00:37:03.160
  • IT'S A LOT.
  • 00:37:03.160 --> 00:37:05.090
  • TALK ABOUT FOR A LITTLE BIT HOW
  • 00:37:05.090 --> 00:37:08.060
  • AFTER YOU GOT SAVED AND HOW YOU
  • 00:37:08.060 --> 00:37:09.080
  • GOT RADICALLY SAVED YOU START
  • 00:37:09.080 --> 00:37:10.060
  • THIS JOURNEY THAT YOU THINK IS
  • 00:37:10.060 --> 00:37:11.210
  • GOING TO MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER
  • 00:37:11.210 --> 00:37:12.220
  • BUT IT DOES NOT QUITE GO THAT
  • 00:37:12.220 --> 00:37:13.130
  • WAY.
  • 00:37:13.130 --> 00:37:14.090
  • TALK ABOUT THAT A LITTLE BIT.
  • 00:37:14.090 --> 00:37:15.150
  • - BRIAN: SO I MET CHRIST.
  • 00:37:15.150 --> 00:37:16.220
  • HE'S THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD.
  • 00:37:16.220 --> 00:37:18.280
  • HE BECAME A MAN BUT HIS SPIRIT
  • 00:37:18.280 --> 00:37:21.190
  • HIS LIGHT CAME INTO ME I KNEW HE
  • 00:37:21.190 --> 00:37:22.110
  • WAS REAL.
  • 00:37:22.260 --> 00:37:25.260
  • I HAD SOME INTIMATE ENCOUNTERS
  • 00:37:25.260 --> 00:37:26.190
  • LIKE RIGHT AWAY.
  • 00:37:26.190 --> 00:37:28.240
  • I WAS INSTANTLY ADDICTED TO THAT
  • 00:37:28.240 --> 00:37:30.010
  • RELATIONSHIP.
  • 00:37:30.010 --> 00:37:31.180
  • I WAS ALL IN.
  • 00:37:31.180 --> 00:37:33.260
  • THE FIRST YEAR WAS LIKE AMAZING.
  • 00:37:33.260 --> 00:37:35.080
  • I'M GOING TO BE THE BEST DAD I
  • 00:37:35.080 --> 00:37:36.030
  • CAN BE.
  • 00:37:36.030 --> 00:37:36.220
  • IT WAS FOCUSED ON CHRIST AND MY
  • 00:37:36.220 --> 00:37:38.120
  • DAUGHTER.
  • 00:37:38.120 --> 00:37:39.190
  • THAT WAS IT.
  • 00:37:39.190 --> 00:37:40.020
  • I WANTED TO LEARN THIS LIFE.
  • 00:37:40.020 --> 00:37:42.050
  • GET TO KNOW HOW TO WALK WITH
  • 00:37:42.050 --> 00:37:43.220
  • HIM.
  • 00:37:43.220 --> 00:37:44.230
  • I WAS HOPING FOR A QUICK
  • 00:37:44.230 --> 00:37:47.000
  • HEALING.
  • 00:37:47.000 --> 00:37:48.090
  • AND THEN THE OLD ISSUES STARTED
  • 00:37:48.090 --> 00:37:49.010
  • COMING BACK UP.
  • 00:37:49.010 --> 00:37:51.170
  • THERE WAS A LOT OF CONVERSATIONS
  • 00:37:51.170 --> 00:37:53.240
  • I HAD WITH GOD ABOUT HIM TAKING
  • 00:37:54.140 --> 00:37:57.140
  • HIS TIME AND HEALING ME.
  • 00:37:57.140 --> 00:37:59.160
  • BUT THEN--
  • 00:37:59.160 --> 00:38:01.140
  • - JAVEN: YOU ARE THINKING IT IS
  • 00:38:01.140 --> 00:38:02.060
  • GOING TO BE.
  • 00:38:02.060 --> 00:38:02.190
  • - BRIAN: YEAH.
  • 00:38:02.190 --> 00:38:03.280
  • THEN I WOULD COME BACK TO MY
  • 00:38:03.280 --> 00:38:06.180
  • SENSES AND SAY I DID THIS DAMAGE
  • 00:38:06.180 --> 00:38:08.150
  • TO MYSELF.
  • 00:38:08.150 --> 00:38:09.210
  • WHY AM I MAD AT YOU?
  • 00:38:09.210 --> 00:38:11.160
  • I WOULD MEET SOMEONE AT CHURCH
  • 00:38:12.130 --> 00:38:15.130
  • AND INSTANTLY MY ANGER IS GONE.
  • 00:38:15.130 --> 00:38:16.190
  • I'M LIKE, WHAT THE-- I HAVE
  • 00:38:16.190 --> 00:38:18.070
  • HOLES IN MY WALLS.
  • 00:38:18.070 --> 00:38:19.280
  • SO I WENT THROUGH ALL THAT.
  • 00:38:19.280 --> 00:38:22.240
  • MY DAUGHTER GREW UP.
  • 00:38:22.240 --> 00:38:23.260
  • IT WAS FINE.
  • 00:38:23.260 --> 00:38:26.090
  • SHE SAW SOME THINGS.
  • 00:38:26.090 --> 00:38:27.030
  • I DEALT WITH ANGER AND RAGE
  • 00:38:27.030 --> 00:38:27.280
  • WHILE A CHRISTIAN.
  • 00:38:27.280 --> 00:38:28.270
  • AS A CHRISTIAN
  • 00:38:28.270 --> 00:38:31.030
  • SHE SAW SOME THINGS SHE
  • 00:38:31.030 --> 00:38:32.020
  • SHOULD NOT HAVE.
  • 00:38:32.020 --> 00:38:34.160
  • BUT WE HAD GREAT TIMES AS WELL.
  • 00:38:34.160 --> 00:38:36.120
  • SHE TURNS LIKE EARLY TEENS HER
  • 00:38:36.120 --> 00:38:37.270
  • MOM IS STILL NOT IN HER LIFE,
  • 00:38:37.270 --> 00:38:38.230
  • REALLY, A LITTLE BIT BUT NOT
  • 00:38:38.230 --> 00:38:39.280
  • MUCH.
  • 00:38:39.280 --> 00:38:40.190
  • ALL THESE ISSUES WITH HER START
  • 00:38:40.190 --> 00:38:41.250
  • COMING TO THE SURFACE.
  • 00:38:41.250 --> 00:38:43.130
  • I LOST EVERYTHING.
  • 00:38:43.130 --> 00:38:45.010
  • I LOST MY HOUSE.
  • 00:38:45.010 --> 00:38:47.010
  • I LOST TWO CARS.
  • 00:38:47.010 --> 00:38:47.180
  • TWO WORKING VANS.
  • 00:38:47.180 --> 00:38:49.020
  • I WENT BROKE.
  • 00:38:49.020 --> 00:38:49.170
  • EVERYTHING.
  • 00:38:49.170 --> 00:38:51.130
  • SO, I GOT THROUGH IT.
  • 00:38:51.130 --> 00:38:52.190
  • IT WAS AWESOME, THOUGH, BECAUSE
  • 00:38:52.190 --> 00:38:54.180
  • I LEARNED A LOT TO TRUST GOD, IF
  • 00:38:54.180 --> 00:38:56.100
  • YOU HAVE PLENTY OR IF YOU ARE IN
  • 00:38:56.100 --> 00:38:58.190
  • LACK, HE WILL ALWAYS TAKE CARE
  • 00:38:58.190 --> 00:39:00.080
  • OF YOU.
  • 00:39:00.080 --> 00:39:00.230
  • IT DOESN'T MATTER.
  • 00:39:00.230 --> 00:39:03.200
  • IT WAS GOOD.
  • 00:39:03.200 --> 00:39:04.230
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:39:04.230 --> 00:39:06.210
  • HOW I LOST IT WAS HARD.
  • 00:39:06.210 --> 00:39:08.220
  • MY DAUGHTER EVEN SAW IT.
  • 00:39:08.220 --> 00:39:11.010
  • I GOT RIPPED OFF BY SOME PEOPLE
  • 00:39:11.010 --> 00:39:12.130
  • WHO ARE SUPPOSEDLY CHRISTIANS.
  • 00:39:12.130 --> 00:39:14.070
  • SHE IS SEEING THIS.
  • 00:39:14.070 --> 00:39:16.210
  • SHE SAID, I DON'T WANT TO BE
  • 00:39:16.210 --> 00:39:17.110
  • CHRISTIAN.
  • 00:39:17.110 --> 00:39:18.090
  • WHAT ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE DOING
  • 00:39:18.090 --> 00:39:19.010
  • TO MY DAD?
  • 00:39:19.010 --> 00:39:19.170
  • THEY ARE SAYING YOU CAN'T BE A
  • 00:39:19.170 --> 00:39:20.140
  • CHRISTIAN AND HAVE TATTOOS AND
  • 00:39:20.140 --> 00:39:22.160
  • PEOPLE ARE JUDGING ME.
  • 00:39:22.160 --> 00:39:23.190
  • SHE SAID, I DON'T WANT NOTHING
  • 00:39:23.190 --> 00:39:24.230
  • TO DO WITH THIS.
  • 00:39:24.230 --> 00:39:25.090
  • SHE STARTED GOING THROUGH
  • 00:39:25.090 --> 00:39:26.170
  • DEPRESSION TOO.
  • 00:39:26.170 --> 00:39:28.010
  • - JAVEN: PICK UP WHERE YOU LEFT
  • 00:39:28.010 --> 00:39:28.230
  • OFF.
  • 00:39:28.230 --> 00:39:29.070
  • I WANT TO JUMP IN AND RIGHT
  • 00:39:29.070 --> 00:39:29.290
  • QUICK.
  • 00:39:29.290 --> 00:39:30.270
  • WHAT DO YOU SAY-- IT SEEMS TO
  • 00:39:30.270 --> 00:39:31.240
  • ME A LOT OF TIME PEOPLE DON'T
  • 00:39:31.240 --> 00:39:32.230
  • WANT TO COME TO CHRIST OR COME
  • 00:39:32.230 --> 00:39:35.220
  • TO CHURCH OR WATCH A SHOW LIKE
  • 00:39:35.220 --> 00:39:36.250
  • THIS OR WATCH THIS CHANNEL FOR A
  • 00:39:36.250 --> 00:39:37.280
  • LOT OF THESE REASONS YOU ARE
  • 00:39:37.280 --> 00:39:39.020
  • TALKING ABOUT.
  • 00:39:39.020 --> 00:39:41.210
  • THAT YOU GO BROKE IF YOU BECOME
  • 00:39:41.210 --> 00:39:44.050
  • A CHRISTIAN, OR SOMEBODY
  • 00:39:44.050 --> 00:39:45.140
  • WANTS YOUR MONEY OR
  • 00:39:45.140 --> 00:39:46.120
  • SOMEBODY ELSE IS AFTER YOU.
  • 00:39:46.120 --> 00:39:47.240
  • WHAT DO YOU SAY TO PEOPLE?
  • 00:39:47.240 --> 00:39:49.030
  • YOU HAVE BEEN ON BOTH SIDES OF
  • 00:39:49.030 --> 00:39:51.000
  • THE WALL.
  • 00:39:51.000 --> 00:39:51.170
  • WHAT DO YOU SAY THAT, NOT
  • 00:39:51.170 --> 00:39:53.160
  • NECESSARILY KILLS THAT ARGUMENT
  • 00:39:53.160 --> 00:39:54.290
  • BUT BRINGS LIGHT TO WHAT IS
  • 00:39:54.290 --> 00:39:57.280
  • TRULY GOING ON HERE WHEN YOU
  • 00:39:57.280 --> 00:39:59.080
  • TALK ABOUT RELATIONSHIP WITH THE
  • 00:39:59.080 --> 00:40:00.050
  • LORD?
  • 00:40:00.050 --> 00:40:02.000
  • - BRIAN: I FEEL LIKE, MAN,
  • 00:40:02.000 --> 00:40:04.050
  • PEOPLE, IF YOU'RE GONNA LET MAN
  • 00:40:04.050 --> 00:40:05.220
  • CHASE YOU AWAY FROM GOD, FROM
  • 00:40:06.030 --> 00:40:09.030
  • THEN AFTER YOUR LIFE'S OVER,
  • 00:40:11.060 --> 00:40:11.260
  • YOU'RE GOING TO REALLY
  • 00:40:11.260 --> 00:40:12.130
  • REGRET THAT.
  • 00:40:12.130 --> 00:40:13.080
  • BECAUSE IT'S LIKE, THAT'S WHY
  • 00:40:13.080 --> 00:40:14.200
  • JESUS SAYS, FORGIVE 99 TIMES.
  • 00:40:14.200 --> 00:40:16.050
  • YOU'RE THE PREACHER.
  • 00:40:16.050 --> 00:40:18.170
  • - BRIAN: NINETY-NINE IS THE
  • 00:40:21.170 --> 00:40:22.070
  • SHEEP, RIGHT?
  • 00:40:22.070 --> 00:40:23.090
  • - JAVEN: YEAH, YEAH.
  • 00:40:23.090 --> 00:40:25.110
  • - BRIAN: I'M STILL LEARNING.
  • 00:40:25.110 --> 00:40:26.020
  • - JAVEN: YOU'RE DOIN' GREAT.
  • 00:40:26.020 --> 00:40:27.080
  • - BRIAN: 7 TIMES 70.
  • 00:40:27.080 --> 00:40:28.140
  • - JAVEN: 7 TIMES 70.
  • 00:40:28.280 --> 00:40:31.280
  • - BRIAN: THAT'S A LOT OF
  • 00:40:31.280 --> 00:40:32.170
  • FORGIVENESS.
  • 00:40:32.170 --> 00:40:33.110
  • JESUS SAYS FORGIVE OVER AND
  • 00:40:33.110 --> 00:40:34.110
  • OVER, BASICALLY, BECAUSE PEOPLE
  • 00:40:34.110 --> 00:40:35.030
  • ARE SCREWED UP.
  • 00:40:35.030 --> 00:40:36.240
  • CHRISTIANS, GIVE ME PATIENCE, A
  • 00:40:38.020 --> 00:40:41.020
  • LOT OF CHRISTIANS OUT THERE.
  • 00:40:41.020 --> 00:40:42.240
  • - JAVEN: YOU SAID IN THE MOVIE,
  • 00:40:42.240 --> 00:40:44.220
  • I THOUGHT I HAD TO FIX MYSELF
  • 00:40:44.220 --> 00:40:46.090
  • FIRST GET OFF THE DRUGS, OUT
  • 00:40:46.090 --> 00:40:48.050
  • FROM THAT, THEN GO TO CHURCH.
  • 00:40:48.050 --> 00:40:49.160
  • I THOUGHT I SAW THAT IN THE
  • 00:40:49.160 --> 00:40:50.190
  • MOVIE WHERE YOU SAID SOMETHING
  • 00:40:50.190 --> 00:40:51.100
  • LIKE THAT.
  • 00:40:51.100 --> 00:40:52.020
  • THAT'S WHY YOU DIDN'T GO TO
  • 00:40:52.020 --> 00:40:52.220
  • CHURCH AT FIRST BECAUSE YOU
  • 00:40:52.220 --> 00:40:54.000
  • THOUGHT YOU HAD TO FIX YOURSELF
  • 00:40:54.000 --> 00:40:54.220
  • UP.
  • 00:40:54.220 --> 00:40:55.060
  • - BRIAN: RIGHT.
  • 00:40:55.060 --> 00:40:55.220
  • I THOUGHT IF I WALKED INTO
  • 00:40:55.220 --> 00:40:56.180
  • CHURCH I WOULD BLOW UP LIKE--
  • 00:40:56.180 --> 00:40:57.280
  • (LAUGHTER)
  • 00:40:57.280 --> 00:40:59.050
  • BECAUSE GOD WILL JUDGE ME.
  • 00:40:59.050 --> 00:41:00.190
  • HE WILL SPLAT ME BECAUSE I'M ON
  • 00:41:00.190 --> 00:41:02.140
  • METH IN HIS HOUSE.
  • 00:41:03.170 --> 00:41:06.170
  • YOU HAVE ALL THESE PRECONCEIVED
  • 00:41:06.170 --> 00:41:07.090
  • IDEAS.
  • 00:41:07.090 --> 00:41:08.180
  • - JAVEN: WHAT I THINK IS SO
  • 00:41:08.180 --> 00:41:10.100
  • INTERESTING ABOUT YOUR STORY,
  • 00:41:10.100 --> 00:41:11.130
  • BRIAN, YOU DON'T FALL ONE TIME.
  • 00:41:11.130 --> 00:41:12.100
  • IT'S A JOURNEY.
  • 00:41:12.250 --> 00:41:15.250
  • AND YOU ARE SAYING TODAY THAT
  • 00:41:15.250 --> 00:41:17.110
  • GOD STILL ACCEPTS YOU WITH YOUR
  • 00:41:17.110 --> 00:41:18.240
  • JOURNEY OR WITH YOUR PROCESS.
  • 00:41:18.240 --> 00:41:20.120
  • IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE SAYING?
  • 00:41:20.120 --> 00:41:21.130
  • - BRIAN: I FEEL LIKE HE LOVES
  • 00:41:21.130 --> 00:41:23.230
  • FAILURE SO MUCH.
  • 00:41:23.230 --> 00:41:25.070
  • HE LOVES THE BIGGEST MESSES,
  • 00:41:25.070 --> 00:41:27.050
  • MAN, CUZ THAT'S WHERE HE SHINES,
  • 00:41:27.050 --> 00:41:29.090
  • YOU KNOW?
  • 00:41:29.090 --> 00:41:30.010
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:41:30.010 --> 00:41:32.110
  • YEAH.
  • 00:41:32.200 --> 00:41:35.200
  • HE'S SO GOOD.
  • 00:41:37.080 --> 00:41:40.080
  • - JAVEN: I FEEL LIKE I HAVE
  • 00:41:40.080 --> 00:41:41.090
  • KNOWN BRIAN-- I JUST MET HIM.
  • 00:41:41.090 --> 00:41:42.210
  • - BRIAN: I KNOW.
  • 00:41:42.210 --> 00:41:43.060
  • I FEEL THE SAME WAY.
  • 00:41:43.060 --> 00:41:43.220
  • - JAVEN: I FEEL LIKE I'VE KNOWN
  • 00:41:43.220 --> 00:41:44.170
  • THIS GUY FOREVER.
  • 00:41:44.170 --> 00:41:45.130
  • IT'S ALWAYS INTERESTING THAT GOD
  • 00:41:45.130 --> 00:41:46.050
  • WILL USE REAL PEOPLE THAT WENT
  • 00:41:46.050 --> 00:41:47.120
  • THROUGH REAL SITUATIONS TO BRING
  • 00:41:47.120 --> 00:41:48.210
  • EXTRAORDINARY BREAKTHROUGH.
  • 00:41:48.210 --> 00:41:50.100
  • I BELIEVE THAT'S WHAT YOU
  • 00:41:50.100 --> 00:41:50.290
  • REPRESENT HERE.
  • 00:41:50.290 --> 00:41:51.260
  • THAT'S THE PURPOSE.
  • 00:41:51.260 --> 00:41:52.250
  • I WANT YOU TO WATCH THIS CLIP
  • 00:41:52.250 --> 00:41:54.100
  • RIGHT HERE.
  • 00:41:54.100 --> 00:41:55.250
  • BRIAN NOT ONLY LEAVES THE BAND
  • 00:41:55.250 --> 00:41:57.190
  • KORN AND GOES THROUGH THE
  • 00:41:57.190 --> 00:42:00.080
  • CHALLENGING JOURNEY OF LOSING
  • 00:42:00.080 --> 00:42:01.150
  • EVERYTHING, BUT AT SOME POINT, I
  • 00:42:01.150 --> 00:42:02.120
  • WON'T TELL YOU.
  • 00:42:02.120 --> 00:42:03.210
  • YOU HAVE TO WATCH THE MOVIE.
  • 00:42:03.210 --> 00:42:06.010
  • HE REJOINS BACK WITH THE BAND
  • 00:42:06.010 --> 00:42:06.240
  • KORN.
  • 00:42:06.240 --> 00:42:07.060
  • IT'S AN INCREDIBLE REUNION.
  • 00:42:07.060 --> 00:42:08.260
  • WHEN HE COMES BACK, HE DOESN'T
  • 00:42:08.260 --> 00:42:10.120
  • COME BACK THE SAME MAN.
  • 00:42:10.120 --> 00:42:12.050
  • HE COMES BACK A DIFFERENT MAN.
  • 00:42:12.050 --> 00:42:14.280
  • AND YOU'RE TALKING REVIVAL AFTER
  • 00:42:14.280 --> 00:42:15.290
  • REVIVAL AT ALL THESE DIFFERENT
  • 00:42:15.290 --> 00:42:16.200
  • CONCERTS.
  • 00:42:16.200 --> 00:42:18.000
  • ANYWAY, WATCH THIS CLIP.
  • 00:42:18.000 --> 00:42:20.010
  • - BRIAN: THERE'S A TIME YOU
  • 00:42:23.080 --> 00:42:23.280
  • HAVE TO WALK AWAY AND YOU HAVE
  • 00:42:23.280 --> 00:42:25.110
  • TO GO AND LET GOD CLEANSE YOUR
  • 00:42:25.110 --> 00:42:27.200
  • SOUL.
  • 00:42:30.170 --> 00:42:33.170
  • IT'S LIKE ON HALLOWEEN WHEN YOU
  • 00:42:33.170 --> 00:42:35.090
  • GET THE PUMPKINS AND SCOOP OUT
  • 00:42:35.090 --> 00:42:37.060
  • ALL THE GUTS AND STUFF AND PUT
  • 00:42:37.060 --> 00:42:39.250
  • THE CANDLE, THE LIGHT IN THERE,
  • 00:42:39.250 --> 00:42:41.120
  • HE SCOOPED OUT ALL THAT CRAP OUT
  • 00:42:41.120 --> 00:42:44.020
  • OF ME FOR EIGHT YEARS AND HE PUT
  • 00:42:45.120 --> 00:42:48.120
  • THAT LIGHT INSIDE OF ME.
  • 00:42:48.120 --> 00:42:49.140
  • THAT'S WHAT NEEDED TO HAPPEN.
  • 00:42:56.210 --> 00:42:58.030
  • NOW I'M GOING BACK.
  • 00:42:58.120 --> 00:43:01.140
  • BY THE LEADING OF THE LORD TO MY
  • 00:43:01.140 --> 00:43:04.140
  • - JAVEN: THAT'S HOW IT SHOULD
  • 00:43:18.230 --> 00:43:19.140
  • BE.
  • 00:43:19.140 --> 00:43:19.270
  • THAT'S HOW IT SHOULD BE.
  • 00:43:19.270 --> 00:43:21.290
  • FOLKS, YOU'RE WATCHING TBN.
  • 00:43:21.290 --> 00:43:23.150
  • THIS IS THE PRAISE SHOW.
  • 00:43:23.150 --> 00:43:24.140
  • I DIDN'T GET A CHANCE TO
  • 00:43:24.140 --> 00:43:25.150
  • MENTION, THERE IS A NUMBER AND
  • 00:43:25.150 --> 00:43:27.200
  • THERE HAS BEEN A NUMBER ON YOUR
  • 00:43:27.200 --> 00:43:28.140
  • SCREEN THIS ENTIRE TIME.
  • 00:43:28.140 --> 00:43:29.280
  • IF YOU ARE OR KNOW ANYONE THAT
  • 00:43:29.280 --> 00:43:32.010
  • IS BATTLING DEPRESSION,
  • 00:43:32.010 --> 00:43:33.140
  • OPPRESSION, ADDICTION, DRUGS,
  • 00:43:33.140 --> 00:43:34.290
  • SUBSTANCE ABUSE OF ANY KIND,
  • 00:43:34.290 --> 00:43:37.040
  • THAT NUMBER IS AVAILABLE FOR
  • 00:43:37.040 --> 00:43:38.100
  • YOU, FOR YOUR FAMILY, YOU CALL
  • 00:43:38.160 --> 00:43:41.160
  • IT AND SOMEONE, A LIVE PERSON
  • 00:43:41.160 --> 00:43:42.290
  • WILL BE ON THE OTHER SIDE TO
  • 00:43:42.290 --> 00:43:43.210
  • YOU'RE WATCHING A SPECIAL
  • 00:43:45.200 --> 00:43:46.090
  • RENDITION OF THE PRAISE SHOW.
  • 00:43:46.090 --> 00:43:47.000
  • THIS IS ONE OF THE FOUNDERS OF
  • 00:43:47.000 --> 00:43:49.040
  • THE HIT BAND KORN THAT LITERALLY
  • 00:43:49.040 --> 00:43:50.290
  • DOMINATED THE CHARTS THROUGH THE
  • 00:43:50.290 --> 00:43:52.030
  • '90s AND THEY ARE STILL PACKING
  • 00:43:52.070 --> 00:43:55.070
  • OUT STADIUMS TO THIS DAY.
  • 00:43:55.070 --> 00:43:56.040
  • THIS IS BRIAN "HEAD" WELCH.
  • 00:43:56.040 --> 00:43:57.260
  • AND HE HAS BEEN SHARING HIS
  • 00:43:57.260 --> 00:43:58.260
  • JOURNEY IN A POWERFUL FILM
  • 00:43:58.260 --> 00:44:00.240
  • ENTITLED "LOUD KRAZY LOVE."
  • 00:44:03.120 --> 00:44:06.120
  • ON THE LAST PART OF THIS SHOW,
  • 00:44:06.120 --> 00:44:07.170
  • BRIAN, WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO DO
  • 00:44:07.170 --> 00:44:08.080
  • IS KIND OF MINISTER, DO WHAT YOU
  • 00:44:08.080 --> 00:44:09.000
  • DO BEST.
  • 00:44:09.000 --> 00:44:09.260
  • LET'S FIRST BRING SOME
  • 00:44:09.260 --> 00:44:10.290
  • ENLIGHTENMENT ON WHAT HAPPENS.
  • 00:44:10.290 --> 00:44:12.170
  • NOW THAT YOU WENT THROUGH THAT
  • 00:44:12.220 --> 00:44:15.220
  • ENTIRE PROCESS, WHICH YOU GOT TO
  • 00:44:15.220 --> 00:44:17.270
  • WATCH IN THE MOVIE BY THE WAY,
  • 00:44:17.270 --> 00:44:20.010
  • YOU ARE BACK WITH THE BAND KORN.
  • 00:44:20.010 --> 00:44:21.050
  • YOU STILL ROCK IT OUT.
  • 00:44:21.050 --> 00:44:22.140
  • YOU DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT NOW.
  • 00:44:22.140 --> 00:44:24.010
  • THERE'S AN OPPORTUNITY FOR
  • 00:44:24.010 --> 00:44:25.190
  • MINISTRY.
  • 00:44:25.190 --> 00:44:26.080
  • TALK ABOUT THAT A LITTLE BIT OR
  • 00:44:26.080 --> 00:44:27.000
  • HOW THAT HAPPENS.
  • 00:44:27.000 --> 00:44:28.240
  • - BRIAN: I CALL IT LOVING ON
  • 00:44:28.240 --> 00:44:30.090
  • THE FANS.
  • 00:44:30.090 --> 00:44:32.100
  • SO, BACK IN THE DAY WE HAD BIG
  • 00:44:32.100 --> 00:44:35.090
  • OLD BODYGUARDS.
  • 00:44:35.090 --> 00:44:36.270
  • AND WE TREATED WOMEN LIKE
  • 00:44:37.080 --> 00:44:40.080
  • OBJECTS AND WE WOULD SAY AFTER
  • 00:44:40.080 --> 00:44:41.110
  • SHOW PASS.
  • 00:44:41.110 --> 00:44:42.070
  • IF THEY HAD A BOYFRIEND, THEY
  • 00:44:42.070 --> 00:44:43.200
  • HAD TO LEAVE THEM IF THEY CAME
  • 00:44:43.200 --> 00:44:44.280
  • BACK STAGE AND ALL THIS STUFF.
  • 00:44:44.280 --> 00:44:46.080
  • AND SO, WE'RE OLDER, MATURE,
  • 00:44:46.080 --> 00:44:49.070
  • PEOPLE ARE REMARRIED AND HAVE
  • 00:44:49.070 --> 00:44:50.220
  • THEIR HEADS ON STRAIGHT.
  • 00:44:50.220 --> 00:44:51.200
  • SO NOW, I GOT FRIENDS ALL OVER
  • 00:44:51.200 --> 00:44:52.120
  • THE WORLD AND I GIVE THEM BACK
  • 00:44:52.120 --> 00:44:53.100
  • STAGE PASS.
  • 00:44:53.100 --> 00:44:55.220
  • I GUESS NOT BACK STAGE PASSES
  • 00:44:55.220 --> 00:44:56.150
  • BUT SEPARATE, VIP AREA PASSES.
  • 00:44:56.150 --> 00:44:58.260
  • I GATHER TWENTY, THIRTY PEOPLE
  • 00:45:00.120 --> 00:45:03.120
  • AND I JUST GO AND TELL THEM MY
  • 00:45:03.120 --> 00:45:06.090
  • STORY.
  • 00:45:06.090 --> 00:45:09.030
  • AND I TALK ABOUT LIFE.
  • 00:45:09.030 --> 00:45:10.180
  • I TALK ABOUT WHO I WAS, WHO I AM
  • 00:45:10.180 --> 00:45:12.160
  • NOW AND I PRAY FOR THEM AND JUST
  • 00:45:12.160 --> 00:45:14.140
  • TELL THEM THE TRUTH, MAN.
  • 00:45:14.140 --> 00:45:17.080
  • AND THAT'S IT.
  • 00:45:17.080 --> 00:45:18.210
  • - JAVEN: LET ME MAKE SURE I
  • 00:45:18.210 --> 00:45:19.240
  • UNDERSTAND YOU CORRECTLY.
  • 00:45:19.240 --> 00:45:21.200
  • [CHEERS & APPLAUSE]
  • 00:45:21.200 --> 00:45:23.210
  • - JAVEN: THAT'S GOOD.
  • 00:45:23.210 --> 00:45:25.010
  • BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:45:25.010 --> 00:45:27.170
  • AT A ROCK CONCERT.
  • 00:45:27.170 --> 00:45:28.280
  • AT A HEAVY METAL CONCERT, AT
  • 00:45:29.190 --> 00:45:32.190
  • SOME POINT THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT
  • 00:45:32.190 --> 00:45:34.100
  • THERE THAT ARE GATHERING PEOPLE
  • 00:45:34.100 --> 00:45:36.200
  • TO BRING TO THE SIDE THAT AFTER
  • 00:45:36.200 --> 00:45:39.030
  • THE SHOW YOU'RE GOING TO GO AND
  • 00:45:39.030 --> 00:45:41.030
  • PRAY WITH AND TALK TO.
  • 00:45:41.030 --> 00:45:42.040
  • - BRIAN: YEAH, WE DO IT ALL THE
  • 00:45:42.040 --> 00:45:43.020
  • TIME.
  • 00:45:43.020 --> 00:45:44.220
  • - JAVEN: WATCH THIS CLIP.
  • 00:45:44.220 --> 00:45:46.040
  • - BRIAN: IT'S ABOUT, WE ARE
  • 00:45:48.200 --> 00:45:49.100
  • JACKED UP.
  • 00:45:49.100 --> 00:45:49.210
  • ALL OF US AND THAT WE NEED YOU
  • 00:45:49.210 --> 00:45:50.240
  • TO FORGIVE US.
  • 00:45:50.240 --> 00:45:51.260
  • SO JUST COME IN AND LET THEM
  • 00:45:51.260 --> 00:45:53.160
  • FEEL FORGIVEN, AND LET THEM FEEL
  • 00:45:53.160 --> 00:45:55.040
  • BRAND NEW AND GIVE THEM WINGS TO
  • 00:45:55.040 --> 00:45:56.230
  • FLY THE REST OF THEIR LIVES, IN
  • 00:45:56.230 --> 00:45:57.150
  • JESUS' NAME.
  • 00:45:57.150 --> 00:45:58.220
  • AMEN.
  • 00:45:58.220 --> 00:46:01.080
  • (SCREAMING YI-YI-YI) (YI-YI-YI)
  • 00:46:02.130 --> 00:46:05.130
  • - BRIAN: SOME PEOPLE CALL ME
  • 00:46:09.110 --> 00:46:10.020
  • THE JESUS FREAK OF KORN.
  • 00:46:10.020 --> 00:46:12.100
  • EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT IN KORN TO
  • 00:46:12.100 --> 00:46:14.120
  • DO THEIR OWN THING.
  • 00:46:14.120 --> 00:46:15.280
  • THIS IS WHAT I DO.
  • 00:46:15.280 --> 00:46:16.230
  • EVERYONE RESPECTS IT.
  • 00:46:16.230 --> 00:46:18.010
  • THEY ARE LIKE, MAN, YOU BE YOU.
  • 00:46:18.010 --> 00:46:19.150
  • YOU BE YOU.
  • 00:46:19.150 --> 00:46:21.140
  • AND I REALLY APPRECIATE MY BAND
  • 00:46:21.140 --> 00:46:24.010
  • MEMBERS FOR LETTING ME BE WHO I
  • 00:46:24.010 --> 00:46:25.020
  • AM.
  • 00:46:25.020 --> 00:46:26.210
  • - JAVEN: IN A MINUTE WE'RE
  • 00:46:26.210 --> 00:46:27.110
  • GONNA GO DOWN AND TALK AMONGST
  • 00:46:27.110 --> 00:46:28.020
  • YOU ALL.
  • 00:46:28.020 --> 00:46:28.220
  • SO GET READY.
  • 00:46:28.220 --> 00:46:29.050
  • DON'T SCARED, ALL RIGHT?
  • 00:46:29.050 --> 00:46:30.010
  • SO FOR YOU, MAN, YOU KIND OF
  • 00:46:30.010 --> 00:46:32.190
  • FALL IN THAT MIDDLE LANE.
  • 00:46:32.190 --> 00:46:34.150
  • YOU PROBABLY CATCH IT FROM THE
  • 00:46:34.150 --> 00:46:35.230
  • RELIGIOUS SIDE AS WELL AS, I
  • 00:46:35.230 --> 00:46:36.290
  • WOULD IMAGINE, THE UNRELIGIOUS
  • 00:46:36.290 --> 00:46:38.290
  • SIDE.
  • 00:46:38.290 --> 00:46:40.260
  • YOU CAN'T BE PLAYING IN OLD KORN
  • 00:46:41.090 --> 00:46:44.090
  • AND TALKING ABOUT BEING
  • 00:46:44.090 --> 00:46:45.080
  • CHRISTIAN YOU CAN'T YOU KNOW YOU
  • 00:46:45.080 --> 00:46:48.010
  • DON'T BELIEVE IN THIS JESUS
  • 00:46:48.010 --> 00:46:48.260
  • THING.
  • 00:46:48.260 --> 00:46:49.160
  • YOU CATCH IT FROM BOTH ENDS,
  • 00:46:49.160 --> 00:46:50.110
  • RIGHT?
  • 00:46:50.110 --> 00:46:51.000
  • - BRIAN: REMEMBER THE REJECTION
  • 00:46:51.000 --> 00:46:53.010
  • I HAD WHEN I WAS A KID?
  • 00:46:53.010 --> 00:46:54.220
  • MAN, I GET REJECTION ON BOTH
  • 00:46:54.220 --> 00:46:55.280
  • SIDES NOW, TOO.
  • 00:46:55.280 --> 00:46:57.010
  • ARE YOU JOKING ME?
  • 00:46:57.010 --> 00:46:58.140
  • I'M JUST-- LOOK, I FOCUS ON ME
  • 00:46:58.140 --> 00:47:00.210
  • AND MY JOURNEY WITH THE LORD AND
  • 00:47:00.210 --> 00:47:02.250
  • MY STRENGTH IS THAT
  • 00:47:02.250 --> 00:47:05.130
  • RELATIONSHIP.
  • 00:47:05.130 --> 00:47:06.270
  • THAT IS MY STRENGTH.
  • 00:47:07.050 --> 00:47:10.050
  • [CHEERS & APPLAUSE]
  • 00:47:10.110 --> 00:47:13.110
  • THEY CAN PERSECUTE ME ON THIS
  • 00:47:13.110 --> 00:47:14.200
  • SIDE AND I WILL LOVE THEM.
  • 00:47:14.200 --> 00:47:16.040
  • THEY CAN PERSECUTE ME ON THIS
  • 00:47:16.040 --> 00:47:17.210
  • SIDE AND I WILL LOVE THEM TOO.
  • 00:47:17.210 --> 00:47:19.060
  • I WILL FOCUS ON THE RELATIONSHIP
  • 00:47:19.060 --> 00:47:21.010
  • BECAUSE WHEN I GET BATTLED
  • 00:47:21.010 --> 00:47:22.270
  • WOUNDED AND EMOTIONALLY SCARRED
  • 00:47:22.270 --> 00:47:24.120
  • FROM PEOPLE SOMETIMES.
  • 00:47:24.120 --> 00:47:25.160
  • - JAVEN: THAT CAN HAPPEN IN
  • 00:47:25.160 --> 00:47:27.120
  • CHURCH, RIGHT?
  • 00:47:27.120 --> 00:47:28.150
  • - BRIAN: OH, YEAH.
  • 00:47:28.150 --> 00:47:29.210
  • CHRISTIANS ARE BRUTAL SOMETIMES.
  • 00:47:29.210 --> 00:47:31.000
  • YOU KNOW IT.
  • 00:47:31.000 --> 00:47:32.160
  • - JAVEN: LAUGHING.
  • 00:47:32.160 --> 00:47:35.000
  • - BRIAN: WE'RE ALL BROKEN.
  • 00:47:35.000 --> 00:47:35.210
  • I DON'T BLAME THEM.
  • 00:47:35.210 --> 00:47:36.270
  • - JAVEN: WE'RE GOING TO STEP
  • 00:47:36.270 --> 00:47:38.120
  • DOWN HERE.
  • 00:47:38.120 --> 00:47:39.280
  • - BRIAN: ALL RIGHT.
  • 00:47:39.280 --> 00:47:40.140
  • - JAVEN: WE'RE GONNA COME DOWN
  • 00:47:40.140 --> 00:47:41.060
  • HERE AMONGST Y'ALL.
  • 00:47:41.060 --> 00:47:41.220
  • READY?
  • 00:47:41.220 --> 00:47:42.210
  • COME ON.
  • 00:47:42.210 --> 00:47:43.230
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:47:44.040 --> 00:47:47.040
  • THIS MOVIE "LOUD KRAZY LOVE."
  • 00:47:47.040 --> 00:47:48.270
  • LET'S TALK ABOUT IT REAL QUICK.
  • 00:47:48.270 --> 00:47:50.050
  • IS IT OUT?
  • 00:47:50.050 --> 00:47:50.180
  • WHEN DOES IT COME OUT?
  • 00:47:50.180 --> 00:47:51.060
  • HOW CAN YOU FIND IT?
  • 00:47:51.060 --> 00:47:52.200
  • - IT'S OUT NOW.
  • 00:47:52.200 --> 00:47:53.150
  • IT'S ON AMAZON, I-TUNES.
  • 00:47:53.150 --> 00:47:54.150
  • EVERYTHING.
  • 00:47:54.150 --> 00:47:56.030
  • AND IT WAS ON SHOWTIME FOR A
  • 00:47:56.030 --> 00:47:57.020
  • LIMITED RUN, NOW IT IS OUT WIDE.
  • 00:47:57.020 --> 00:47:58.080
  • NATIONWIDE.
  • 00:47:58.080 --> 00:48:01.100
  • - JAVEN: BY A SHOW OF HANDS,
  • 00:48:01.100 --> 00:48:02.010
  • HOW MANY HAVE DEALT WITH OR KNOW
  • 00:48:02.010 --> 00:48:03.240
  • ANYBODY THAT IS DEALING WITH
  • 00:48:03.240 --> 00:48:05.180
  • ADDICTION OR DEPRESSION OR
  • 00:48:05.180 --> 00:48:07.240
  • ANYTHING?
  • 00:48:07.240 --> 00:48:10.160
  • - BRIAN: 90 PERCENT.
  • 00:48:10.160 --> 00:48:11.130
  • - JAVEN: I DON'T THINK PEOPLE
  • 00:48:11.130 --> 00:48:14.110
  • REALIZE HOW MUCH CHRISTIAN
  • 00:48:14.110 --> 00:48:16.160
  • FOLKS, THESE ARE CHRISTIAN
  • 00:48:16.160 --> 00:48:17.060
  • PEOPLE.
  • 00:48:17.060 --> 00:48:18.060
  • THESE ARE FOLKS THAT LOVE THE
  • 00:48:18.060 --> 00:48:20.060
  • LORD THAT ARE STILL BATTLING AND
  • 00:48:20.060 --> 00:48:21.190
  • DEALING WITH THIS TYPE OF THING,
  • 00:48:21.190 --> 00:48:22.190
  • RIGHT?
  • 00:48:22.190 --> 00:48:23.230
  • - BRIAN: YEAH.
  • 00:48:23.230 --> 00:48:25.010
  • - JAVEN: IT'S AMAZING.
  • 00:48:25.010 --> 00:48:27.070
  • WHAT CAN WE SAY TO THESE GUYS
  • 00:48:27.070 --> 00:48:28.150
  • TONIGHT?
  • 00:48:28.150 --> 00:48:30.210
  • WHAT DO YOU SAY TO SOMEBODY HERE
  • 00:48:30.210 --> 00:48:31.270
  • TONIGHT THAT IS BATTLING OR
  • 00:48:31.270 --> 00:48:33.190
  • DEALING WITH SOME TYPE OF
  • 00:48:33.190 --> 00:48:34.270
  • ADDICTION ON SUBSTANCE ABUSE?
  • 00:48:34.270 --> 00:48:36.130
  • WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU
  • 00:48:36.130 --> 00:48:37.030
  • USUALLY SHARE?
  • 00:48:37.030 --> 00:48:39.090
  • - BRIAN: DON'T EVER QUIT.
  • 00:48:39.090 --> 00:48:42.060
  • NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU
  • 00:48:42.060 --> 00:48:43.050
  • FALL, KEEP GOING TO THE LORD.
  • 00:48:43.050 --> 00:48:44.130
  • DON'T QUIT ON GOD.
  • 00:48:44.130 --> 00:48:46.270
  • [CHEERS & APPLAUSE]
  • 00:48:46.270 --> 00:48:49.190
  • BECAUSE ONE DAY--
  • 00:48:49.190 --> 00:48:50.230
  • - JAVEN: WOO.
  • 00:48:50.230 --> 00:48:52.040
  • - BRIAN: ONE TIME YOU WILL GET
  • 00:48:52.040 --> 00:48:54.270
  • UP AND YOU WILL STAY UP.
  • 00:48:54.270 --> 00:48:56.290
  • THAT'S IT.
  • 00:48:56.290 --> 00:48:57.190
  • IT'S REAL.
  • 00:48:57.190 --> 00:48:59.250
  • GOD IS VERY REAL.
  • 00:48:59.250 --> 00:49:01.120
  • HE TAKES HIS SPIRIT AND HIS
  • 00:49:01.120 --> 00:49:03.190
  • SPIRIT IS PURE LOVE.
  • 00:49:03.190 --> 00:49:05.150
  • AND HE POURS IT INTO YOUR SOUL
  • 00:49:05.150 --> 00:49:07.270
  • AND YOU GET SATISFIED WITH THAT
  • 00:49:07.270 --> 00:49:09.170
  • AND THERE'S NO BETTER HIGH THAN
  • 00:49:09.170 --> 00:49:11.050
  • THAT.
  • 00:49:11.050 --> 00:49:12.020
  • AND THAT'S WHY YOU LOSE THE
  • 00:49:12.020 --> 00:49:13.140
  • ADDICTION.
  • 00:49:13.140 --> 00:49:14.040
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:49:18.070 --> 00:49:21.070
  • - JAVEN: WHAT DO YOU SAY TO
  • 00:49:21.070 --> 00:49:22.190
  • PEOPLE THAT FEEL LIKE THEY
  • 00:49:22.190 --> 00:49:23.240
  • CANNOT-- IT'S GREAT, I KNOW
  • 00:49:23.240 --> 00:49:25.120
  • THERE ARE GREAT CHURCHES
  • 00:49:25.120 --> 00:49:26.200
  • REPRESENTED HERE TONIGHT AND
  • 00:49:26.200 --> 00:49:27.160
  • OBVIOUSLY WHOEVER INTRODUCED YOU
  • 00:49:27.160 --> 00:49:29.160
  • TO CHRIST, YOU WENT, THANK GOD,
  • 00:49:29.160 --> 00:49:30.250
  • TO A GOOD CHURCH AND SOMEBODY
  • 00:49:30.250 --> 00:49:32.110
  • THAT WAS DRESSED AND LOOKED
  • 00:49:32.110 --> 00:49:33.230
  • NORMAL ENOUGH TO WHERE YOU FELT
  • 00:49:33.230 --> 00:49:35.090
  • COMFORTABLE TO SOMEBODY THAT'S
  • 00:49:35.090 --> 00:49:36.200
  • WATCHING THE PROGRAM IN A
  • 00:49:36.200 --> 00:49:39.170
  • COMMUNITY WHERE THERE IS NOT
  • 00:49:39.170 --> 00:49:40.270
  • THAT CHURCH OR PLACE THAT THEY
  • 00:49:40.270 --> 00:49:42.220
  • CAN FEEL COMFORTABLE, HOW CAN
  • 00:49:42.220 --> 00:49:45.140
  • THEY GET TO A PLACE WHERE THEY
  • 00:49:45.140 --> 00:49:47.170
  • CAN BE TRUE OR BE HONEST TO SAY
  • 00:49:47.170 --> 00:49:49.100
  • LISTEN, THIS IS REALLY WHAT I'M
  • 00:49:49.100 --> 00:49:51.110
  • DEALING WITH?
  • 00:49:51.110 --> 00:49:52.040
  • YOU HAVE WOMEN, MARRIED AND GOT
  • 00:49:52.040 --> 00:49:53.290
  • CHILDREN AND STILL FEEL LIKE
  • 00:49:53.290 --> 00:49:55.190
  • THERE IS SOMETHING MISSING,
  • 00:49:55.190 --> 00:49:58.050
  • THERE IS INSECURITY, DEPRESSION
  • 00:49:58.050 --> 00:49:59.280
  • AND OPPRESSION, HOW DO GET THEM
  • 00:49:59.280 --> 00:50:01.110
  • TO THE PLACE?
  • 00:50:01.110 --> 00:50:03.020
  • WHAT DO YOU SAY TO THEM TO GET
  • 00:50:03.020 --> 00:50:04.080
  • THEM TO BE HONEST AND
  • 00:50:04.080 --> 00:50:06.110
  • TRANSPARENT?
  • 00:50:06.110 --> 00:50:07.070
  • IS THERE A WAY?
  • 00:50:07.070 --> 00:50:08.160
  • - BRIAN: I THINK SO.
  • 00:50:08.160 --> 00:50:09.260
  • I THINK IN EVERY CITY OR TOWN OR
  • 00:50:09.260 --> 00:50:11.180
  • MOST THAT THERE IS A CHURCH THAT
  • 00:50:11.180 --> 00:50:13.140
  • HAS PURE HEARTS AND YOU CAN TAKE
  • 00:50:13.220 --> 00:50:16.220
  • ANY JUNK YOU HAVE AND TALK TO
  • 00:50:16.220 --> 00:50:18.110
  • THEM ABOUT IT.
  • 00:50:18.110 --> 00:50:18.280
  • IF NOT, YOU CAN FIND SOMEONE ON
  • 00:50:19.090 --> 00:50:22.090
  • FACEBOOK OR MEET AT STARBUCKS.
  • 00:50:22.090 --> 00:50:24.000
  • DON'T TALK YOURSELF OUT OF IT.
  • 00:50:24.000 --> 00:50:26.220
  • I CAN'T DO THAT, THOSE PEOPLE
  • 00:50:26.220 --> 00:50:28.180
  • WILL JUDGE ME.
  • 00:50:28.180 --> 00:50:29.190
  • THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE
  • 00:50:29.190 --> 00:50:31.080
  • SOMEWHERE THAT YOU CAN CONNECT
  • 00:50:31.080 --> 00:50:32.200
  • WITH.
  • 00:50:32.200 --> 00:50:33.060
  • BUT PEOPLE GIVE UP TOO EASY IN
  • 00:50:33.060 --> 00:50:34.220
  • LIFE.
  • 00:50:34.220 --> 00:50:35.190
  • THEY GIVE UP.
  • 00:50:35.190 --> 00:50:36.070
  • WHY GIVE UP?
  • 00:50:36.070 --> 00:50:37.240
  • THERE'S A VICTORY OVER JUST PAST
  • 00:50:38.120 --> 00:50:41.120
  • THIS ONE TIME YOU WILL TRY
  • 00:50:41.120 --> 00:50:43.180
  • YOU'LL GET TO THIS PLACE AND
  • 00:50:43.180 --> 00:50:45.200
  • YOUR WHOLE LIFE CAN CHANGE
  • 00:50:45.200 --> 00:50:46.200
  • FOREVER, MAN.
  • 00:50:46.200 --> 00:50:47.050
  • - JAVEN: LET'S TALK TO THE
  • 00:50:47.050 --> 00:50:48.200
  • CHURCH REAL QUICK.
  • 00:50:48.200 --> 00:50:50.060
  • DON'T GO TOO HARD ON THEM.
  • 00:50:50.060 --> 00:50:51.030
  • - BRIAN: I LOVE THE CHURCH,
  • 00:50:51.030 --> 00:50:52.000
  • MAN.
  • 00:50:52.000 --> 00:50:52.150
  • - JAVEN: I KNOW YOU DO.
  • 00:50:52.150 --> 00:50:53.190
  • I'M MESSING WITH YOU.
  • 00:50:53.190 --> 00:50:54.160
  • WE WILL TAKE A QUICK MINUTE TO
  • 00:50:54.160 --> 00:50:56.050
  • HELP THOSE OF US ON THE OTHER
  • 00:50:56.050 --> 00:50:58.090
  • SIDE OF THIS THING.
  • 00:50:58.090 --> 00:50:59.240
  • WE NEVER DEALT WITH ADDICTION OR
  • 00:50:59.240 --> 00:51:01.080
  • NEVER DEALT WITH NOTHING.
  • 00:51:01.080 --> 00:51:02.190
  • HOW CAN WE DO BETTER?
  • 00:51:02.190 --> 00:51:05.030
  • WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO PASTORS
  • 00:51:05.030 --> 00:51:05.270
  • AROUND THE WORLD?
  • 00:51:05.270 --> 00:51:07.040
  • PASTORS, HERE IS SOMETHING YOU
  • 00:51:07.070 --> 00:51:10.070
  • COULD SAY FROM YOUR PULPIT THAT
  • 00:51:10.070 --> 00:51:12.000
  • WOULD HELP THOSE IN THE SHADOWS
  • 00:51:12.000 --> 00:51:13.270
  • OF YOUR CITY THAT MAY WANT TO
  • 00:51:13.270 --> 00:51:14.280
  • COME AND HEAR THE MESSAGE OF
  • 00:51:14.280 --> 00:51:16.010
  • CHRIST.
  • 00:51:16.010 --> 00:51:17.290
  • - BRIAN: I WILL GIVE IT BACK TO
  • 00:51:17.290 --> 00:51:18.220
  • THE GUY WHO WAS THE PREACHER.
  • 00:51:18.220 --> 00:51:21.130
  • HE WAS A NORMAL GUY.
  • 00:51:21.130 --> 00:51:23.200
  • HE WAS LIKE, MAN, BRING YOUR
  • 00:51:23.200 --> 00:51:25.010
  • MESS HERE.
  • 00:51:25.010 --> 00:51:27.210
  • AND IT'S OKAY THAT YOU'RE A
  • 00:51:27.210 --> 00:51:28.180
  • MESS IN THIS PLACE.
  • 00:51:28.180 --> 00:51:31.040
  • IN MY CHURCH IT'S OKAY THAT YOU
  • 00:51:31.040 --> 00:51:32.000
  • ARE A MESS.
  • 00:51:32.000 --> 00:51:33.010
  • WE'RE NEVER GOING TO GIVE UP ON
  • 00:51:33.010 --> 00:51:33.230
  • GOD WILL NEVER GIVE UP.
  • 00:51:36.190 --> 00:51:39.190
  • YOU CAN'T, LIKE, GIVE SOMEONE
  • 00:51:39.190 --> 00:51:40.100
  • THE BEHAVIORAL STEPS TO BE LIKE
  • 00:51:40.100 --> 00:51:42.060
  • CHRIST LIKE.
  • 00:51:42.060 --> 00:51:44.290
  • HE HAS TO HAVE TIME TO POUR HIS
  • 00:51:44.290 --> 00:51:46.170
  • SPIRIT IN AND DO A SUPERNATURAL
  • 00:51:46.170 --> 00:51:48.070
  • WORK INSIDE OF HIM.
  • 00:51:48.070 --> 00:51:50.140
  • YOU GOT TO BE PATIENT.
  • 00:51:53.120 --> 00:51:53.290
  • I'M TALKING TO MYSELF, TOO.
  • 00:51:53.290 --> 00:51:54.230
  • BECAUSE IT'S A WORK THAT GOD
  • 00:51:54.230 --> 00:51:57.130
  • WANTS TO DO.
  • 00:51:57.130 --> 00:51:59.020
  • IT'S NOT FAST FOOD.
  • 00:51:59.020 --> 00:51:59.240
  • IT TAKES A MINUTE.
  • 00:51:59.250 --> 00:52:02.270
  • - JAVEN: BE PATIENT WITH THE
  • 00:52:02.270 --> 00:52:03.230
  • PROCESS.
  • 00:52:03.230 --> 00:52:04.080
  • THE CHURCH IS ALL ABOUT A
  • 00:52:04.080 --> 00:52:06.190
  • PROCESS.
  • 00:52:06.190 --> 00:52:07.210
  • I THINK THE WORLD THAT JUDGES US
  • 00:52:07.210 --> 00:52:09.180
  • SOMETIMES NEEDS TO BE MINDFUL OF
  • 00:52:09.180 --> 00:52:10.290
  • THAT.
  • 00:52:10.290 --> 00:52:11.220
  • THEY JUDGE US HARD.
  • 00:52:11.220 --> 00:52:13.160
  • BUT THE CHURCH ITSELF HAS TO BE
  • 00:52:13.160 --> 00:52:14.220
  • CAREFUL NOT TO JUDGE THE WORLD
  • 00:52:14.220 --> 00:52:17.110
  • AND THOSE THAT ARE COMING IN.
  • 00:52:17.110 --> 00:52:18.240
  • WHAT I HEAR TODAY MORE THAN
  • 00:52:18.240 --> 00:52:20.000
  • ANYTHING WITH YOUR MESSAGE AND
  • 00:52:20.000 --> 00:52:21.130
  • THE MESSAGE OF "LOUD KRAZY
  • 00:52:21.130 --> 00:52:24.000
  • LOVE," IS THAT WITH GOD IT'S ALL
  • 00:52:24.000 --> 00:52:25.270
  • ABOUT THE PROCESS AND THE
  • 00:52:25.270 --> 00:52:27.040
  • PATIENCE OF THAT PROCESS AND IT
  • 00:52:27.040 --> 00:52:29.090
  • BRINGS ABOUT THE PROMISE.
  • 00:52:29.090 --> 00:52:30.240
  • - BRIAN: I'M A BIG PROPONENT OF
  • 00:52:31.120 --> 00:52:34.120
  • NOT MAKING IT US AND THEM.
  • 00:52:34.120 --> 00:52:36.070
  • THE WORLD, THAT'S THEM.
  • 00:52:36.070 --> 00:52:38.030
  • IT IS, LIKE, WE'RE ALL BROKEN
  • 00:52:38.030 --> 00:52:39.200
  • HUMANS.
  • 00:52:39.200 --> 00:52:40.060
  • THE ONLY THING IS IS THAT US
  • 00:52:40.060 --> 00:52:41.260
  • THAT ARE BELIEVING IN CHRIST AND
  • 00:52:41.260 --> 00:52:44.170
  • HE'S INSIDE OF US AND WE'RE
  • 00:52:44.170 --> 00:52:46.150
  • LETTING HIM GET OUR JUNK OUT AND
  • 00:52:46.150 --> 00:52:47.240
  • SOMETIMES YOU SEE THAT MESS OUT
  • 00:52:47.240 --> 00:52:48.160
  • THERE.
  • 00:52:48.160 --> 00:52:51.090
  • BUT, I JUST I THINK EVERYBODY IS
  • 00:52:51.090 --> 00:52:52.010
  • THE SAME, WE'RE ALL BROKEN.
  • 00:52:52.010 --> 00:52:53.210
  • - JAVEN: DID YOU THINK YOU WERE
  • 00:52:53.210 --> 00:52:56.110
  • GOING TO MAKE IT?
  • 00:52:56.220 --> 00:52:59.220
  • - BRIAN: JUST THROUGH THE
  • 00:52:59.220 --> 00:53:00.130
  • ADDICTION AND EVERYTHING?
  • 00:53:00.130 --> 00:53:03.120
  • I DIDN'T THINK I WAS GOING TO
  • 00:53:03.120 --> 00:53:04.030
  • MAKE IT OUT.
  • 00:53:04.030 --> 00:53:04.270
  • IF I DID THINK I WAS GOING TO
  • 00:53:04.270 --> 00:53:06.260
  • MAKE IT OUT OF THE ADDICTION, I
  • 00:53:06.260 --> 00:53:08.100
  • THOUGHT I COULD CARRY THE
  • 00:53:08.100 --> 00:53:09.140
  • DEPRESSION THE REST OF MY LIFE
  • 00:53:09.140 --> 00:53:11.090
  • AND I WOULD HAVE TO BARE KNUCKLE
  • 00:53:11.090 --> 00:53:12.060
  • IT.
  • 00:53:12.060 --> 00:53:15.010
  • AND CHRIST HAS TAKEN AWAY MY
  • 00:53:15.010 --> 00:53:15.210
  • DEPRESSION.
  • 00:53:15.210 --> 00:53:16.240
  • HE HAS GIVEN ME-- I'M A NEW
  • 00:53:16.240 --> 00:53:18.080
  • CREATION.
  • 00:53:18.080 --> 00:53:19.040
  • A BRAND-NEW CREATION.
  • 00:53:19.040 --> 00:53:21.030
  • CAN I SAY ONE THING?
  • 00:53:21.030 --> 00:53:23.060
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:53:24.190 --> 00:53:27.190
  • I AM A NEW CREATION AND HE'S
  • 00:53:27.190 --> 00:53:28.270
  • TAKEN THAT AND HE'S GIVEN ME SO
  • 00:53:28.270 --> 00:53:30.070
  • MUCH HOPE.
  • 00:53:30.070 --> 00:53:31.050
  • BUT I WILL BE HONEST, I DO TAKE
  • 00:53:31.050 --> 00:53:32.280
  • NONNARCOTIC MILD DEPRESSION
  • 00:53:32.280 --> 00:53:34.260
  • MEDICATION.
  • 00:53:35.000 --> 00:53:38.000
  • I GOT OFF IT FOR AWHILE AND I
  • 00:53:38.140 --> 00:53:41.140
  • NEEDED TO GET BACK ON IT.
  • 00:53:41.140 --> 00:53:43.270
  • THERE IS NO SHAME IN THAT
  • 00:53:43.270 --> 00:53:45.060
  • EITHER.
  • 00:53:45.060 --> 00:53:45.210
  • WHATEVER WORKS FOR YOU.
  • 00:53:45.210 --> 00:53:47.080
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:53:47.080 --> 00:53:49.260
  • - JAVEN: FOR THE DEPRESSION.
  • 00:53:49.260 --> 00:53:51.030
  • - BRIAN: FOR MILD DEPRESSION.
  • 00:53:51.030 --> 00:53:52.020
  • NOT A LOT.
  • 00:53:52.020 --> 00:53:54.190
  • - JAVEN: WE DID A SEMINAR AT
  • 00:53:54.190 --> 00:53:56.080
  • OUR CHURCH NOW CHURCH DOWN IN
  • 00:53:56.080 --> 00:53:57.230
  • HOLLYWOOD AND IT WAS JUST
  • 00:53:57.230 --> 00:53:58.250
  • FOR MENTAL HEALTH, WELLNESS.
  • 00:53:58.250 --> 00:54:00.170
  • BECAUSE I THINK IT'S A SUBJECT
  • 00:54:00.170 --> 00:54:02.220
  • WE DON'T TALK ABOUT ENOUGH IN
  • 00:54:02.220 --> 00:54:04.080
  • CHURCH, AND PART OF THAT IS
  • 00:54:04.080 --> 00:54:06.220
  • BIPOLAR AND OTHER THINGS EVEN AS
  • 00:54:06.220 --> 00:54:07.140
  • A CHRISTIAN YOU WILL
  • 00:54:07.140 --> 00:54:08.150
  • DEAL WITH.
  • 00:54:08.150 --> 00:54:09.150
  • SO I THANK YOU FOR BEING
  • 00:54:09.150 --> 00:54:10.130
  • TRANSPARENT ABOUT THAT AND
  • 00:54:10.130 --> 00:54:11.070
  • HONEST ABOUT THAT.
  • 00:54:11.070 --> 00:54:13.080
  • I THINK OUR TIME IS JUST ABOUT
  • 00:54:13.080 --> 00:54:13.290
  • UP.
  • 00:54:13.290 --> 00:54:14.260
  • HERE IS WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO DO.
  • 00:54:14.260 --> 00:54:15.230
  • I WOULD LIKE TO GO OUT WITH YOU
  • 00:54:15.230 --> 00:54:16.280
  • PRAYING OVER ALL OF THESE FOLKS
  • 00:54:16.280 --> 00:54:18.210
  • THAT ARE HERE TODAY.
  • 00:54:18.210 --> 00:54:19.270
  • IF YOU ARE HERE TODAY AND YOU
  • 00:54:19.270 --> 00:54:21.130
  • CURRENTLY ARE BE CHALLENGED IN
  • 00:54:21.130 --> 00:54:22.210
  • THIS AREA OF ADDICTION, I WANT
  • 00:54:22.210 --> 00:54:25.030
  • YOU TO STAND TO YOUR FEET REAL
  • 00:54:25.030 --> 00:54:25.250
  • QUICK.
  • 00:54:25.250 --> 00:54:26.100
  • DON'T BE EMBARRASSED AT ALL.
  • 00:54:26.100 --> 00:54:27.210
  • STAND TO YOUR FEET.
  • 00:54:27.210 --> 00:54:29.240
  • IF YOU'RE HOME, I WANT YOU TO
  • 00:54:29.240 --> 00:54:31.020
  • TAKE A STAND AS WELL.
  • 00:54:31.020 --> 00:54:32.130
  • BRIAN, I WANT YOU TO PRAY OVER
  • 00:54:32.130 --> 00:54:33.190
  • EVERYONE.
  • 00:54:33.190 --> 00:54:35.100
  • - BRIAN: AWESOME, AWESOME.
  • 00:54:35.100 --> 00:54:36.000
  • ALL RIGHT.
  • 00:54:38.000 --> 00:54:41.000
  • LORD, I THANK YOU THAT YOUR WORD
  • 00:54:41.000 --> 00:54:41.260
  • SAYS, NO EYE HAS SEEN,
  • 00:54:41.260 --> 00:54:42.270
  • NO EAR HAS HEARD,
  • 00:54:42.270 --> 00:54:45.030
  • NO MIND HAS CONCEIVED THE
  • 00:54:45.030 --> 00:54:46.120
  • WONDERFUL THINGS YOU HAVE
  • 00:54:46.120 --> 00:54:48.120
  • PREPARED FOR THOSE THAT LOVE
  • 00:54:48.120 --> 00:54:49.030
  • YOU.
  • 00:54:49.030 --> 00:54:50.080
  • WHEN WE READ THAT, LORD, IT
  • 00:54:50.080 --> 00:54:52.100
  • FEELS LIKE IT IS SAYING, OH, BUT
  • 00:54:52.100 --> 00:54:54.200
  • WE HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT
  • 00:54:54.200 --> 00:54:56.100
  • LIFE.
  • 00:54:56.100 --> 00:54:57.070
  • BUT THE NEXT VERSE SAYS, BUT YOU
  • 00:54:57.070 --> 00:54:58.280
  • HAVE REVEALED IT TO US BY YOUR
  • 00:54:58.280 --> 00:55:00.070
  • SPIRIT.
  • 00:55:00.070 --> 00:55:02.140
  • THAT IS THE WHOLE ISSUE RIGHT
  • 00:55:02.140 --> 00:55:03.140
  • THERE.
  • 00:55:03.140 --> 00:55:04.040
  • THE SPIRIT COMES IN TO PEOPLE'S
  • 00:55:04.040 --> 00:55:06.200
  • LIVES.
  • 00:55:06.200 --> 00:55:08.220
  • AND DOES THE WORK INSIDE.
  • 00:55:08.220 --> 00:55:09.190
  • AND IT'S NOT ALWAYS A QUICK
  • 00:55:09.190 --> 00:55:11.000
  • WORK.
  • 00:55:11.000 --> 00:55:12.000
  • IT'S NOT ALWAYS A JOYFUL WORK.
  • 00:55:12.040 --> 00:55:15.040
  • SOMETIMES IT'S A GOOD BALANCE
  • 00:55:15.040 --> 00:55:16.280
  • BUT I THANK YOU THAT YOUR SPIRIT
  • 00:55:16.280 --> 00:55:18.080
  • IS REAL.
  • 00:55:18.080 --> 00:55:18.290
  • YOUR SPIRIT IS LOVE.
  • 00:55:18.290 --> 00:55:20.060
  • YOUR SPIRIT IS TRUE LIFE AND I
  • 00:55:20.060 --> 00:55:22.270
  • ASK YOU RIGHT NOW, AND I ASK YOU
  • 00:55:23.120 --> 00:55:26.120
  • HOLY SPIRIT TO COME AND POUR
  • 00:55:26.120 --> 00:55:27.190
  • INTO EVERYBODY HERE, LORD, THAT
  • 00:55:27.190 --> 00:55:30.150
  • YOU WOULD JUST REMOVE THE
  • 00:55:30.150 --> 00:55:33.140
  • ADDICTIONS BY REPLACING THE
  • 00:55:33.140 --> 00:55:35.290
  • TRUE, TRUE ADDICTION, WHICH IS
  • 00:55:36.020 --> 00:55:39.020
  • THE PURE LOVE OF GOD.
  • 00:55:39.020 --> 00:55:40.200
  • THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH
  • 00:55:40.200 --> 00:55:42.180
  • BEING ADDICTED TO THE PURE LOVE
  • 00:55:42.180 --> 00:55:43.280
  • OF GOD.
  • 00:55:43.280 --> 00:55:44.140
  • SO, AND GRACE, LORD, GRACE,
  • 00:55:45.070 --> 00:55:48.070
  • GRACE IS ACTUALLY A POWER.
  • 00:55:48.070 --> 00:55:50.200
  • THE SPIRIT OF GRACE IS A POWER
  • 00:55:50.200 --> 00:55:52.200
  • THAT COMES INSIDE OF US AND
  • 00:55:52.200 --> 00:55:54.030
  • ALLOWS US TO LIVE THIS LIFE THAT
  • 00:55:54.030 --> 00:55:56.070
  • CHRIST WANTS TO LIVE THROUGH US.
  • 00:55:56.070 --> 00:55:58.110
  • I ASK YOU FOR THAT SPIRIT OF
  • 00:55:58.110 --> 00:56:00.060
  • GRACE TO COME POUR INTO EVERY
  • 00:56:00.060 --> 00:56:02.000
  • PERSON HERE AND TO FAMILIES THAT
  • 00:56:02.000 --> 00:56:04.190
  • HAVE ADDICTIVE FRIENDS OR
  • 00:56:04.260 --> 00:56:07.260
  • RELATIVES OR WHATEVER, GIVE THEM
  • 00:56:07.260 --> 00:56:09.200
  • THAT SAME SPIRIT.
  • 00:56:09.200 --> 00:56:11.110
  • JUST HELP US ALL.
  • 00:56:11.110 --> 00:56:12.130
  • WE'RE BROKEN, LORD, WE NEED THE
  • 00:56:12.130 --> 00:56:13.170
  • POWER OF YOUR SPIRIT TO COME AND
  • 00:56:13.170 --> 00:56:14.140
  • FIX US.
  • 00:56:14.140 --> 00:56:17.120
  • SO WE TRUST YOU WILL DO THAT,
  • 00:56:17.120 --> 00:56:18.140
  • THANK YOU.
  • 00:56:18.140 --> 00:56:19.230
  • IN JESUS' NAME.
  • 00:56:20.170 --> 00:56:23.170