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Praise | January 25, 2018

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January 25, 2018
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Matt & Laurie Crouch host Bryan Schwartz.

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Praise | January 25, 2018

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  • [ MUSIC ]
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  • - FEMALE ANNOUNCER: TONIGHT FROM THE TBN
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  • STUDIOS IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA, FORMER
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  • LINEBACKER OF THE JACKSONVILLE JAGUARS
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  • BRYAN SCHWARTZ.
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  • - BRYAN SCHWARTZ: I KNOW JESUS IS MOVED BY
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  • ONE THING, AND THAT'S COMPASSION.
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  • - AN ALL NEW PRAISE STARTS RIGHT NOW!
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  • - AN ALL NEW PRAISE STARTS RIGHT NOW!
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  • - AN ALL NEW PRAISE STARTS RIGHT NOW!
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  • [ MUSIC ]
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  • [ APPLAUSE ]
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  • - MATT CROUCH: THE PRAISE PROGRAM COMES
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  • TO YOU RIGHT HERE FROM SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA.
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  • COME ON NOW!
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  • AND TODAY, OKAY, PWRAOEU PWRAOEU, WE'RE GOING TO
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  • GET TO KNOW YOU HERE PROBABLY MORE THAN YOU
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  • WANT TO, BUT WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO TODAY ON
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  • THIS BROADCAST?
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  • WHAT ARE YOU SETTING US UP FOR FOR THE NEXT ONE HOUR?
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  • - BRYAN SCHWARTZ: WELL, THE FIRST THING I NEED TO
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  • TALK ABOUT IS THE JAGUARS LOSS.
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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: OH NO!
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  • - THIS LAST SUNDAY.
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  • I MIGHT NEED A LITTLE PRAYER AND MINISTRY FROM
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  • YOU GUYS.
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  • I'M A LITTLE DEPRESSED, BUT I'LL GET IT OVER IT QUICK.
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  • - OKAY.
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  • - I FEEL LIKE WE NEED TO JUST -- I'M GOING TO WALK
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  • THROUGH MY LIFE.
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  • PAUL WROTE TO THE CHURCH, THE THESSLONIANS AND SAID
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  • WE FELT COMPELLED TO ONLY SHARE THE GOSPEL OF GOD
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  • BUT ALSO SHARE OUR LIVES WITH YOU.
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  • AND I FEEL LIKE TONIGHT THERE'S GOING TO BE
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  • -- WE'RE GOING TO WALK THROUGH SOME OF THE
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  • ACCOUNTS AND STORIES FROM MY EXISTENCE FROM
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  • EVERYTHING FROM NOT ONLY NOT KNOWING JESUS BUT
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  • BEING INCREDIBLY FRUSTRATED AND ANGRY.
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  • IF YOU'RE A WIFE THERE, IT MIGHT BE TIME TO GRAB
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  • THAT HUSBAND THAT STRUGGLES WITH ANGER
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  • AND FRUSTRATION.
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  • I'VE BEEN THERE, BUT IT MADE ME A GREAT MIDDLE
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  • LINEBACKER BUT DIDN'T DO WELL FOR ME IN MARRIAGE.
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  • STUFF LIKE THAT.
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  • BUT ALSO WHAT IT MEANT TO NAVIGATE THROUGH A
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  • PROFESSIONAL FOOTBALL CAREER NOT KNOWING JESUS,
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  • THEN HAVING A RADICAL ENCOUNTER WITH HIM, AND
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  • THEN SUBSEQUENTLY TO THAT ALSO GETTING DELIVERED.
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  • I WAS FULL OF ANGER, FRUSTRATION, PROBABLY
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  • DEMONIZED, DEMONICALLY POSSESSED, OPPRESSED AND
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  • HAVING ENCOUNTERS WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT THAT
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  • REALLY GOT ME FREE AND LIBERATED.
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  • - WOW. WOW.
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  • - SO THERE'S GOING TO BE A FEW OF THOSE ACCOUNTS.
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  • AND IT'S GOING TO BE A WILD RIDE, BUT THROUGHOUT
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  • IT I FEEL LIKE WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE
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  • TOGETHER TO SEE PEOPLE'S LIVES TRANSFORMED.
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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: LOVE THAT.
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  • - OKAY. BEAUTIFUL.
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  • LET ME SEE IF I UNDERSTOOD.
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  • SO YOU WERE BASICALLY A DEMON POSSESSED, MIDDLE
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  • LINEBACKER IN THE NFL THAT GOD SAVED AND NOW
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  • YOU'RE IN FULL- TIME MINISTRY.
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  • IS THAT ROUGHLY IT?
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  • - SOUNDS ABOUT ACCURATE.
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  • - OKAY. ALL RIGHT.
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  • - MY WIFE WOULD SAY AMEN.
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  • [ LAUGHTER ]
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  • - OKAY.
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  • CAN YOU REACH THAT FOOTBALL RIGHT THERE, HON?
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  • - SURE.
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  • - OKAY.
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  • SO THIS WAS YOUR TOOL OF THE TRADE.
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  • - YEAH.
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  • - YOU WERE ATTEMPTING TO GET THIS.
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  • YOU WERE A DEFENSE TIFF PLAYER SO YOU WERE -- I
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  • READ IN YOUR NFL KIND OF CAREER THAT YOU GOT A FEW
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  • FUMBLES AND YOU SMASHED A FEW -- THIS, THAT AND THE
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  • OTHER THING.
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  • SO THIS AND BECAUSE YOU'RE AN UNUSUALLY LARGE
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  • AND GINORMOUS PERSON YOU MADE A LIVING BASICALLY
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  • WITH THIS.
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  • - YES.
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  • - THAT'S WHAT YOU MADE A LIVING WITH.
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  • - THIS -- MY JOB WAS TO BASICALLY HIT SOMEBODY SO
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  • HARD THAT THIS WOULD GET DISLODGED FROM THEIR BODY
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  • AND END UP ON THE GROUND.
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  • AND THEM END UP ON THE GROUND, SO YEAH.
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  • - SO YOU COME FROM BASICALLY THE
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  • JACKSONVILLE JAGUARS KIND OF PROFESSIONAL CORE.
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  • SORRY ABOUT THE LOSS.
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  • THAT WAS REALLY A DERAILMENT. OKAY.
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  • THAT WAS BAD.
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  • YOU ALMOST TOOK OUT THE PATRIOTS.
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  • YOU REALIZE THAT?
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  • - YEAH, I WAS VERY VERY FRUSTRATED.
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  • - AND SO ULTIMATELY -- BUT YOU KIND OF CAME UP
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  • THROUGH LIFE.
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  • YOU WENT TO A DIVISION 2 SCHOOL, AND YOU WERE A
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  • SECOND ROUND DRAFT PICK.
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  • YOU WERE THE SECOND MIDDLE LINEBACKER PICK IN
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  • THE ENTIRE DRAFT SEASON, SO OBVIOUSLY YOU KNEW
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  • WHAT TO DO WITH A FOOTBALL.
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  • YOU KNEW HOW TO PLAY.
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  • YOU'RE ATHLETIC.
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  • YOU'RE FAST.
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  • YOU'RE BIG.
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  • GOT IT.
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  • BUT YOU WERE AS LOST AS A PERSON CAN GET.
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  • WHERE DO YOU WANT TO PICK UP YOUR STORY? LET'S --
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  • - MY ESCAPE GROWING UP -- I GREW UP,
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  • THERE WERE SOME ABUSE ISSUES, SOME DIFFERENT
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  • THINGS THAT HAPPENED GROWING UP.
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  • SO MY ESCAPE FROM PAIN AND FRUSTRATION AND HURT
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  • WAS SPORTS.
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  • THAT'S HOW I SURVIVED.
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  • YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU'RE JUST A LITTLE GUY TRYING
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  • TO NAVIGATE THROUGH -- - YOU WERE TECHNICALLY
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  • NEVER A LITTLE GUY, OKAY?
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  • [ LAUGHTER ] SO YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN SMALLER THAN
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  • YOU ARE NOW BUT YOU'VE NEVER BEEN A LITTLE GUY.
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  • - THAT'S TRUE.
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  • SO MY ESCAPE FROM PAIN AND FRUSTRATION AND HURT
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  • WAS ATHLETICS.
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  • AND GROWING UP THROUGH THAT I COULD CHANNEL MY
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  • ANGER IN A PRODUCTIVE WAY.
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  • - GOT IT.
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  • - MADE IT ALL THE WAY TO THE NFL, NOT ONLY WAS
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  • LOST BUT REGULARLY SUICIDAL IN MY THINKING.
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  • I'M THE GUY THAT HAD EVERYTHING YOU CAN
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  • IMAGINE, A DREAM FROM A CHILDHOOD.
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  • YOU BECOME AN NFL PLAYER STARTER ON A TEAM AND
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  • YOU'VE LITERALLY GOT EVERYTHING, AND YET
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  • YOU'RE UTTERLY MISERABLE.
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  • AND THAT WAS MY EXISTENCE WAS I DIDN'T HAVE THE
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  • TRUTH, THE RIGHT TRUTH.
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  • I WAS NOT ONLY LOST BUT STRUGGLING IMMENSELY IN
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  • MY MARRIAGE.
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  • WE WERE PREGNANT WITH OUR FIRST CHILD AFTER MY
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  • ROOKIE SEASON.
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  • I WAS TERRIFIED ABOUT BEING A DAD.
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  • I KNEW I WOULD BE HORRIFIC.
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  • I KNEW I WAS A HORRIFIC HUSBAND, SO I LIVED MOST
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  • OF MY LIFE THROUGH FEAR AND ANGER, AND SO WHEN I
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  • GOT TO THE VERY TOP AND ENDED UP MY ROOKIE SEASON
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  • I SAT IN FRONT OF MY LOCKER DEPRESSED FOR
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  • ABOUT A HALF HOUR AFTER THE LAST GAME OF THE
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  • SEASON, AND I LITERALLY FOUND MYSELF ASKING, IS
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  • THIS IT?
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  • LIKE, THIS IS IT?
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  • - WOW.
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  • YOU HAD A REALLY GOOD ROOKIE SEASON.
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  • HUNDRED AND SOMETHING TACKLES IN YOUR ROOKIE
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  • SEASON, SO YOU WERE A GOOD PLAYER IN THE NFL.
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  • YOU PROBABLY HAD A CONTRACT THAT WAS GOING
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  • TO MEAN MILLIONS OF DOLLARS OVER YOUR CAREER
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  • AND ALL OF THAT KIND OF STUFF.
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  • AND YOU'RE SUICIDAL, DEPRESSED, AND SITTING IN
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  • YOUR LOCKER ROOM AT THE CULMINATION OF
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  • EVERYTHING, AND THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE THINKING FOR REAL?
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  • - THAT'S WHAT I'M THINKING.
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  • AND I KNOW --I ENCOUNTER PEOPLE ALL THE TIME, SOME
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  • OF THE MOST SUCCESSFUL PEOPLE ARE SOME OF THE
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  • MOST MISERABLE PEOPLE.
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  • AND FOR ME AT THAT TIME IT WAS THE ABSENCE OF ANY
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  • KIND OF TRUE LOVE.
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  • MY WIFE ATTEMPTED TO LOVE ME.
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  • I WAS THAT PORCUPINE.
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  • YOU COULDN'T GET CLOSE TO ME.
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  • I ALWAYS HAD THOSE WALLS UP, AND FORTUNATELY FAST
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  • FORWARD A FEW MONTHS MY WIFE IS GROWING SHALL I
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  • SAY IN HER PREGNANCY.
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  • IS THAT A PROPER WAY TO SAY THAT?
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  • - LAURIE CROUCH THAT'S FINE.
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  • [ LAUGHTER ]
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  • - SHE'S PROGRESSING.
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  • - PROGRESSING IS BETTER.
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  • - NINE MONTHS, DUE AT ANY MOMENT.
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  • WE CAME HOME FROM A DAY OUT, AND SHE LOCKED
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  • HERSELF IN THE BATHROOM.
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  • I HAD BLOWN UP.
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  • LOCKS HERSELF IN THE BATHROOM AND SAYS -- I'M
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  • YELLING AT HER, SHE SCREAMING AT HER.
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  • SHE SAYS I WILL NOT COME OUT OF THIS BATHROOM
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  • UNLESS YOU GO TO BIBLE STUDY WITH ME, AND IT'S
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  • AT MARK BURNELL'S HOUSE.
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  • NOW, I THINK I CURSED HER OUT WHEN SHE MENTIONED
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  • BIBLE STUDY HONESTLY BECAUSE I FELT LIKE, WHO
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  • DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
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  • YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN ME.
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  • SO I WAS ARROGANT AND PRIDEFUL.
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  • - WOW. WOW.
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  • - BUT TO GET OUT OF THE DOG HOUSE --
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  • - GET HER OUT OF THE DOG HOUSE.
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  • - TO GET HER OUT OF THAT BATHROOM AND ME GET OUT
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  • OF THAT DOG HOUSE,
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  • WE ENDED UP GOING TO THAT BIBLE STUDY BECAUSE MARK
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  • BURNELL WAS OUR QUARTERBACK ON OUR TEAM.
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  • WE BECAME FRIENDS.
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  • HE WAS A CHRISTIAN, BUT FOR ME I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW
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  • WHAT THAT MEANT.
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  • I JUST THOUGHT HE HAD A REALLY HORRIBLE TASTE IN MUSIC.
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  • - NO CLUE.
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  • [ LAUGHTER ]
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  • - I'M JUST BEING STRAIGHT UP.
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  • - YEAH. YEAH, I GET THAT.
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  • IT WAS CLEAR YOU WERE BEING STRAIGHT UP, SO
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  • LITERALLY NO CLUE ABOUT THE GOSPEL, THE GIFT
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  • OF SALVATION.
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  • YOU JUST DIDN'T -- HADN'T HEARD IT.
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  • - I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS YOUNGER MY PARENTS WENT
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  • TO A METHODIST CHURCH, AND I REMEMBER WE DID A
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  • CONFIRMATION CLASS.
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  • AND I REMEMBER I WAS SO LOST I SAT -- A GIRL WAS
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  • GETTING INTERVIEWED BY THE PASTOR ABOUT WHAT HER
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  • EXPERIENCE WAS.
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  • I OVERHEARD THEM, AND WHEN I WENT IN THE
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  • PASTOR'S OFFICE I JUST LIED AND SAID EXACTLY
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  • WHAT SHE SAID AS FAR AS AN ENCOUNTER WITH JESUS.
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  • - WOW.
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  • - I HAD NO UNDERSTANDING OF JESUS, HIS GIFT,
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  • ANY OF THAT.
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  • LIKE WHEN I SAY THAT I MEAN I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND
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  • AT ALL WHAT IT MEANT TO BE AN ACTUAL CHRISTIAN.
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  • - WHAT HAPPENED AT MARK BURNELL'S HOUSE THAT NIGHT?
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  • - DRIVING OVER THERE, I'M INTERNALLY FREAKING OUT.
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  • I'M TERRIFIED BECAUSE MY THOUGHT WAS LOOKING AT MY
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  • PAST IF THERE'S ONE GUY GOD HATES IN THE ROOM
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  • TONIGHT, IT'S GOING TO BE ME.
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  • - WOW.
  • 00:08:36.260 --> 00:08:38.020
  • - I WAS CONVINCED OF THAT, AND I HAD HURT SO
  • 00:08:38.040 --> 00:08:39.170
  • MANY PEOPLE AND HURT MY WIFE.
  • 00:08:39.190 --> 00:08:41.240
  • SO I'M SCARED GOING OVER THERE, BUT WHEN WE DRIVE
  • 00:08:41.260 --> 00:08:45.010
  • UP AND PULL UP ALL MY BUDDIES THAT I RAN AND
  • 00:08:45.030 --> 00:08:47.050
  • PARTIED WITH, THEM AND THEIR WIVES AND
  • 00:08:47.070 --> 00:08:49.270
  • GIRLFRIENDS ARE ALL THERE.
  • 00:08:49.290 --> 00:08:51.210
  • WE ALL SHOWED UP THE SAME NIGHT.
  • 00:08:51.230 --> 00:08:53.100
  • - WOW.
  • 00:08:53.120 --> 00:08:54.190
  • - SO THAT BROUGHT A LITTLE LEVEL OF --
  • 00:08:54.210 --> 00:08:56.010
  • - JUST A COINCIDENCE?
  • 00:08:56.030 --> 00:08:57.250
  • - WELL, MARK BURNELL'S WIFE STACEY HAD INVITED
  • 00:08:57.270 --> 00:08:59.120
  • ALL THE WIVES AND SOMEHOW THROUGH THAT GIFT OF
  • 00:08:59.140 --> 00:09:03.090
  • INFLUENCE/MANIPULATION --
  • 00:09:03.110 --> 00:09:05.230
  • - GOOD FOR HER.
  • 00:09:05.250 --> 00:09:08.250
  • - THEY ALL GOT US THERE.
  • 00:09:08.270 --> 00:09:10.280
  • AND THEY HAD FLOWN AN EVANGELIST FROM TEXAS,
  • 00:09:11.000 --> 00:09:13.020
  • AND THIS EVANGELIST GOT UP AND PREACHED MY FIRST
  • 00:09:13.040 --> 00:09:16.060
  • MESSAGE I EVER HEARD WAS REVELATION 3: 16, BECAUSE
  • 00:09:16.080 --> 00:09:19.070
  • NEWER NEITHER HOT NOR COLD BUT BECAUSE YOU'RE
  • 00:09:19.090 --> 00:09:21.080
  • LUKEWARM I'LL SPIT YOU OUT OF MY MOUTH.
  • 00:09:21.100 --> 00:09:23.200
  • AND I'M SITTING THERE GOING, OH, NO.
  • 00:09:23.220 --> 00:09:26.070
  • [ LAUGHTER ]
  • 00:09:26.090 --> 00:09:28.100
  • IF THE LUKEWARM DISGUSTS HIM, I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW
  • 00:09:28.120 --> 00:09:30.200
  • DISGUSTING I MUST BE TO HIM.
  • 00:09:30.220 --> 00:09:33.140
  • - WOW.
  • 00:09:33.160 --> 00:09:34.210
  • - BUT THROUGH THE COURSE OF HIS MESSAGE, IT WAS
  • 00:09:34.230 --> 00:09:36.180
  • CLEAR THAT NOT ONLY WAS HE ABLE TO COVER THAT
  • 00:09:36.200 --> 00:09:41.210
  • DARKNESS BUT DELIVER ME FROM IT.
  • 00:09:41.230 --> 00:09:43.270
  • AND NOT ONLY WAS HE ABLE TO DELIVER ME BUT
  • 00:09:43.290 --> 00:09:47.070
  • ACTUALLY BRING FREEDOM.
  • 00:09:47.090 --> 00:09:48.230
  • WHEN I HEARD ABOUT THAT KIND OF LOVE, SOMETHING
  • 00:09:48.250 --> 00:09:50.240
  • JUST WOKE UP INSIDE OF ME.
  • 00:09:50.260 --> 00:09:52.210
  • IT WAS PROBABLY THE FIRST TIME I EVER FELT WHAT
  • 00:09:52.230 --> 00:09:55.030
  • REAL LOVE FEELS LIKE BECAUSE MY WHOLE WORLD
  • 00:09:55.050 --> 00:09:57.010
  • WAS PERFORMANCE.
  • 00:09:57.030 --> 00:09:58.260
  • SO WHEN I KNEW MY PERFORMANCE WAS AWFUL
  • 00:09:58.280 --> 00:10:01.110
  • SPIRITUALLY, TO KNOW THAT THIS GOD LOVED ME, AND
  • 00:10:01.130 --> 00:10:04.070
  • NOT ONLY LOVED ME BUT ACCEPTED ME, THAT WRECKED ME.
  • 00:10:04.090 --> 00:10:07.250
  • I WAS BROKEN FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT.
  • 00:10:07.270 --> 00:10:10.080
  • - SO YOU PRAYED THE PRAYER, BUT THEN CIRCLED
  • 00:10:10.100 --> 00:10:12.200
  • BACK TO THE EVANGELIST AND JUST SAID, WAIT A SECOND.
  • 00:10:12.220 --> 00:10:16.010
  • I'M NOT SURE I GET THIS.
  • 00:10:16.030 --> 00:10:17.230
  • SO WHAT DID YOU SAY?
  • 00:10:17.250 --> 00:10:19.180
  • AND WHAT HAPPENED KIND OF ONE ON ONE?
  • 00:10:19.200 --> 00:10:21.190
  • - YES, SO I HAD NO CHRISTIAN LINGO.
  • 00:10:21.210 --> 00:10:24.190
  • - CHRISTIANESE.
  • 00:10:24.210 --> 00:10:25.220
  • - CHRISTIANESE.
  • 00:10:25.240 --> 00:10:27.000
  • I DIDN'T SPEAK THE LANGUAGE OF THE CHRISTIAN.
  • 00:10:27.020 --> 00:10:29.030
  • ALL I KNEW IS THAT I WAS A MEAT HEAD, THAT I WAS
  • 00:10:29.050 --> 00:10:32.280
  • REALLY JACKED UP, I WAS DEPRESSED, SUICIDAL
  • 00:10:33.000 --> 00:10:35.240
  • COMING IN.
  • 00:10:35.260 --> 00:10:37.010
  • THE ONLY TIME I USED JESUS' NAME WAS TO CURSE.
  • 00:10:37.030 --> 00:10:39.110
  • I WENT IN ACTUALLY HATING GOD, AND I WAS IN THE
  • 00:10:39.130 --> 00:10:42.190
  • MOMENT STARTING TO FEEL LIKE MAYBE I COULD LOVE
  • 00:10:42.210 --> 00:10:46.190
  • THIS GOD, AND SO HE HAD US STAND UP, IF YOU WANT
  • 00:10:46.210 --> 00:10:49.250
  • JESUS, STAND UP.
  • 00:10:49.270 --> 00:10:51.110
  • SO I STOOD UP.
  • 00:10:51.130 --> 00:10:53.060
  • AND HE PRAYED A PRAYER, PROBABLY A TRADITIONAL
  • 00:10:53.080 --> 00:10:55.160
  • SINNER'S PRAYER.
  • 00:10:55.180 --> 00:10:56.290
  • NOTHING REALLY REGISTERED.
  • 00:10:57.010 --> 00:10:58.040
  • SO I DID.
  • 00:10:58.060 --> 00:10:59.070
  • I WENT UP TO HIM AFTERWARDS, AND I'M
  • 00:10:59.090 --> 00:11:00.200
  • WEEPING, AND I'M THIS 260 POUND MIDDLE LINEBACKER
  • 00:11:00.220 --> 00:11:03.030
  • JUST LOSING IT.
  • 00:11:03.050 --> 00:11:05.120
  • I SAID, I DON'T KNOW ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE YOU
  • 00:11:05.140 --> 00:11:07.270
  • SAID TONIGHT, BUT I NEED THIS JESUS YOU TALKED ABOUT.
  • 00:11:07.290 --> 00:11:10.010
  • I NEED HIM REALLY, REALLY BAD.
  • 00:11:10.030 --> 00:11:11.010
  • WHAT DO I DO?
  • 00:11:11.030 --> 00:11:12.120
  • AND HE LOOKED AT ME, AND HE SAID, PRAY.
  • 00:11:12.140 --> 00:11:14.070
  • I LOOKED AT HIM.
  • 00:11:14.090 --> 00:11:15.000
  • I WAS LIKE MAN, YOU PRAY!
  • 00:11:15.020 --> 00:11:16.240
  • [ LAUGHTER ]
  • 00:11:16.260 --> 00:11:18.010
  • YOU'RE THE PRO HERE.
  • 00:11:18.030 --> 00:11:19.110
  • HE'S LIKE JUST PRAY WHATEVER IS ON YOUR HEART.
  • 00:11:19.130 --> 00:11:20.230
  • SO WHAT LEAPT OUT OF ME WAS LORD, MAKE THIS SO
  • 00:11:20.250 --> 00:11:24.110
  • REAL, IT BETTER BE SO REAL THAT I DON'T GO BACK.
  • 00:11:24.130 --> 00:11:27.270
  • - TELL THE AUDIENCE VIEWING RIGHT NOW THAT
  • 00:11:27.290 --> 00:11:30.190
  • THAT CAN HAPPEN FOR THEM RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:11:30.210 --> 00:11:31.210
  • - ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:11:31.230 --> 00:11:33.050
  • YOU MAY BE LISTENING RIGHT NOW TO WHAT WE'RE
  • 00:11:33.070 --> 00:11:35.090
  • SAYING, YOU MIGHT BE JUST LIKE I WAS, HAVE NO GRIP
  • 00:11:35.110 --> 00:11:39.020
  • FOR CHRISTIANITY.
  • 00:11:39.040 --> 00:11:40.140
  • OR MAYBE YOU HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF A GRIP BUT
  • 00:11:40.160 --> 00:11:42.240
  • YOU HAVE NO CLUE ABOUT HOW TO CONNECT WITH GOD.
  • 00:11:42.260 --> 00:11:46.120
  • AND IT'S THROUGH JESUS.
  • 00:11:46.140 --> 00:11:47.170
  • IT'S JUST THAT SIMPLE.
  • 00:11:47.190 --> 00:11:49.020
  • THAT NIGHT I HEARD THE SIMPLE TRUTH, JESUS
  • 00:11:49.040 --> 00:11:50.200
  • CHRIST WAS SENT TO NOT JUST FORGIVE ME, NOT JUST
  • 00:11:50.220 --> 00:11:54.030
  • TAKE AWAY MY SIN, BUT CONNECT ME WITH THE FATHER.
  • 00:11:54.050 --> 00:11:57.120
  • AND I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU TONIGHT THE GOAL OF
  • 00:11:57.140 --> 00:11:59.130
  • THE GOSPEL, THE GOAL OF THIS WHOLE THING IS THE FATHER.
  • 00:11:59.150 --> 00:12:01.220
  • IT'S THE FATHER.
  • 00:12:01.240 --> 00:12:03.140
  • IT'S A RELATIONSHIP, SO IT CAN BE AS SIMPLE AS MY
  • 00:12:03.160 --> 00:12:05.180
  • PRAYER WAS THAT NIGHT.
  • 00:12:05.200 --> 00:12:07.200
  • AND WHY DON'T WE JUST DO THAT?
  • 00:12:07.220 --> 00:12:08.280
  • MAYBE YOU'RE WATCHING RIGHT NOW AND YOU FEEL
  • 00:12:09.000 --> 00:12:10.220
  • DISCONNECTED, ABSENT, SEPARATED FROM GOD.
  • 00:12:10.240 --> 00:12:14.060
  • RIGHT NOW JUST IN YOUR LIVING ROOM, WHEREVER
  • 00:12:14.080 --> 00:12:16.120
  • YOU'RE AT, CRY OUT JUST LIKE I DID.
  • 00:12:16.140 --> 00:12:18.060
  • LET'S JUST PRAY THAT TOGETHER.
  • 00:12:18.080 --> 00:12:19.140
  • LORD, YOU BETTER MAKE THIS SO REAL THAT I DON'T
  • 00:12:19.160 --> 00:12:22.020
  • GO BACK.
  • 00:12:22.040 --> 00:12:23.120
  • - WOW.
  • 00:12:23.140 --> 00:12:24.140
  • - REACH OUT FOR HIM.
  • 00:12:24.160 --> 00:12:25.250
  • HE'S CERTAINLY BEEN REACHING OUT FOR YOU.
  • 00:12:25.270 --> 00:12:27.040
  • THE BIBLE ACTUALLY SAYS IF YOU CALL UPON HIS
  • 00:12:27.060 --> 00:12:29.010
  • NAME, YOU CAN BE SAVED.
  • 00:12:29.030 --> 00:12:30.280
  • CALL UPON THE NAME OF JESUS RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:12:31.000 --> 00:12:32.280
  • YOU CAN BE SAVED RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:12:33.000 --> 00:12:34.040
  • - BEAUTIFUL. WOW.
  • 00:12:34.060 --> 00:12:35.040
  • - BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:12:35.060 --> 00:12:36.040
  • - OKAY.
  • 00:12:36.060 --> 00:12:37.120
  • LET'S KEEP GOING.
  • 00:12:37.140 --> 00:12:38.250
  • [ CHEERS AND APPLAUSE ]
  • 00:12:38.270 --> 00:12:42.070
  • IF YOU JUST TUNED IN -- THROW ME THE FOOTBALL
  • 00:12:42.090 --> 00:12:46.040
  • BUT NOT REAL HARD.
  • 00:12:46.060 --> 00:12:47.040
  • [ LAUGHTER ]
  • 00:12:47.060 --> 00:12:48.250
  • OKAY, THIS, THE NFL FOOTBALL, SORRY ABOUT THE
  • 00:12:48.270 --> 00:12:53.270
  • JACKSONVILLE, JAGUARS BY THE WAY.
  • 00:12:53.290 --> 00:12:56.130
  • IT WAS TRAGIC.
  • 00:12:56.150 --> 00:12:57.160
  • - I'M GETTING OVER IT.
  • 00:12:57.180 --> 00:12:58.160
  • - JUST LET IT GO.
  • 00:12:58.180 --> 00:13:00.150
  • - AND BRYAN SCHWARTZ, YOU KNOW, BASICALLY WHERE
  • 00:13:00.170 --> 00:13:06.130
  • WE ARE IN THE STORY IS YOU HAVE FELT LOVE FOR
  • 00:13:06.150 --> 00:13:09.240
  • THE FIRST TIME.
  • 00:13:09.260 --> 00:13:10.250
  • YOU'RE AT MARK BURNELL'S HOUSE.
  • 00:13:10.270 --> 00:13:12.140
  • YOU HAVE ACCEPTED JESUS.
  • 00:13:12.160 --> 00:13:14.200
  • IT STUCK.
  • 00:13:14.220 --> 00:13:15.200
  • HOW MANY YEARS AGO WAS THAT NOW?
  • 00:13:15.220 --> 00:13:17.100
  • - THAT WAS IN 1996.
  • 00:13:17.120 --> 00:13:19.060
  • - '96, SO WE'RE 20 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD, 22 YEARS
  • 00:13:19.080 --> 00:13:22.120
  • DOWN THE ROAD, SO THIS THING STUCK WITH YOU.
  • 00:13:22.140 --> 00:13:26.170
  • - YEAH.
  • 00:13:26.190 --> 00:13:27.170
  • - IT'S REAL.
  • 00:13:27.190 --> 00:13:28.150
  • YOU'RE SAYING IT'S REAL.
  • 00:13:28.170 --> 00:13:29.220
  • - VERY REAL.
  • 00:13:29.240 --> 00:13:31.060
  • AND THEN ON TOP OF THAT, THE WHOLE PRAYER I
  • 00:13:31.080 --> 00:13:33.020
  • PRAYED, THE NEXT DAY I WAKE UP, I GO GET
  • 00:13:33.040 --> 00:13:34.180
  • WATER BAPTIZED.
  • 00:13:34.200 --> 00:13:35.250
  • MY WIFE WAS NOT FEELING WELL.
  • 00:13:35.270 --> 00:13:37.140
  • SHE ENDED UP GOING INTO LABOR, SO TWO DAYS AFTER
  • 00:13:37.160 --> 00:13:40.050
  • WE GAVE -- BOTH OF US GOT SAVED THAT NIGHT.
  • 00:13:40.070 --> 00:13:42.270
  • WHATEVER TERMINOLOGY YOU WANT TO USE, WE GOT BORN
  • 00:13:42.290 --> 00:13:45.150
  • AGAIN, SAVED, RIGHT WITH GOD, BOTH
  • 00:13:45.170 --> 00:13:48.120
  • EXPERIENCED PEACE.
  • 00:13:48.140 --> 00:13:49.280
  • WE LITERALLY WENT OVER THERE AS ENEMIES AND CAME
  • 00:13:50.000 --> 00:13:51.190
  • OUT IN LOVE.
  • 00:13:51.210 --> 00:13:52.270
  • I'M NOT EXAGGERATING.
  • 00:13:52.290 --> 00:13:54.000
  • - WOW.
  • 00:13:54.020 --> 00:13:55.050
  • - HE DIDN'T JUST SAVE US.
  • 00:13:55.070 --> 00:13:56.100
  • HE PUT NEW HEARTS IN US FOR EACH OTHER.
  • 00:13:56.120 --> 00:13:58.060
  • SHE GOES INTO LABOR.
  • 00:13:58.080 --> 00:13:59.180
  • WE HAVE OUR FIRST BABY TWO DAYS AFTER.
  • 00:13:59.200 --> 00:14:02.130
  • - ALMOST AN ANALOGY OF WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU 48
  • 00:14:02.150 --> 00:14:05.020
  • HOURS EARLIER.
  • 00:14:05.040 --> 00:14:06.080
  • - YES.
  • 00:14:06.100 --> 00:14:07.190
  • WHEN I SAW MY DAUGHTER COME OUT OF THE WOMB, IT
  • 00:14:07.210 --> 00:14:10.160
  • WAS VERY CLEAR WHAT HAPPENED THE NIGHT BEFORE.
  • 00:14:10.180 --> 00:14:12.200
  • I'D BEEN BIRTHED OUT OF DARKNESS, COMPLETE DARKNESS.
  • 00:14:12.220 --> 00:14:15.150
  • - WOW.
  • 00:14:15.170 --> 00:14:16.250
  • - OKAY. THINK FAST.
  • 00:14:16.270 --> 00:14:18.060
  • OKAY. KEEP THAT WITH YOU.
  • 00:14:18.080 --> 00:14:19.270
  • - VERY COMFORTABLE WITH THAT FOOTBALL.
  • 00:14:19.290 --> 00:14:21.140
  • YOU NOTICE THAT?
  • 00:14:21.160 --> 00:14:23.020
  • - YEAH.
  • 00:14:23.040 --> 00:14:24.140
  • [ LAUGHTER ] SO HERE'S AN INTERESTING THING THOUGH,
  • 00:14:24.160 --> 00:14:27.190
  • YOU'RE GOING TO GO TO HEAVEN IF YOU DIE THAT NIGHT.
  • 00:14:27.210 --> 00:14:29.290
  • - YES.
  • 00:14:30.010 --> 00:14:32.060
  • - BUT THERE WERE THINGS STILL INSIDE OF YOU AND
  • 00:14:32.080 --> 00:14:35.210
  • YOUR WIFE STARTED POINTING THEM OUT.
  • 00:14:35.230 --> 00:14:37.290
  • IS THAT RIGHT?
  • 00:14:38.010 --> 00:14:38.260
  • - WHAT ARE WIVES FOR?
  • 00:14:38.280 --> 00:14:40.120
  • - I HAVE FOUND THEY'RE VERY GOOD [ LAUGHTER ]
  • 00:14:40.140 --> 00:14:42.210
  • AT DOING THAT.
  • 00:14:42.230 --> 00:14:44.040
  • THE LORD USES -- THE HOLY SPIRIT WORKS.
  • 00:14:44.060 --> 00:14:45.100
  • - ESPECIALLY YOURS.
  • 00:14:45.120 --> 00:14:46.200
  • - UH-HUH.
  • 00:14:46.220 --> 00:14:47.140
  • SHE'S AWESOME AT IT.
  • 00:14:47.160 --> 00:14:48.280
  • - THE HOLY SPIRIT SPIRIT USES US A LOT.
  • 00:14:49.000 --> 00:14:50.020
  • - ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:14:50.040 --> 00:14:50.280
  • AND IT WAS NEEDED.
  • 00:14:51.000 --> 00:14:52.120
  • - SO YOU BELIEVE, YOU KNOW, WE DON'T WANT TO
  • 00:14:52.140 --> 00:14:56.140
  • GET HUNG UP ON TERMINOLOGY, BUT YOU
  • 00:14:56.160 --> 00:14:57.250
  • BELIEVE THAT THERE WAS GENERATIONAL CURSE OR
  • 00:14:57.270 --> 00:15:02.060
  • GENERATIONAL DARKNESS, WHATEVER TERM WE WANT TO
  • 00:15:02.080 --> 00:15:06.010
  • USE HERE THAT NEEDED TO GET -- AND SO TELL US A
  • 00:15:06.030 --> 00:15:08.090
  • LITTLE BIT ABOUT THAT.
  • 00:15:08.110 --> 00:15:10.070
  • WHAT HAPPENED?
  • 00:15:10.090 --> 00:15:11.180
  • - YEAH, SO NOT ONLY -- WHEN I LOOK BACK UPON MY
  • 00:15:11.200 --> 00:15:14.130
  • -- IT'S FUNNY HOW IN OUR FAMILY MOST OF THE
  • 00:15:14.150 --> 00:15:17.030
  • DYSFUNCTION SEEMS TO COME FROM MY SIDE OF THE
  • 00:15:17.050 --> 00:15:19.060
  • FAMILY AT LEAST ACCORDING TO HER.
  • 00:15:19.080 --> 00:15:20.290
  • [ LAUGHTER ] AND SO WHEN I LOOK BACK UPON THE
  • 00:15:21.010 --> 00:15:22.180
  • GENERATIONS THERE WAS CLEAR PATTERNS OF ANGER,
  • 00:15:22.200 --> 00:15:25.280
  • DEPRESSION, FRUSTRATION.
  • 00:15:26.000 --> 00:15:29.240
  • - IN A LOT OF YOUR FAMILY.
  • 00:15:29.260 --> 00:15:31.160
  • - A LOT OF FAMILY.
  • 00:15:31.180 --> 00:15:33.070
  • SICKNESS, MY GREW UP IN A HOUSE HOLD WHERE MY MOM
  • 00:15:33.090 --> 00:15:38.120
  • WAS CONSTANTLY SICK, FINANCIAL ISSUES,
  • 00:15:38.140 --> 00:15:39.280
  • THINGS LIKE THAT.
  • 00:15:40.000 --> 00:15:41.240
  • SO WHEN WE CAME TO KNOW JESUS, WE WERE BRAND-NEW.
  • 00:15:41.260 --> 00:15:43.030
  • WE FELT GREAT, BUT I STILL HAD ANGER.
  • 00:15:43.050 --> 00:15:44.210
  • I'LL BE STRAIGHT UP.
  • 00:15:44.230 --> 00:15:45.220
  • I STILL WENT OUT AND KICKED MY CAR.
  • 00:15:45.240 --> 00:15:48.290
  • I HAD THIS ANGER THAT I COULD NOT CONTROL AT TIMES, AND
  • 00:15:49.010 --> 00:15:51.250
  • I GUARANTY YOU THERE'S PEOPLE WATCHING RIGHT NOW
  • 00:15:51.270 --> 00:15:54.150
  • THAT PROBABLY EVEN GO TO CHURCH, MAYBE EVEN ATTEND
  • 00:15:54.170 --> 00:15:57.050
  • BIBLE STUDIES, BUT THEY STILL DEAL WITH THESE
  • 00:15:57.070 --> 00:16:00.060
  • FLARE UPS, AND WHEN YOU --
  • 00:16:00.080 --> 00:16:02.230
  • - AND IT'S WAY OUT OF THE NORM. IN OTHER WORDS --
  • 00:16:02.250 --> 00:16:05.040
  • - YEAH, IT'S NOT SOMETHING
  • 00:16:05.060 --> 00:16:06.220
  • THAT YOU CAN JUST WILL YOURSELF TO NOT DO.
  • 00:16:06.240 --> 00:16:08.130
  • IT WAS OUT OF THE ORDINARY.
  • 00:16:08.150 --> 00:16:10.170
  • - YOU THINK IT WAS WEIRDER FOR YOU BECAUSE
  • 00:16:10.190 --> 00:16:12.210
  • YOU NEEDED THAT FUEL ON THE FOOTBALL FIELD
  • 00:16:12.230 --> 00:16:15.170
  • BECAUSE THAT HELPED YOU IN YOUR PROFESSION WHERE
  • 00:16:15.190 --> 00:16:17.160
  • YOU MADE A LIVING?
  • 00:16:17.180 --> 00:16:19.010
  • OR WAS IT JUST WEIRD ALL THE TIME?
  • 00:16:19.030 --> 00:16:21.140
  • - OKAY. OKAY.
  • 00:16:21.160 --> 00:16:22.210
  • I'M A STRAIGHT UP GUY.
  • 00:16:22.230 --> 00:16:23.270
  • - FULL DISCLOSURE.
  • 00:16:23.290 --> 00:16:25.100
  • - I HAD A GUY PRAYING FOR ME ONE TIME DOING
  • 00:16:25.120 --> 00:16:27.170
  • SOME DELIVERANCE, AND I ACTUALLY LOOKED AT HIM,
  • 00:16:27.190 --> 00:16:30.030
  • AND AGAIN I WAS YOUNG IN THE FAITH, AND I SAID
  • 00:16:30.050 --> 00:16:31.250
  • WHATEVER YOU DO, DON'T CAST OUT ANGER BECAUSE
  • 00:16:31.270 --> 00:16:35.200
  • IT'S REALLY GREAT FOR MY PROFESSION.
  • 00:16:35.220 --> 00:16:37.140
  • [ LAUGHTER ]
  • 00:16:37.160 --> 00:16:39.290
  • - HE DIDN'T LIKE THAT, SO -- BUT IT WAS.
  • 00:16:40.010 --> 00:16:43.140
  • IT WAS DIFFICULT BECAUSE THAT WAS SOMETHING THAT
  • 00:16:43.160 --> 00:16:46.150
  • MADE ME A GOOD LINEBACKER.
  • 00:16:46.170 --> 00:16:47.190
  • IT DROVE ME, BUT IT WAS UNHEALTHY IN
  • 00:16:47.210 --> 00:16:49.020
  • EVERY OTHER AREA OF MY LIFE.
  • 00:16:49.040 --> 00:16:50.240
  • AND SO FAST FORWARD A LITTLE BIT --
  • 00:16:50.260 --> 00:16:54.020
  • - WAIT. BEFORE YOU GET AWAY FROM THE ANGER ON THE FOOTBALL
  • 00:16:54.040 --> 00:16:55.290
  • FIELD, IT HELPED YOU WHEN YOU BLEW UP JEROME BETTIS
  • 00:16:56.010 --> 00:16:59.120
  • COMING THROUGH THE LINE THAT ONE TIME, RIGHT?
  • 00:16:59.140 --> 00:17:01.070
  • - IT CERTAINLY DID.
  • 00:17:01.090 --> 00:17:02.080
  • - THAT HELPED, RIGHT?
  • 00:17:02.100 --> 00:17:03.180
  • - YES, WHEN THE BUS JUST RECEIVED THE HAND OFF AND
  • 00:17:03.200 --> 00:17:05.040
  • I SHOT THE GAP AND BLEW HIM UP?
  • 00:17:05.060 --> 00:17:07.000
  • YES, ANGER WAS GOOD.
  • 00:17:07.020 --> 00:17:08.290
  • THAT'S GOOD ANGER.
  • 00:17:09.010 --> 00:17:10.220
  • - THAT'S FOOTBALL TALK, YOU KNOW.
  • 00:17:10.240 --> 00:17:12.030
  • - SIN NOT.
  • 00:17:12.050 --> 00:17:14.140
  • - YOU WANT TO GET RID OF THIS OPPRESSION.
  • 00:17:14.160 --> 00:17:18.140
  • HOW DID YOU DO THAT?
  • 00:17:18.160 --> 00:17:19.260
  • - YES.
  • 00:17:19.280 --> 00:17:21.200
  • SO MY WIFE HAD RECEIVED IN THE MAIL A BOOK.
  • 00:17:21.220 --> 00:17:24.240
  • SOMEBODY HAD MAILED HER A BOOK, CATCHY LITTLE TITLE
  • 00:17:24.260 --> 00:17:26.280
  • CALLED, THEY SHALL EXPEL DEMONS.
  • 00:17:27.000 --> 00:17:29.120
  • SO YOU CAN IMAGINE WE HAVE NO -- WE'RE NOT IN CHURCH.
  • 00:17:29.140 --> 00:17:33.060
  • WE DON'T HAVE THE LINGO, AND WE GET A BOOK IN THE
  • 00:17:33.080 --> 00:17:34.260
  • MAIL, THEY SHALL EXPEL DEMONS BY AN AUTHOR WE
  • 00:17:34.280 --> 00:17:37.120
  • DON'T KNOW.
  • 00:17:37.140 --> 00:17:38.220
  • IT WAS DEREK PRINCE WHO HAD WRITTEN A BOOK.
  • 00:17:38.240 --> 00:17:40.030
  • MY WIFE STARTS READING.
  • 00:17:40.050 --> 00:17:41.090
  • SHE LOVES TO READ.
  • 00:17:41.110 --> 00:17:42.090
  • SHE'S READING THIS BOOK.
  • 00:17:42.110 --> 00:17:43.160
  • SHE GETS TO A POINT IN THE BOOK WHEN DEREK
  • 00:17:43.180 --> 00:17:45.060
  • PRINCE IS DESCRIBING HIS STRUGGLE WITH DEPRESSION
  • 00:17:45.080 --> 00:17:48.070
  • AND HEAVINESS.
  • 00:17:48.090 --> 00:17:49.140
  • AND SHE YELLS AT ME FROM THE OTHER ROOM, SHE GOES,
  • 00:17:49.160 --> 00:17:51.280
  • HEY, BRYAN!
  • 00:17:52.000 --> 00:17:52.240
  • COME HERE.
  • 00:17:52.260 --> 00:17:53.200
  • I THINK YOU HAVE THIS.
  • 00:17:53.220 --> 00:17:54.240
  • [ LAUGHTER ]
  • 00:17:54.260 --> 00:17:56.170
  • I WAS LIKE OH, OKAY.
  • 00:17:56.190 --> 00:17:57.230
  • I DON'T THINK I SAID HEY, OKAY, SWEETIE.
  • 00:17:57.250 --> 00:17:59.060
  • I THINK I SAID OKAY, REALLY, WHAT IS IT?
  • 00:17:59.080 --> 00:18:00.280
  • SO SHE BEGAN TO READ, AND AS SHE READ, IT WAS
  • 00:18:01.000 --> 00:18:03.170
  • HIM VOICING WHAT I WAS STRUGGLING WITH.
  • 00:18:03.190 --> 00:18:06.100
  • - WOW.
  • 00:18:06.120 --> 00:18:07.180
  • - FOR MOST OF MY LIFE, AS LONG AS I COULD
  • 00:18:07.200 --> 00:18:09.040
  • REMEMBER IT WAS A BATTLE WITH HEAVINESS, JUST
  • 00:18:09.060 --> 00:18:12.010
  • FEELING MELANCHOLY AND HEAVY MOST OF THE TIME.
  • 00:18:12.030 --> 00:18:14.270
  • SOMETIMES NOT WANTING TO GET OUT OF BED, AND SO I
  • 00:18:14.290 --> 00:18:17.120
  • SAID OKAY, NOW THAT WE KNOW WE'VE ESTABLISHED I
  • 00:18:17.140 --> 00:18:19.080
  • HAVE THIS, WHAT DO WE DO?
  • 00:18:19.100 --> 00:18:22.000
  • WHAT DOES HE SAY TO DO?
  • 00:18:22.020 --> 00:18:23.150
  • AND THAT'S JUST HOW SIMPLE WE WERE.
  • 00:18:23.170 --> 00:18:25.060
  • WE JUST HAD SIMPLE FAITH.
  • 00:18:25.080 --> 00:18:26.140
  • - I LOVE THAT.
  • 00:18:26.160 --> 00:18:27.240
  • - IF SOMEBODY OF FAITH SAYS IT WORKS, WE'RE
  • 00:18:27.260 --> 00:18:29.130
  • GOING TO TRUST THAT, AND SHE READ WHAT HE SAID TO DO.
  • 00:18:29.150 --> 00:18:32.140
  • IT WAS VERY SIMPLE, REPENT OF THE SIN,
  • 00:18:32.160 --> 00:18:35.280
  • RECOGNIZE IT, RENOUNCE IT WHICH IS JUST A FANCY
  • 00:18:36.000 --> 00:18:39.120
  • TERM OF SAYING I DON'T AGREE WITH IT ANYMORE,
  • 00:18:39.140 --> 00:18:41.080
  • AND THEN RESIST.
  • 00:18:41.100 --> 00:18:43.000
  • AND SO I SAID WELL, PRAY FOR ME.
  • 00:18:43.020 --> 00:18:44.080
  • AND SHE LAID HER HAND ON ME.
  • 00:18:44.100 --> 00:18:46.070
  • WE DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT LAYING ON OF HANDS.
  • 00:18:46.090 --> 00:18:47.250
  • SHE JUST LAID HER HAND ON ME, AND PRAYED THE PRAYER
  • 00:18:47.270 --> 00:18:51.030
  • THAT WAS WRITTEN IN THE BOOK.
  • 00:18:51.050 --> 00:18:52.070
  • - WOW.
  • 00:18:52.090 --> 00:18:53.170
  • - AND AS SOON AS SHE PRAYED THAT, THE POWER OF
  • 00:18:53.190 --> 00:18:55.040
  • GOD HIT ME, AND I FELT WHAT FELT LIKE A COAT OF
  • 00:18:55.060 --> 00:18:57.240
  • ARMOR WHICH IT PROBABLY WAS.
  • 00:18:57.260 --> 00:18:59.210
  • THIS THING HAD PROBABLY TRY TO PROTECT ME,
  • 00:18:59.230 --> 00:19:02.000
  • PRESERVE ME FROM PAIN AND STUFF.
  • 00:19:02.020 --> 00:19:05.290
  • IT CAME OFF. I LITERALLY FELT THIS THING LIFT,
  • 00:19:06.010 --> 00:19:08.190
  • AND WHEN I OPENED MY EYES, EVERYTHING WAS BRIGHTER.
  • 00:19:08.210 --> 00:19:12.170
  • AND I CAN'T TELL YOU THAT EVERY SINGLE THING WENT
  • 00:19:12.190 --> 00:19:15.110
  • AWAY, BUT FROM THAT POINT ON,
  • 00:19:15.130 --> 00:19:17.070
  • I HAVE NOT STRUGGLED WITH THAT HEAVINESS, THAT COAT,
  • 00:19:17.090 --> 00:19:21.090
  • THAT THING THAT WOULD COME ON ME.
  • 00:19:21.110 --> 00:19:22.280
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:19:23.000 --> 00:19:28.050
  • - WHY DON'T YOU-- WE KIND OF TALKED ABOUT THIS AT THE
  • 00:19:28.070 --> 00:19:31.150
  • BEGINNING OF THE SHOW. WHY DON'T YOU ADDRESS THAT.
  • 00:19:31.170 --> 00:19:35.200
  • THIS STUDIO-- AND WE HAVE A STUDIO AUDIENCE HERE,
  • 00:19:35.220 --> 00:19:38.150
  • AND THIS IS BY SATELLITES AND PEOPLE,
  • 00:19:38.170 --> 00:19:41.100
  • BUT THIS IS A LIVING ROOM SETTING.
  • 00:19:41.120 --> 00:19:43.210
  • WHY DON'T YOU JUST TAKE THAT SAME SIMPLENESS,
  • 00:19:43.230 --> 00:19:46.210
  • SOMEBODY THAT'S FEELING SOMETHING LIKE YOU DID
  • 00:19:46.230 --> 00:19:49.060
  • AND PRAY FOR THEM.
  • 00:19:49.080 --> 00:19:50.190
  • - ABSOLUTELY. AND NOT ONLY THE DEPRESSION,
  • 00:19:50.210 --> 00:19:53.180
  • I CONFRONTED ANGER, FRUSTRATION.
  • 00:19:53.200 --> 00:19:57.020
  • I DABBLED IN WITCHCRAFT.
  • 00:19:57.040 --> 00:19:59.110
  • I'VE DONE THINGS THAT I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE.
  • 00:19:59.130 --> 00:20:01.150
  • I HAD EXPOSED MYSELF TO FILMS I SHOULD HAVE NEVER
  • 00:20:01.170 --> 00:20:03.190
  • BEEN EXPOSED TO. SO THE NEXT MORNING I WOKE UP,
  • 00:20:03.210 --> 00:20:06.130
  • WENT THROUGH THE SAME PROCESS,
  • 00:20:06.150 --> 00:20:08.040
  • AND BASICALLY IT WAS THIS.
  • 00:20:08.060 --> 00:20:09.170
  • IT WAS RECOGNIZING IF I HAD SINNED WHAT THAT SIN WAS,
  • 00:20:09.190 --> 00:20:14.030
  • JUST CONFESSING IT.
  • 00:20:14.050 --> 00:20:15.170
  • I KNEW I WAS FORGIVEN, BUT THERE'S SOMETHING ABOUT THE
  • 00:20:15.190 --> 00:20:17.230
  • TRANSACTION OF RELATIONALLY JUST LOOKING AT THE
  • 00:20:17.250 --> 00:20:20.180
  • FATHER AND GOING "I CONFESS THIS TO YOU.
  • 00:20:20.200 --> 00:20:22.190
  • PLEASE FORGIVE ME."
  • 00:20:22.210 --> 00:20:23.270
  • AND THEN THE SECOND PART WAS RENOUNCING.
  • 00:20:23.290 --> 00:20:26.130
  • AND SO MAYBE YOU'RE STRUGGLING WITH SOME OF
  • 00:20:26.150 --> 00:20:28.060
  • THESE THINGS. MAYBE YOU'VE COMMITTED ERROR.
  • 00:20:28.080 --> 00:20:30.130
  • MAYBE YOU'VE STRUGGLED AND DONE THINGS YOU KNOW
  • 00:20:30.150 --> 00:20:32.160
  • YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE.
  • 00:20:32.180 --> 00:20:34.060
  • NOW IS THE TIME TO SIMPLY CRY OUT TO GOD.
  • 00:20:34.080 --> 00:20:36.270
  • THE BIBLE SAYS YOU CAN APPROACH THE THRONE OF
  • 00:20:36.290 --> 00:20:38.240
  • MERCY AND FIND THAT GRACE AND PEACE IN
  • 00:20:38.260 --> 00:20:41.170
  • THE MOMENT OF NEED.
  • 00:20:41.190 --> 00:20:43.060
  • SO RIGHT NOW, I WOULD JUST CONFESS YOUR SIN TO GOD.
  • 00:20:43.080 --> 00:20:46.040
  • JUST SIMPLY CONFESS IT. ASK HIM TO FORGIVE YOU.
  • 00:20:46.060 --> 00:20:49.070
  • AND THEN THE SECOND STEP HE GAVE WAS TO RENOUNCE IT.
  • 00:20:49.090 --> 00:20:52.060
  • JUST SIMPLY SAY TO THE FATHER,
  • 00:20:52.080 --> 00:20:53.200
  • I AM NO LONGER GONNA SUBMIT TO THIS.
  • 00:20:53.220 --> 00:20:55.190
  • I'M NOT GONNA AGREE TO DO THIS ANYMORE AND THE
  • 00:20:55.210 --> 00:20:57.120
  • ACTIVITIES I'VE BEEN DOING, I COMMIT TO PUSHING THEM
  • 00:20:57.140 --> 00:20:59.290
  • ASIDE. AND THEN THIRDLY, RECOGNIZE, REPENT,
  • 00:21:00.030 --> 00:21:04.020
  • RENOUNCE AND THEN RESIST.
  • 00:21:04.040 --> 00:21:06.240
  • AND THE WAY YOU RESIST IS ACTUALLY JUST GRABBING HOLD
  • 00:21:06.260 --> 00:21:10.080
  • OF WHAT JESUS GRABBED HOLD OF YOU FOR.
  • 00:21:10.100 --> 00:21:13.070
  • AND WHEN YOU PRAY IN THE NAME OF JESUS,
  • 00:21:13.090 --> 00:21:15.230
  • IT'S NOT ATTACHING HIS NAME TO SOMETHING,
  • 00:21:15.250 --> 00:21:18.000
  • IT'S ACTUALLY GOING I'M IN JESUS.
  • 00:21:18.020 --> 00:21:19.270
  • HE'S MY FRIEND. HE'S MY LORD. HE'S MY KING.
  • 00:21:19.290 --> 00:21:22.270
  • SO IN THAT NAME, I COMMAND ANGER, FEAR, FRUSTRATION,
  • 00:21:22.290 --> 00:21:29.030
  • DISCOURAGEMENT, DEPRESSION, WHATEVER IT IS RIGHT NOW
  • 00:21:29.050 --> 00:21:31.290
  • WHEREVER YOU'RE AT, GO AHEAD AND CALL UPON
  • 00:21:32.010 --> 00:21:33.260
  • THE NAME OF JESUS.
  • 00:21:33.280 --> 00:21:35.160
  • AND I CALLED UPON HIS NAME AND GOT SET FREE AND YOU
  • 00:21:35.180 --> 00:21:38.110
  • CAN CALL UPON HIS NAME RIGHT NOW AND GET SET FREE
  • 00:21:38.130 --> 00:21:41.070
  • FROM THESE DEMONIC INFLUENCES IN YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:21:41.090 --> 00:21:44.070
  • SO FATHER, RIGHT NOW IN THE NAME OF JESUS,
  • 00:21:44.090 --> 00:21:46.160
  • WE AGREE WITH ALL THE PRAYERS THAT ARE BEING
  • 00:21:46.180 --> 00:21:49.020
  • PRAYED RIGHT NOW IN THE NAME OF JESUS,
  • 00:21:49.040 --> 00:21:51.220
  • YOU NOT ONLY FORGIVE AND RELEASE,
  • 00:21:51.240 --> 00:21:53.200
  • BUT YOU WOULD DELIVER AND YOU WOULD ALSO GIVE THEM
  • 00:21:53.220 --> 00:21:56.210
  • THE CAPACITY TO RESIST FROM THIS DAY FORWARD.
  • 00:21:56.230 --> 00:22:00.050
  • AND HOLY SPIRIT, WOULD YOU COME IN SUCH POWER AND GIVE
  • 00:22:00.070 --> 00:22:03.040
  • THEM THE POWER TO RESIST AND OVERCOME
  • 00:22:03.060 --> 00:22:05.160
  • IN JESUS NAME. AMEN.
  • 00:22:05.180 --> 00:22:07.250
  • - MATT CROUCH: AMEN.
  • 00:22:07.270 --> 00:22:09.130
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:22:09.150 --> 00:22:13.010
  • - I JUST WANT TO REMIND EVERYBODY THAT THERE IS A
  • 00:22:13.030 --> 00:22:14.270
  • TELEPHONE NUMBER ON THE BOTTOM OF YOUR SCREEN AND
  • 00:22:14.290 --> 00:22:17.130
  • WE LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU.
  • 00:22:17.150 --> 00:22:18.230
  • I DON'T THINK WE SAY THAT OFTEN ENOUGH,
  • 00:22:18.250 --> 00:22:21.030
  • BUT IF YOU'VE GOT REDEDICATION,
  • 00:22:21.050 --> 00:22:24.200
  • IF YOU'VE REDEDICATED YOUR LIFE TO CHRIST,
  • 00:22:24.220 --> 00:22:26.110
  • IF YOU'VE JUST BEEN SAVED FOR THE FIRST TIME,
  • 00:22:26.130 --> 00:22:28.130
  • WE LOVE TO HEAR THAT.
  • 00:22:28.150 --> 00:22:29.240
  • IF YOU HAVE PRAYER REQUESTS, WE HAVE PEOPLE,
  • 00:22:29.260 --> 00:22:32.030
  • BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL PRAYER PARTNERS ALL AROUND THE
  • 00:22:32.050 --> 00:22:34.180
  • WORLD PRAYING FOR YOU.
  • 00:22:34.200 --> 00:22:36.270
  • AND SO THAT PRAYER LINE IS ALWAYS AVAILABLE TO YOU.
  • 00:22:36.290 --> 00:22:39.240
  • WE JUST LOVE HEARING FROM YOU. CAN GO ON THE INTERNET.
  • 00:22:39.260 --> 00:22:43.270
  • - AND WE LOVE HEARING FROM YOU ABOUT WHAT THINGS ARE
  • 00:22:43.290 --> 00:22:46.220
  • HAPPENING, TESTIMONIES AND ALL OF THAT.
  • 00:22:46.240 --> 00:22:49.110
  • WE'RE GONNA KEEP PROGRESSING THROUGH
  • 00:22:49.130 --> 00:22:51.120
  • BRYAN'S STORY, BUT THIS MIGHT BE A GOOD TIME.
  • 00:22:51.140 --> 00:22:55.200
  • WE KNOW BRYAN BECAUSE OF DARREN WILSON.
  • 00:22:55.220 --> 00:23:01.060
  • AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME WE'VE MET,
  • 00:23:01.080 --> 00:23:04.160
  • BUT I FEEL LIKE I KNOW YOU BECAUSE YOU COME INTO THE
  • 00:23:04.180 --> 00:23:06.150
  • HOMES OF SOME OF THE TBN VIEWERS THROUGH ADVENTURES
  • 00:23:06.170 --> 00:23:09.250
  • WITH GOD AND WHAT'S THE NAME OF THE OTHER PROGRAM
  • 00:23:09.270 --> 00:23:14.170
  • THAT YOU'RE ON AROUND THE TABLE?
  • 00:23:14.190 --> 00:23:16.090
  • QUESTIONS WITH GOD.
  • 00:23:16.110 --> 00:23:17.180
  • OKAY, QUESTIONS WITH GOD.
  • 00:23:17.200 --> 00:23:20.080
  • SO I WAS WATCHING YOU IN A CLIP FROM ONE OF THE FILMS
  • 00:23:20.100 --> 00:23:26.260
  • THAT DARREN WAS DOING AND DARREN'S BEEN A GUEST WITH
  • 00:23:26.280 --> 00:23:28.280
  • US A FEW TIMES, AND I WANTED TO INVITE YOU ON AND
  • 00:23:29.000 --> 00:23:32.290
  • HAVE YOU TELL YOUR STORY AND SO WE'RE DOING EXACTLY
  • 00:23:33.010 --> 00:23:35.050
  • THAT. BUT SOME PEOPLE IN THE TBN VIEWING AUDIENCE,
  • 00:23:35.070 --> 00:23:38.150
  • YOU MIGHT BE MEETING BRYAN FOR THE FIRST TIME,
  • 00:23:38.170 --> 00:23:41.060
  • AND IF YOU ARE, WE PUT TOGETHER A LITTLE MINUTE
  • 00:23:41.080 --> 00:23:46.110
  • THING FOR HIM TO SHOW YOU A LITTLE BIT MORE
  • 00:23:46.130 --> 00:23:48.110
  • ABOUT BRYAN SCHWARTZ. WATCH THIS.
  • 00:23:48.130 --> 00:23:51.020
  • [MUSIC]
  • 00:23:51.040 --> 00:23:56.190
  • - NARRATOR: AS A SECOND ROUND PICK IN THE NFL
  • 00:23:56.210 --> 00:23:58.150
  • DRAFT, BRYAN ENJOYED A SUCCESSFUL NFL CAREER AS A
  • 00:23:58.170 --> 00:24:01.170
  • MIDDLE LINEBACKER WITH THE JACKSONVILLE JAGUARS
  • 00:24:01.190 --> 00:24:03.230
  • FOR FIVE YEARS.
  • 00:24:03.250 --> 00:24:05.100
  • BRYAN AND DIANE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 21 YEARS AND
  • 00:24:05.120 --> 00:24:07.250
  • HAVE SEVEN CHILDREN, THREE GIRLS AND FOUR BOYS,
  • 00:24:07.270 --> 00:24:11.030
  • RANGING IN AGES FROM 19 DOWN TO EIGHT.
  • 00:24:11.050 --> 00:24:13.200
  • - DIANE: YOU'RE SURROUNDED BY YOUR BEST FRIENDS
  • 00:24:13.220 --> 00:24:15.000
  • EVERY DAY, SO IT'S JUST SUCH A BLAST.
  • 00:24:15.020 --> 00:24:17.170
  • - NARRATOR: THEY CURRENTLY RESIDE IN PONTE VEDRA
  • 00:24:17.190 --> 00:24:19.110
  • BEACH, FLORIDA WHERE THEY RUN AND LEAD ANTIOCH
  • 00:24:19.130 --> 00:24:21.150
  • BREAKTHROUGH MINISTRIES, WHICH FOCUSES ON TRAINING
  • 00:24:21.170 --> 00:24:24.020
  • UP LEADERS IN MULTIPLE ARENAS OF CULTURAL INFLUENCE.
  • 00:24:24.040 --> 00:24:27.130
  • - BRYAN: I KNOW JESUS IS MOVED BY ONE THING
  • 00:24:27.150 --> 00:24:29.070
  • AND THAT'S COMPASSION.
  • 00:24:29.090 --> 00:24:31.100
  • - NARRATOR: BRYAN AND DIANE HAVE DRAWN UPON
  • 00:24:31.120 --> 00:24:32.250
  • THEIR LIFE EXPERIENCES AND THEIR PASSION FOR CHRIST
  • 00:24:32.270 --> 00:24:35.120
  • AND SEE COUNTLESS MARRIAGES AND FAMILIES
  • 00:24:35.140 --> 00:24:37.100
  • RESTORED AND TRANSFORMED.
  • 00:24:37.120 --> 00:24:39.030
  • - DIANE: THE STUFF THAT WE HELP PEOPLE WITH IS
  • 00:24:39.050 --> 00:24:40.170
  • BIRTHED OUT OF THE MISTAKES WE MADE.
  • 00:24:40.190 --> 00:24:42.160
  • - NARRATOR: BRYAN AND DIANE DESIRE TO HELP EQUIP
  • 00:24:42.180 --> 00:24:44.180
  • AND INFLUENCE THE INFLUENCERS TO IMPACT THEIR
  • 00:24:44.200 --> 00:24:47.040
  • CULTURES. RECENTLY THEY CO FOUNDED FAMILY GOALS,
  • 00:24:47.060 --> 00:24:50.160
  • A NON-PROFIT DEDICATED TO APPLYING THE LESSONS OF
  • 00:24:50.180 --> 00:24:53.140
  • SPORTS TOWARD CREATING WINNING FAMILIES.
  • 00:24:53.160 --> 00:24:55.280
  • THEY BELIEVE THAT WITH THE RIGHT GAME PLAN AND
  • 00:24:56.000 --> 00:24:57.260
  • CONSISTENT TRAINING, EVERY FAMILY CAN ACHIEVE NEW
  • 00:24:57.280 --> 00:25:00.140
  • LEVELS OF EXCELLENCE, HAPPINESS AND INFLUENCE.
  • 00:25:00.160 --> 00:25:04.000
  • BRYAN SCHWARTZ HERE ON PRAISE.
  • 00:25:04.020 --> 00:25:06.290
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:25:07.010 --> 00:25:12.250
  • - LAURIE CROUCH: LOTS OF KIDS.
  • 00:25:12.270 --> 00:25:14.050
  • - YEAH, SEVEN KIDS.
  • 00:25:14.070 --> 00:25:16.140
  • - BRYAN: OBVIOUSLY GOT RECONCILED.
  • 00:25:16.160 --> 00:25:18.130
  • - OBVIOUSLY MADE UP.
  • 00:25:18.150 --> 00:25:21.200
  • - I CAN EXPLAIN THAT TO YOU LATER IF YOU
  • 00:25:21.220 --> 00:25:22.270
  • WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT.
  • 00:25:22.290 --> 00:25:24.260
  • JANUARY 25. WE WELCOME YOU WHEREVER YOU'RE WATCHING.
  • 00:25:24.280 --> 00:25:29.000
  • LAST WEEKEND, THE JACKSONVILLE JAGUARS,
  • 00:25:29.020 --> 00:25:32.120
  • THE TEAM YOU THAT PLAYED FOR, DERAILED AGAINST
  • 00:25:32.140 --> 00:25:34.270
  • THE PATRIOTS AND I'M SORRY FOR THAT.
  • 00:25:34.290 --> 00:25:38.060
  • - THANK YOU FOR THE KIND WORDS.
  • 00:25:38.080 --> 00:25:40.170
  • - DERAILED.
  • 00:25:40.190 --> 00:25:42.030
  • - IT'S TRUE.
  • 00:25:42.050 --> 00:25:43.220
  • - SO THAT WAS REALLY A SAD LOSS.
  • 00:25:43.240 --> 00:25:45.110
  • - IS IT BETTER WHEN YOU'RE NOT PLAYING OR WHEN
  • 00:25:45.130 --> 00:25:46.280
  • YOU'RE PLAYING AT A LOSS LIKE THAT?
  • 00:25:47.000 --> 00:25:48.250
  • - DEFINITELY WHEN YOU'RE NOT.
  • 00:25:48.270 --> 00:25:50.040
  • - REALLY? - YEAH, YEAH.
  • 00:25:50.060 --> 00:25:52.050
  • - YOU CAN NOT TAKE ANY BLAME.
  • 00:25:52.070 --> 00:25:53.240
  • - YES, I HAVE NO BLAME.
  • 00:25:53.260 --> 00:25:55.080
  • I CAN WATCH IT, BE ANGRY FOR A MOMENT,
  • 00:25:55.100 --> 00:25:56.290
  • AND TAKE NO BLAME FOR IT.
  • 00:25:57.010 --> 00:25:59.200
  • - SO OUR STORY, IN CASE YOU'RE JUST JOINING US,
  • 00:25:59.220 --> 00:26:04.010
  • YOU'RE NOW SAVED, AND NOW YOU'RE DELIVERED,
  • 00:26:04.030 --> 00:26:07.110
  • THANKS TO DEREK PRINCE'S WRITTEN PRAYER IN THE BOOK.
  • 00:26:07.130 --> 00:26:11.070
  • - AND YOUR WIFE.
  • 00:26:11.090 --> 00:26:12.190
  • - YOUR WIFE READ TO YOU, HEY, I THINK THIS IS YOU.
  • 00:26:12.210 --> 00:26:14.210
  • - YOU'VE GOT THIS.
  • 00:26:14.230 --> 00:26:16.200
  • - SO HOW DO WE GO FROM THAT-- THERE'S AN
  • 00:26:16.220 --> 00:26:20.040
  • INTERESTING STORY YOU TOLD ME BACK BEFORE TAPING THAT
  • 00:26:20.060 --> 00:26:24.220
  • YOU'RE IN THE LOCKER ROOM, AND THE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:26:24.240 --> 00:26:26.230
  • KIND OF WHISPERS SOMETHING.
  • 00:26:26.250 --> 00:26:28.110
  • KIND OF GO THROUGH-- LOOK, YOU PLAYED A LOT
  • 00:26:28.130 --> 00:26:31.060
  • OF GAMES IN THE NFL.
  • 00:26:31.080 --> 00:26:33.120
  • YOU DID HAVE TO REHAB ONE TIME DUE TO AN INJURY,
  • 00:26:33.140 --> 00:26:36.020
  • BUT YOU WERE FEELING GOOD, YOU WERE THINKING YOUR
  • 00:26:36.040 --> 00:26:40.000
  • FOOTBALL CAREER WAS GONNA BE EXTENDED FURTHER
  • 00:26:40.020 --> 00:26:41.290
  • AND WHAT HAPPENED?
  • 00:26:42.010 --> 00:26:44.080
  • - WELL, I WASN'T GONNA SIGN BACK WITH THE JAGUARS
  • 00:26:44.100 --> 00:26:48.090
  • SO I WAS TECHNICALLY A FREE AGENT, SO I
  • 00:26:48.110 --> 00:26:50.050
  • WENT TO SAN FRANCISCO, HAD A GREAT WORK OUT
  • 00:26:50.070 --> 00:26:52.110
  • WITH THE NINERS.
  • 00:26:52.130 --> 00:26:54.180
  • - FEELING GOOD. - FEELING GOOD.
  • 00:26:54.200 --> 00:26:56.230
  • - HOW OLD WERE YOU AT THIS POINT?
  • 00:26:56.250 --> 00:26:58.120
  • - I WAS 28. STILL YOUNG IN TERMS OF THE NFL.
  • 00:26:58.140 --> 00:27:04.260
  • AND HAD A GREAT WORKOUT, AND COMING IN,
  • 00:27:04.280 --> 00:27:08.040
  • GONNA MEET WITH THE GM AND SEE IF THERE'S A
  • 00:27:08.060 --> 00:27:10.080
  • POSSIBILITY OF A DEAL.
  • 00:27:10.100 --> 00:27:12.030
  • I STEP INTO THE LOCKER ROOM, AND I FEEL LIKE
  • 00:27:12.050 --> 00:27:15.060
  • THE HOLY SPIRIT WHISPERS TO ME.
  • 00:27:15.080 --> 00:27:16.250
  • WHEN I SAY THAT, IT WASN'T LIKE AN AUDIBLE VOICE
  • 00:27:16.270 --> 00:27:18.230
  • GOING "MY SON". IT WAS JUST A NUDGING.
  • 00:27:18.250 --> 00:27:21.290
  • I JUST KNEW. SOMETHING IN ME SAID IT'S DONE.
  • 00:27:22.010 --> 00:27:25.060
  • YOU'RE DONE.
  • 00:27:25.080 --> 00:27:26.140
  • IT WAS LIKE TAKE A GOOD LOOK AROUND,
  • 00:27:26.160 --> 00:27:28.060
  • TAKE A GOOD WHIFF, YOU KNOW THAT LOCKER ROOM HAS A
  • 00:27:28.080 --> 00:27:30.290
  • SMELL. TAKE A GOOD WHIFF BECAUSE YOU'RE DONE.
  • 00:27:31.010 --> 00:27:35.210
  • AND AS SOON AS I HEARD THAT,
  • 00:27:35.230 --> 00:27:38.070
  • MY HEART BROKE AND YET LEAPT A LITTLE BIT WITH
  • 00:27:38.090 --> 00:27:41.170
  • EXCITEMENT BECAUSE I KNEW THERE PROBABLY WAS
  • 00:27:41.190 --> 00:27:43.190
  • SOMETHING NEXT IF GOD'S CLOSING THE DOOR ON THIS
  • 00:27:43.210 --> 00:27:46.000
  • THERE MUST BE SOMETHING AHEAD.
  • 00:27:46.020 --> 00:27:48.030
  • SO FAST FORWARD, I CALLED MY WIFE,
  • 00:27:48.050 --> 00:27:50.160
  • SHOCKED HER WITH THE NEWS.
  • 00:27:50.180 --> 00:27:53.080
  • WITHIN TWO WEEKS JUST THE WAY I'M WIRED,
  • 00:27:53.100 --> 00:27:55.230
  • I'M KIND OF ALL OR NOTHING, IF GOD SAID IT I'M GONNA DO
  • 00:27:55.250 --> 00:27:58.090
  • IT. AND FILED MY PAPERS TWO WEEKS LATER AND
  • 00:27:58.110 --> 00:28:01.260
  • RETIRED FROM THE NFL AND TRANSITIONED-- IT TOOK
  • 00:28:01.280 --> 00:28:06.210
  • A LITTLE BIT OF TIME BUT TRANSITIONED INTO A MORE
  • 00:28:06.230 --> 00:28:09.200
  • FULL-TIME MINISTRY CONTEXT WHICH REALLY WAS BIRTHED,
  • 00:28:09.220 --> 00:28:12.200
  • AS WE WERE TALKING EVEN BEFORE-- MY WIFE AND I HAVE
  • 00:28:12.220 --> 00:28:16.130
  • THIS LITTLE MOTTO THAT IF IT DOESN'T WORK AT HOME,
  • 00:28:16.150 --> 00:28:18.230
  • DON'T EXPORT IT.
  • 00:28:18.250 --> 00:28:21.180
  • SO WE LEARNED TO DO MINISTRY KIND OF LIKE WE
  • 00:28:21.200 --> 00:28:24.160
  • DID IN OUR LIVING ROOM WITH EACH OTHER.
  • 00:28:24.180 --> 00:28:26.110
  • WE LEARNED HOW TO PRAY FOR EACH OTHER.
  • 00:28:26.130 --> 00:28:28.200
  • WE LEARNED HOW TO PRAY FOR OUR CHILDREN.
  • 00:28:28.220 --> 00:28:30.140
  • WE WOULD GO IN WHEN THE KIDS WERE SLEEPING,
  • 00:28:30.160 --> 00:28:32.100
  • THIS MIGHT BE GREAT FOR YOU PARENTS WHEN THE KIDS ARE
  • 00:28:32.120 --> 00:28:34.080
  • SLEEPING IT'S ONE OF THE BEST TIMES TO SNEAK INTO
  • 00:28:34.100 --> 00:28:36.270
  • THEIR ROOM, WE WOULD LAY HANDS ON THE KIDS,
  • 00:28:36.290 --> 00:28:39.200
  • ANYTHING THAT WE SAW GENERATIONALLY THAT WE
  • 00:28:39.220 --> 00:28:42.020
  • WANTED TO HAVE STOPPED IN THEIR LIVES,
  • 00:28:42.040 --> 00:28:44.000
  • WE WOULD PRAY FOR THOSE, THE CHILDREN TOO.
  • 00:28:44.020 --> 00:28:46.110
  • AND THEN WE REACHED OUT TO OUR TEAMMATES AND THEIR
  • 00:28:46.130 --> 00:28:48.190
  • WIVES. SO MINISTRY WAS VERY ORGANIC FOR US.
  • 00:28:48.210 --> 00:28:52.060
  • THE LOCKER ROOM WAS CHURCH IF YOU WILL.
  • 00:28:52.080 --> 00:28:54.160
  • AND I THINK THAT'S IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLE
  • 00:28:54.180 --> 00:28:55.280
  • WATCHING TOO THAT YOU MIGHT BE IN BUSINESS,
  • 00:28:56.000 --> 00:28:58.160
  • YOU MIGHT BE IN MINISTRY, YOU MIGHT BE A STAY-AT-HOME
  • 00:28:58.180 --> 00:29:01.010
  • MOM, YOU MIGHT BE A WORKING MOM.
  • 00:29:01.030 --> 00:29:03.020
  • YOUR CONTEXT OF MINISTRY IS WHEREVER YOU'RE AT
  • 00:29:03.040 --> 00:29:05.110
  • AT THE MOMENT.
  • 00:29:05.130 --> 00:29:07.050
  • AND SO WE TOOK THAT TRANSITIONED INTO MINISTRY
  • 00:29:07.070 --> 00:29:09.150
  • WAS A NATURAL TRANSITION.
  • 00:29:09.170 --> 00:29:11.120
  • THE PASTOR AT THE TIME HELPED US DO THAT.
  • 00:29:11.140 --> 00:29:14.080
  • FIRST THING HE DID WAS PUT A MOP IN MY HAND AND
  • 00:29:14.100 --> 00:29:17.180
  • I MOPPED FLOORS FOR A LITTLE WHILE.
  • 00:29:17.200 --> 00:29:19.180
  • AND I DID MEN'S MINISTRY AND PROGRESSED FROM THERE.
  • 00:29:19.200 --> 00:29:22.260
  • - OKAY, YOU WENT THROUGH A TEN YEAR OF BECOMING A
  • 00:29:22.280 --> 00:29:28.000
  • PASTOR. TEN YEARS OR SO.
  • 00:29:28.020 --> 00:29:32.100
  • YOU'VE KIND OF BEEN THROUGH THAT SEASON.
  • 00:29:32.120 --> 00:29:36.010
  • WHERE DOES THE STORY, PICK UP THE STORY WHEREVER IT
  • 00:29:36.030 --> 00:29:40.140
  • DOES WHERE I'M GONNA RUN A CLIP HERE SO THAT WE,
  • 00:29:40.160 --> 00:29:46.140
  • JUST IN CASE YOU HAVEN'T SEEN SOME OF THE CONTENT
  • 00:29:46.160 --> 00:29:51.110
  • THAT WE DO WITH DARREN WILSON,
  • 00:29:51.130 --> 00:29:53.130
  • WHO IS OUR COMMON FRIEND, AND HE'S A GUY THAT HAS
  • 00:29:53.150 --> 00:29:57.260
  • SUPPLIED A LOT OF CONTENT TO US.
  • 00:29:57.280 --> 00:29:59.180
  • I THINK THESE CLIPS COME FROM PRODUCTIONS THAT
  • 00:29:59.200 --> 00:30:01.180
  • HE'S DONE WITH YOU.
  • 00:30:01.200 --> 00:30:03.030
  • I'M GONNA SHOW YOU SOMETHING AND I WANT TO
  • 00:30:03.050 --> 00:30:05.020
  • ASK YOU HOW ALL THIS STARTED IN YOUR LIFE. WATCH THIS.
  • 00:30:05.040 --> 00:30:08.050
  • - HOLY SPIRIT, COME.
  • 00:30:09.000 --> 00:30:10.230
  • COME.
  • 00:30:10.250 --> 00:30:12.230
  • BE FILLED.
  • 00:30:12.250 --> 00:30:14.260
  • HIS LOVE AND HIS PRESENCE COME TO YOU.
  • 00:30:14.280 --> 00:30:18.170
  • YES.
  • 00:30:18.190 --> 00:30:20.030
  • HE'S HEALING YOUR HEART EVEN RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:30:20.050 --> 00:30:23.020
  • THE LONELINESS, THE HURT.
  • 00:30:23.040 --> 00:30:27.030
  • HE'S HEALING YOU.
  • 00:30:27.050 --> 00:30:29.020
  • HE'S FILLING IT.
  • 00:30:29.040 --> 00:30:30.220
  • WHERE YOUR HEART'S BEEN BROKEN.
  • 00:30:30.240 --> 00:30:34.230
  • JUST RECEIVE IT.
  • 00:30:34.250 --> 00:30:38.230
  • YES, LORD.
  • 00:30:38.250 --> 00:30:40.240
  • WHAT ARE YOU FEELING?
  • 00:30:40.260 --> 00:30:43.010
  • IT'S OKAY. IT'S OKAY.
  • 00:30:43.030 --> 00:30:44.220
  • WHAT ARE YOU FEELING?
  • 00:30:44.240 --> 00:30:46.200
  • - IT'S COOL.
  • 00:30:46.220 --> 00:30:49.040
  • - IT'S COOL?
  • 00:30:49.060 --> 00:30:52.050
  • YOU KNOW WHAT? THIS ISN'T A ONE-TIME THING.
  • 00:30:52.070 --> 00:30:56.010
  • [INTERPRETER]
  • 00:30:56.030 --> 00:31:01.010
  • THIS IS SOMETHING THAT HE'S POURED INTO YOU NOW.
  • 00:31:01.030 --> 00:31:03.290
  • [INTERPRETER]
  • 00:31:04.010 --> 00:31:07.140
  • SO THAT YOU CAN GIVE AWAY TO OTHERS.
  • 00:31:07.160 --> 00:31:10.100
  • SO WHAT WERE YOU FEELING?
  • 00:31:10.120 --> 00:31:13.000
  • - UM, JUST CRY.
  • 00:31:13.020 --> 00:31:16.260
  • - WHY?
  • 00:31:16.280 --> 00:31:18.260
  • - I DON'T KNOW.
  • 00:31:18.280 --> 00:31:20.140
  • - THAT'S JESUS.
  • 00:31:20.160 --> 00:31:22.240
  • YOU'RE FEELING GOD'S LOVE.
  • 00:31:22.260 --> 00:31:28.100
  • - THE PRESENCE OF GOD CAME UPON HER
  • 00:31:28.120 --> 00:31:29.280
  • IN SUCH A STRONG WAY.
  • 00:31:30.000 --> 00:31:31.220
  • YOU COULD SEE HER HEART HAD BEEN BROKEN AND THROUGH THE
  • 00:31:31.240 --> 00:31:34.220
  • COURSE OF TIME, SOME WORDS OF KNOWLEDGE AND JUST
  • 00:31:34.240 --> 00:31:36.230
  • PRAYER, SHE ACTUALLY GAVE HER HEART TO THE LORD
  • 00:31:36.250 --> 00:31:39.020
  • RIGHT THERE ON THE SPOT.
  • 00:31:39.040 --> 00:31:41.030
  • AND THAT'S WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT FOR US AND FOR THE
  • 00:31:41.050 --> 00:31:44.290
  • CREW AND YOU DARREN, IT'S BEEN ALL ABOUT PEOPLE'S
  • 00:31:45.010 --> 00:31:48.040
  • LIVES GETTING TRANSFORMED, CHANGED, NOT JUST IN
  • 00:31:48.060 --> 00:31:50.160
  • TIME BUT TO HAVE SOMEONE GET BORN AGAIN RIGHT THERE.
  • 00:31:50.180 --> 00:31:54.030
  • THE SCENERY IN THE BACKGROUND WAS AMAZING,
  • 00:31:54.050 --> 00:31:56.120
  • BUT THE CELEBRATION JUST INTERNALLY TO SIT THERE AND
  • 00:31:56.140 --> 00:31:59.160
  • HAVE THE PRIVILEGE TO MINISTER TO SOMEONE, THE
  • 00:31:59.180 --> 00:32:03.030
  • FATHER DRAWING ONE OF HIS KIDS BACK INTO
  • 00:32:03.050 --> 00:32:06.060
  • RELATIONSHIP WAS SO POWERFUL.
  • 00:32:06.080 --> 00:32:08.100
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:32:08.120 --> 00:32:13.090
  • - YOU WANT TO EXPLAIN THAT, OR DO YOU WANT TO
  • 00:32:13.110 --> 00:32:18.250
  • JUST DO THAT THEN EXPLAIN IT?
  • 00:32:18.270 --> 00:32:20.200
  • IT'S UP TO YOU. DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO.
  • 00:32:20.220 --> 00:32:22.140
  • - WELL, IN THAT MOMENT, WHEN WE WERE FILMING SOME
  • 00:32:22.160 --> 00:32:26.140
  • OF THESE EVENTS, THERE WERE OTHER ENCOUNTERS LIKE THAT
  • 00:32:26.160 --> 00:32:29.080
  • WHERE WORDS OF KNOWLEDGE, LIKE A WORD OF KNOWLEDGE IS
  • 00:32:29.100 --> 00:32:32.100
  • SIMPLY GOD WILL GIVE YOU SOMETHING FOR SOMEBODY'S
  • 00:32:32.120 --> 00:32:35.250
  • LIFE THAT IS EITHER PRESENT OR PAST ORIENTED.
  • 00:32:35.270 --> 00:32:39.100
  • SO THE LORD WAS HIGHLIGHTING THINGS IN HER
  • 00:32:39.120 --> 00:32:41.250
  • LIFE THAT WERE GOING ON RIGHT NOW IN HER LIFE
  • 00:32:41.270 --> 00:32:44.200
  • VERSUS THE PROPHETIC IS SOMETHING THAT'S GONNA
  • 00:32:44.220 --> 00:32:46.290
  • POSSIBLY HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE.
  • 00:32:47.010 --> 00:32:49.070
  • SO GOD WAS GIVING WORDS OF KNOWLEDGE FOR HER.
  • 00:32:49.090 --> 00:32:51.290
  • FOR EXAMPLE, LIKE RIGHT NOW AS WE'RE TALKING,
  • 00:32:52.010 --> 00:32:55.080
  • I CAN SENSE THERE'S ISSUES IN PEOPLE'S BLOOD.
  • 00:32:55.100 --> 00:32:58.240
  • THERE'S BLOOD ISSUES.
  • 00:32:58.260 --> 00:33:00.160
  • THERE'S A WORD OF KNOWLEDGE THAT THERE'S BATTLE WITH
  • 00:33:00.180 --> 00:33:03.120
  • THE MARROW IN PEOPLE'S BODY RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:33:03.140 --> 00:33:06.110
  • THERE'S ACTUAL BLOOD CHEMISTRY ISSUES GOING ON
  • 00:33:06.130 --> 00:33:09.160
  • IN PEOPLE'S BODIES. ALSO I SAW THYROID ISSUES.
  • 00:33:09.180 --> 00:33:13.050
  • THERE'S THINGS GOING ON IN PEOPLE'S BODIES RIGHT NOW
  • 00:33:13.070 --> 00:33:15.150
  • DEALING WITH THE THYROID.
  • 00:33:15.170 --> 00:33:17.100
  • AND ANOTHER AREA I FEEL LIKE WE'RE SUPPOSED TO
  • 00:33:17.120 --> 00:33:20.020
  • ADDRESS AND PRAY FOR IS THE TRAUMATIC
  • 00:33:20.040 --> 00:33:22.000
  • HEAD INJURY STUFF.
  • 00:33:22.020 --> 00:33:23.210
  • YOU'VE BEEN IN ACCIDENTS, YOU'VE BEEN PRONE TO
  • 00:33:23.230 --> 00:33:25.290
  • ACCIDENTS, SO WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO RIGHT NOW IS JUST
  • 00:33:26.010 --> 00:33:28.220
  • ASK RIGHT WHERE YOU'RE AT, NO MATTER WHAT AILMENT YOU
  • 00:33:28.240 --> 00:33:31.080
  • HAVE, JUST ASK FOR GOD'S PRESENCE TO COME
  • 00:33:31.100 --> 00:33:34.010
  • IN SUCH A WAY.
  • 00:33:34.030 --> 00:33:36.180
  • ALSO THE SCRIPTURE SAYS IN ROMANS 8:11 THE SAME SPIRIT
  • 00:33:36.200 --> 00:33:39.110
  • THAT RAISED JESUS CHRIST FROM THE DEAD IS LIVING
  • 00:33:39.130 --> 00:33:42.230
  • INSIDE OF US QUICKENING OUR MORTAL BODIES TO HEALTH.
  • 00:33:42.250 --> 00:33:46.130
  • SO RIGHT NOW IN THE NAME OF JESUS,
  • 00:33:46.150 --> 00:33:48.010
  • WE JUST AGREE WITH HEAVEN FOR THE BLOOD ISSUES, LORD,
  • 00:33:48.030 --> 00:33:51.150
  • RIGHT NOW YOU'D COME ALL THE WAY TO JOINT AND
  • 00:33:51.170 --> 00:33:54.170
  • MARROW. YOU SAY YOUR WORD IS ABLE TO GO THAT DEEP.
  • 00:33:54.190 --> 00:33:56.270
  • SO LORD, WOULD YOU RELEASE HEALING TO PEOPLE'S
  • 00:33:56.290 --> 00:33:59.280
  • MARROW RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:34:00.020 --> 00:34:01.200
  • PRAY FOR THOSE THAT HAVE CANCER IN THE BLOOD.
  • 00:34:01.220 --> 00:34:04.120
  • IN THE NAME OF JESUS, WE BREAK THE POWER OF THAT
  • 00:34:04.140 --> 00:34:08.010
  • ASSIGNMENT THAT'S COME AGAINST THEIR BODIES RIGHT
  • 00:34:08.030 --> 00:34:10.210
  • NOW. THOSE THAT ARE HAVING THYROID ISSUES, LORD,
  • 00:34:10.230 --> 00:34:13.200
  • RIGHT NOW YOU WOULD CORRECT IT.
  • 00:34:13.220 --> 00:34:15.080
  • I PRAY YOU'D GO ALL THE WAY TO THE SOURCE OF THE ISSUE
  • 00:34:15.100 --> 00:34:17.210
  • AND YOU'D JUST CORRECT IT.
  • 00:34:17.230 --> 00:34:19.070
  • LORD, ALSO THE BRAIN.
  • 00:34:19.090 --> 00:34:21.090
  • WE PRAY RIGHT NOW FOR THE TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURIES
  • 00:34:21.110 --> 00:34:23.150
  • THAT HAVE OCCURRED.
  • 00:34:23.170 --> 00:34:25.010
  • LORD, YOU GO RIGHT NOW AND TOUCH THOSE, EVERY CELL,
  • 00:34:25.030 --> 00:34:28.020
  • EVERY ATOM, GO ALL THE WAY TO THE MOLECULAR LEVEL LORD
  • 00:34:28.040 --> 00:34:31.260
  • AND HELP WITH THE TIMING ISSUES WITH THOUGHT
  • 00:34:31.280 --> 00:34:33.250
  • PROCESSES AND PROCESSING.
  • 00:34:33.270 --> 00:34:36.110
  • LORD, WOULD YOU BRING HEALING RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:34:36.130 --> 00:34:38.230
  • AND AS YOU'RE SITTING THERE IN YOUR ROOM,
  • 00:34:38.250 --> 00:34:40.060
  • AS YOU'RE WATCHING THIS, JUST AGREE.
  • 00:34:40.080 --> 00:34:43.010
  • JUST AGREE. WHY NOT YOU?
  • 00:34:43.030 --> 00:34:45.200
  • JUST EVEN SAY THAT OUT LOUD, LORD, WHY NOT ME?
  • 00:34:45.220 --> 00:34:48.070
  • YOUR PRESENCE IS HERE FOR ME.
  • 00:34:48.090 --> 00:34:50.260
  • WHY NOT ME RIGHT NOW? IN JESUS' NAME. AMEN.
  • 00:34:50.280 --> 00:34:54.200
  • - WOW. BEAUTIFUL. [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:34:54.220 --> 00:35:02.200
  • THIS STYLE OF MINISTRY THAT WE WATCH ON TBN,
  • 00:35:02.220 --> 00:35:09.090
  • ADVENTURES WITH GOD AND ALL OF THIS,
  • 00:35:09.110 --> 00:35:11.170
  • WHEN DID YOU START EXPERIENCING THAT,
  • 00:35:11.190 --> 00:35:14.010
  • AND HOW IF SOMEBODY DESIRES THAT KIND OF MINISTRY GIFT,
  • 00:35:14.030 --> 00:35:19.120
  • HOW DID YOU GET STARTED IN THIS?
  • 00:35:19.140 --> 00:35:21.130
  • - DEEP FRUSTRATION.
  • 00:35:21.150 --> 00:35:23.080
  • - OKAY.
  • 00:35:23.100 --> 00:35:25.010
  • - HONESTLY, MY WIFE AND I WERE PASTORING AT THE TIME
  • 00:35:25.030 --> 00:35:27.050
  • AND WE WERE JUST STUCK.
  • 00:35:27.070 --> 00:35:31.030
  • WE WERE DEEPLY FRUSTRATED.
  • 00:35:31.050 --> 00:35:32.190
  • WE WEREN'T SEEING THE RESULTS WE WANTED WITH THE
  • 00:35:32.210 --> 00:35:35.190
  • CHURCH, AND IT DEPARTMENT SEEM LIKE THE PEOPLE WERE
  • 00:35:35.210 --> 00:35:37.160
  • GROWING LIKE WE HAD THOUGHT THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO.
  • 00:35:37.180 --> 00:35:40.240
  • AND SO WE HAD COME TO THE POINT WHERE WE WERE EITHER
  • 00:35:40.260 --> 00:35:43.200
  • GONNA BREAKDOWN I GUESS OR KIND OF BREAKTHROUGH,
  • 00:35:43.220 --> 00:35:46.230
  • AND WE WERE BREAKING DOWN.
  • 00:35:46.250 --> 00:35:48.290
  • AND FAST FORWARD, MET DARREN,
  • 00:35:49.010 --> 00:35:51.000
  • MET A FEW OTHER PEOPLE, AND THROUGH RELATIONSHIP AND
  • 00:35:51.020 --> 00:35:55.150
  • EXPOSURE TO SOME OF THAT MINISTRY, SOMETHING,
  • 00:35:55.170 --> 00:35:59.090
  • IT'S KIND OF LIKE THE NIGHT WE GOT SAVED.
  • 00:35:59.110 --> 00:36:02.120
  • SOMETHING JUST WAS SO SIMPLE.
  • 00:36:02.140 --> 00:36:04.060
  • AND WHEN I LOOKED AT THE SCRIPTURES IN THE BOOK OF
  • 00:36:04.080 --> 00:36:06.090
  • ACTS AND I SAW THE MOVE OF GOD'S SPIRIT THROUGH NORMAL
  • 00:36:06.110 --> 00:36:11.000
  • ORDINARY MEN THAT WEREN'T SUPER STARS.
  • 00:36:11.020 --> 00:36:15.010
  • WE NOW LOOK BACK AND THINK THEY'RE AMAZING AND THEY
  • 00:36:15.030 --> 00:36:18.050
  • ARE, BUT WHAT HAPPENED, I MET NORMAL ORDINARY MEN
  • 00:36:18.070 --> 00:36:21.250
  • THAT OPERATED IN WHETHER IT WAS HEALING,
  • 00:36:21.270 --> 00:36:25.090
  • WORDS OF KNOWLEDGE, WORDS OF WISDOM,
  • 00:36:25.110 --> 00:36:28.030
  • WHEN YOU LOOK AT PAUL'S WORDS TO THE CHURCH OF
  • 00:36:28.050 --> 00:36:30.100
  • CORINTH TALKING ABOUT THE GIFTS OF THE SPIRIT.
  • 00:36:30.120 --> 00:36:32.250
  • WHEN I STARTED, I WANT ACTING WITH THESE
  • 00:36:32.270 --> 00:36:35.130
  • INDIVIDUALS, SOMETHING I USE THE WORD ACTIVATION,
  • 00:36:35.150 --> 00:36:37.290
  • SOMETHING GOT STIRRED UP IN ME.
  • 00:36:38.010 --> 00:36:40.230
  • WHEN I SAW SIGNS AND WONDERS HAPPENING,
  • 00:36:40.250 --> 00:36:42.270
  • WHICH THEY STARTED TO HAPPEN AND I WASN'T
  • 00:36:42.290 --> 00:36:44.190
  • EVEN ASKING FOR THEM.
  • 00:36:44.210 --> 00:36:46.220
  • SOMETHING STIRRED IN ME THAT MADE ME WANT TO PURSUE
  • 00:36:46.240 --> 00:36:49.050
  • JESUS AT A WHOLE OTHER LEVEL.
  • 00:36:49.070 --> 00:36:51.060
  • - YOU WERE TALKING EARLIER ABOUT FINALLY GETTING A
  • 00:36:51.080 --> 00:36:54.240
  • BOOK OR GETTING AHOLD OF A BOOK BY BILL JOHNSON FROM
  • 00:36:54.260 --> 00:36:58.180
  • THE BETHEL-- BY THE WAY, BILL WAS SITTING IN THAT
  • 00:36:58.200 --> 00:37:01.030
  • CHAIR JUST A FEW DAYS AGO.
  • 00:37:01.050 --> 00:37:03.120
  • AND HE WAS ALMOST FRAMING WHAT YOU WERE EXPERIENCING.
  • 00:37:03.140 --> 00:37:10.210
  • TELL A LITTLE BIT ABOUT HOW THAT WORKED.
  • 00:37:10.230 --> 00:37:13.150
  • - SO WE WERE PASTORING, AND GOD STARTED MOVING IN
  • 00:37:13.170 --> 00:37:16.030
  • WAYS THAT WE WERE DUMBFOUNDED BY.
  • 00:37:16.050 --> 00:37:19.100
  • DIDN'T UNDERSTAND.
  • 00:37:19.120 --> 00:37:20.250
  • IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT THEY WERE,
  • 00:37:20.270 --> 00:37:22.030
  • IT WAS JUST OUT OF OUR GRIT,
  • 00:37:22.050 --> 00:37:23.200
  • OUT OF OUR COMFORT ZONE.
  • 00:37:23.220 --> 00:37:25.130
  • AND I THINK THAT'S A BIG DEAL WITH THIS IS IT'S LIKE
  • 00:37:25.150 --> 00:37:28.100
  • ABRAHAM, GENESIS 12, GOD CAME TO HIM AND SAID
  • 00:37:28.120 --> 00:37:30.170
  • TIME FOR YOU TO GO.
  • 00:37:30.190 --> 00:37:32.130
  • YOU'VE BEEN LIVING IN THIS SAME WAY 75 YEARS,
  • 00:37:32.150 --> 00:37:34.230
  • I NEED YOU JUST TO GO.
  • 00:37:34.250 --> 00:37:36.260
  • AND HEBREWS CHAPTER 11 SAYS HE WENT WITHOUT KNOWING
  • 00:37:36.280 --> 00:37:40.190
  • WHERE HE WAS GOING.
  • 00:37:40.210 --> 00:37:42.040
  • HE JUST TOOK THE STEP OF COMING OUT OF THE FAMILIAR.
  • 00:37:42.060 --> 00:37:44.090
  • SO WHEN WE, GOD BROKE US OUT OF THAT FAMILIAR RUT,
  • 00:37:44.110 --> 00:37:48.290
  • AND HE WAS DOING IT THROUGH MIRACLES, SIGNS, WONDERS.
  • 00:37:49.010 --> 00:37:54.020
  • - LET ME JUMP IN AND ASK A QUESTION.
  • 00:37:54.040 --> 00:37:56.070
  • SO YOU'RE PASTORING, AND PEOPLE ARE JUST NOT
  • 00:37:56.090 --> 00:38:00.160
  • GETTING HELPED, YOU KNOW?
  • 00:38:00.180 --> 00:38:02.290
  • YOUR WIFE AND YOU READ A DEREK PRINCE PRAYER OUT OF A BOOK,
  • 00:38:03.010 --> 00:38:08.280
  • AND YOU SAW DELIVERANCE, BUT YOU WEREN'T SEEING THE SAME
  • 00:38:09.000 --> 00:38:11.230
  • THINGS, AND YOU WERE GETTING FRUSTRATED THAT PEOPLE
  • 00:38:11.250 --> 00:38:14.060
  • WEREN'T BEING HELPED.
  • 00:38:14.080 --> 00:38:16.070
  • SO OUT OF THAT FRUSTRATION, YOU GET HOLD OF A BILL JOHNSON
  • 00:38:16.090 --> 00:38:18.150
  • BOOK, AND HE STARTS FRAMING -- SO IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT
  • 00:38:18.170 --> 00:38:22.000
  • THE MIRACLE WAS.
  • 00:38:22.020 --> 00:38:24.090
  • - SOMETHING GOT STIRRED UP INTO ME THAT WAS LIKE
  • 00:38:24.110 --> 00:38:26.040
  • THERE'S SO MUCH MORE.
  • 00:38:26.060 --> 00:38:27.240
  • THERE WAS SOMETHING CRYING OUT INSIDE OF ME, THERE
  • 00:38:27.260 --> 00:38:29.170
  • HAS TO BE MORE.
  • 00:38:29.190 --> 00:38:31.160
  • AND GOD ANSWERED THAT, AND SO I ASKED AROUND, WHO DO I LOOK
  • 00:38:31.180 --> 00:38:35.170
  • TO TO NAVIGATE THROUGH THIS?
  • 00:38:35.190 --> 00:38:38.010
  • AND SOMEBODY RECOMMENDED "WHEN HEAVEN INVADES EARTH",
  • 00:38:38.030 --> 00:38:40.100
  • AND THAT'S WHEN I READ BILL'S BOOK.
  • 00:38:40.120 --> 00:38:42.040
  • AND I STAYED DOWN IN MY BASEMENT FOR PROBABLY
  • 00:38:42.060 --> 00:38:43.260
  • A WEEK AND-A-HALF.
  • 00:38:43.280 --> 00:38:45.220
  • MY WIFE WOULD SOMETIMES BRING FOOD DOWN TO ME.
  • 00:38:45.240 --> 00:38:47.260
  • I WAS A CAVEMAN BECAUSE I WAS SO STIRRED AND SO HUNGRY, AND
  • 00:38:47.280 --> 00:38:52.060
  • THE WAY I'M WIRED, LIKE, LORD, I WANT ALL OF IT.
  • 00:38:52.080 --> 00:38:55.160
  • I DON'T WANT TO SETTLE ANYMORE.
  • 00:38:55.180 --> 00:38:57.080
  • IF THERE'S SOMETHING MORE TO BE HAD, I WANT TO HAVE IT.
  • 00:38:57.100 --> 00:39:00.070
  • AND SO PART OF IT WAS JUST HUNGER.
  • 00:39:00.090 --> 00:39:02.010
  • I THINK THAT'S A BIG DEAL.
  • 00:39:02.030 --> 00:39:03.270
  • IF YOU'RE WATCHING TONIGHT, AND YOU WANT MORE OF
  • 00:39:03.290 --> 00:39:05.200
  • GOD, IT IS SIMPLE.
  • 00:39:05.220 --> 00:39:07.160
  • IT IS AS SIMPLE AS HUNGER. AND THEN TAKING RISKS.
  • 00:39:07.180 --> 00:39:10.090
  • I JUST STARTED STEPPING OUT. I DIDN'T EVEN START MY CHURCH.
  • 00:39:10.110 --> 00:39:12.270
  • I STARTED GOING OVER TO OVER TO BOULDER, COLORADO
  • 00:39:12.290 --> 00:39:15.210
  • AND MINISTERING TO HOMELESS PEOPLE.
  • 00:39:15.230 --> 00:39:17.230
  • I STARTED LAYING HANDS ON THEM, PRAYING
  • 00:39:17.250 --> 00:39:20.250
  • FOR THEM, PROPHESYING.
  • 00:39:20.270 --> 00:39:23.000
  • SEE, GO SOMEWHERE WHERE YOU'RE NOT GOING TO
  • 00:39:23.020 --> 00:39:24.270
  • BE INTIMIDATED, YOU KNOW?
  • 00:39:24.290 --> 00:39:27.000
  • I JUST STARTED EXPERIMENTING ON PEOPLE -- THAT'S A WEIRD
  • 00:39:27.020 --> 00:39:29.130
  • WORD TO USE, BUT I WAS LIKE, IF THIS IS
  • 00:39:29.150 --> 00:39:31.200
  • REAL -- EXPERIMENTING.
  • 00:39:31.220 --> 00:39:33.270
  • I'M SORRY, THAT SOUNDS VERY CLINICAL.
  • 00:39:33.290 --> 00:39:35.290
  • BUT I WOULD GO DOWN THERE.
  • 00:39:36.010 --> 00:39:37.280
  • ONE OF THE BEST STORIES I HAVE IS THAT I TOOK MY OLDEST
  • 00:39:38.000 --> 00:39:40.180
  • DAUGHTER DOWN WITH ME. I WAS IN PRAYER ONE MORNING.
  • 00:39:40.200 --> 00:39:43.280
  • THE LORD SHOWED ME A PICTURE OF A GIRL THAT WAS GOING TO BE
  • 00:39:44.000 --> 00:39:46.130
  • WEARING A CERTAIN HAT.
  • 00:39:46.150 --> 00:39:49.100
  • I WENT OVER TO BOULDER WITH MY DAUGHTER.
  • 00:39:49.120 --> 00:39:51.100
  • I'M ON THE LOOK OUT.
  • 00:39:51.120 --> 00:39:53.200
  • I'M PRAYING FOR PEOPLE, TALKING TO PEOPLE,
  • 00:39:53.220 --> 00:39:56.150
  • GETTING THEIR STORIES.
  • 00:39:56.170 --> 00:39:58.110
  • I JUST LIKE TO GO DOWN AND KIND OF BE A DAD
  • 00:39:58.130 --> 00:39:59.270
  • TO THESE YOUNG DRIFTERS.
  • 00:39:59.290 --> 00:40:01.280
  • AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN, I SEE THE HAT.
  • 00:40:02.000 --> 00:40:04.120
  • I'M LIKE -- MY DAUGHTER'S NAME IS BRYNN -- I'M LIKE,
  • 00:40:04.140 --> 00:40:06.240
  • BRYNN, THERE'S THE HAT.
  • 00:40:06.260 --> 00:40:08.220
  • AND SO HERE I AM, THIS LARGE MAN WITH HIS TALL DAUGHTER
  • 00:40:08.240 --> 00:40:11.210
  • STALKING THIS GIRL THAT HAS A HAT, AND SHE WALKED
  • 00:40:11.230 --> 00:40:14.150
  • DOWN THE STREET.
  • 00:40:14.170 --> 00:40:16.150
  • ALL OF THE SUDDEN SHE JUST TURNED SMACK AROUND AND LOOKS
  • 00:40:16.170 --> 00:40:19.030
  • RIGHT AT US LIKE SHE WAS EXPECTING SOMETHING.
  • 00:40:19.050 --> 00:40:22.220
  • THIS IS HOW I DO IT, I SAID, YOU'RE GOING TO THINK I'M
  • 00:40:22.240 --> 00:40:25.140
  • ABSOLUTELY INSANE, BUT I WAS ACTUALLY PRAYING THIS MORNING,
  • 00:40:25.160 --> 00:40:29.270
  • AND I PRAYED TO JESUS.
  • 00:40:29.290 --> 00:40:31.170
  • I LOVE JESUS, AND HE SHOWED ME THE HAT YOU'RE WEARING.
  • 00:40:31.190 --> 00:40:35.150
  • AND I WANT TO KNOW IS THERE SOMETHING GOING ON WITH YOUR
  • 00:40:35.170 --> 00:40:38.080
  • JAW, WITH YOUR THROAT, JAW?
  • 00:40:38.100 --> 00:40:41.190
  • AND HER JAW DROPPED, LITERALLY BECAUSE SHE'S BEEN STRUGGLING
  • 00:40:41.210 --> 00:40:44.260
  • WITH HER HEAD AND HER JAW IN PARTICULAR.
  • 00:40:44.280 --> 00:40:47.020
  • AND SHE GOES, YOU KNOW WHAT'S CRAZY ABOUT THIS?
  • 00:40:47.040 --> 00:40:48.290
  • THIS ISN'T EVEN MY HAT.
  • 00:40:49.010 --> 00:40:50.190
  • I BORROWED IT THIS MORNING FROM MY ROOMMATE.
  • 00:40:50.210 --> 00:40:53.140
  • AND SO SOMETIMES IT'S JUST LEARNING HOW TO LISTEN AND BE
  • 00:40:53.160 --> 00:40:56.240
  • PATIENT AND THEN ACTING ON IT, THOUGH.
  • 00:40:56.260 --> 00:40:59.040
  • I'M CONVINCED, JUST LIKE PETER'S BOAT, IF I WENT
  • 00:40:59.060 --> 00:41:01.210
  • DOWNTOWN DENVER, HE'D HAVE SENT HER DOWN THERE.
  • 00:41:01.230 --> 00:41:05.030
  • - GOT IT.
  • 00:41:05.050 --> 00:41:06.270
  • - I THINK HE SENDS THE FISH TO THE BOAT.
  • 00:41:06.290 --> 00:41:09.100
  • - ABSOLUTELY. YOU KNOW I LOVE WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT
  • 00:41:09.120 --> 00:41:11.290
  • BECAUSE YOU WERE DISSATISFIED, AND I THINK
  • 00:41:12.010 --> 00:41:14.200
  • DISSATISFACTION CAN BE ONE OF OUR GREATEST ASSETS. IT
  • 00:41:14.220 --> 00:41:17.150
  • CAN BE SUCH A GIFT FROM GOD TO STIR UP "I'M JUST
  • 00:41:17.170 --> 00:41:21.240
  • DISSATISFIED WITH WHAT IT IS NOW," AND IT DOES CREATE A
  • 00:41:21.260 --> 00:41:25.240
  • HUNGER FOR MORE.
  • 00:41:25.260 --> 00:41:27.270
  • SO THAT'S A GOOD SIGN INSIDE OF YOU.
  • 00:41:27.290 --> 00:41:31.000
  • FEED THAT DISSATISFACTION ON GOOD THINGS OF
  • 00:41:31.020 --> 00:41:34.190
  • GOD, AND THAT'S WHAT YOU DID.
  • 00:41:34.210 --> 00:41:36.160
  • YOU REACHED OUT AND STARTED GETTING BOOKS AND HELP AND
  • 00:41:36.180 --> 00:41:38.280
  • HOPEFULLY WATCHING MORE CHRISTIAN TELEVISION.
  • 00:41:39.000 --> 00:41:41.200
  • BUT THEN YOU DID SOMETHING. YOU WENT OUT.
  • 00:41:41.220 --> 00:41:44.290
  • MY FATHER GROWING UP WAS A PASTOR, AND HE WOULD JUST HAVE
  • 00:41:45.010 --> 00:41:50.060
  • US GO PRAY FOR PEOPLE, AND IT WAS AS SIMPLE AS THAT.
  • 00:41:50.080 --> 00:41:53.240
  • WE'D KNOCK ON DOORS, AND THEY'D COME TO THE DOOR, AND
  • 00:41:53.260 --> 00:41:56.260
  • YOU'D JUST SAY, WE'RE JUST IN THE AREA, A GROUP OF US
  • 00:41:56.280 --> 00:42:00.020
  • AROUND HERE, AND WE JUST WANT TO PRAY FOR YOU.
  • 00:42:00.040 --> 00:42:02.170
  • IS THERE ANYTHING WE CAN PRAY WITH YOU ABOUT YOU KNOW?
  • 00:42:02.190 --> 00:42:05.020
  • NOT ONE PERSON TURNED US DOWN THEY MIGHT HAVE SHUT THE DOOR
  • 00:42:05.040 --> 00:42:08.220
  • AND SAID, NO, WE'RE OKAY, AND THEN ALL OF THE SUDDEN THEY'D
  • 00:42:08.240 --> 00:42:11.070
  • OPEN THE DOOR, "YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:42:11.090 --> 00:42:13.060
  • MY MAMA'S SICK," OR, "I NEED A JOB," OR THIS OR THAT.
  • 00:42:13.080 --> 00:42:16.030
  • NO ONE EVER TURNED THAT DOWN, AND I THINK THAT THE MORE
  • 00:42:16.050 --> 00:42:19.150
  • PEOPLE STEP OUT, JUST THAT STEP OF FAITH.
  • 00:42:19.170 --> 00:42:24.140
  • GOD IS GOING TO OPEN DOORS FOR YOU THAT YOU NEVER IMAGINED.
  • 00:42:24.160 --> 00:42:28.000
  • CAN YOU IMAGINE WHAT GOD HAS DONE?
  • 00:42:28.020 --> 00:42:30.030
  • - SO THE HAT THING WAS REALLY JUST SO THAT YOU WOULD HAVE
  • 00:42:30.050 --> 00:42:34.020
  • CONFIDENCE TO GO AND KNOW THAT YOU HAD AN ASSIGNMENT AND SO
  • 00:42:34.040 --> 00:42:38.100
  • THAT WAS REALLY A SIMPLE LITTLE THING.
  • 00:42:38.120 --> 00:42:42.050
  • SO IT REALLY -- LOOK, YOU DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT GOD
  • 00:42:42.070 --> 00:42:48.200
  • GROWING UP, SO YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE ORAL ROBERTS MOMENT WHERE
  • 00:42:48.220 --> 00:42:52.230
  • AN ANGEL APPEARED TO YOU.
  • 00:42:52.250 --> 00:42:54.260
  • SO YOU NEVER WENT TO BIBLE SCHOOL.
  • 00:42:54.280 --> 00:42:59.040
  • YOU WERE A FOOTBALL PLAYER.
  • 00:42:59.060 --> 00:43:02.210
  • YOU'RE COMFORTABLE HOLDING THAT BALL THERE.
  • 00:43:02.230 --> 00:43:04.150
  • - LIKE A BLANKIE.
  • 00:43:04.170 --> 00:43:06.140
  • - IT IS. MY WIFE'S GOING TO BE SO HAPPY BECAUSE I
  • 00:43:06.160 --> 00:43:08.100
  • USUALLY FIDGET WITH MY HANDS.
  • 00:43:08.120 --> 00:43:10.140
  • SHE'S GOING TO GO, "YOU JUST NEED TO CARRY A FOOTBALL."
  • 00:43:10.160 --> 00:43:12.170
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:43:12.190 --> 00:43:14.190
  • - AND SO REALLY YOU GET SAVED.
  • 00:43:14.210 --> 00:43:16.170
  • YOU GET DELIVERED, AND THEN YOU GO INTO THE PASTORATE, AND
  • 00:43:16.190 --> 00:43:19.100
  • IN A SENSE OF DISSATISFACTION, YOU FINALLY GET HOLD OF SOME
  • 00:43:19.120 --> 00:43:22.240
  • MATERIALS AND FRIENDS THAT CAN HELP UNDERSTAND, AND YOU JUST
  • 00:43:22.260 --> 00:43:26.070
  • SIMPLY ARE BOLD ENOUGH, I GUESS, TO ACT UPON SIMPLE
  • 00:43:26.090 --> 00:43:33.090
  • THINGS OR IMAGES THAT YOU WOULD SEE.
  • 00:43:33.110 --> 00:43:35.180
  • OKAY, KEEP THIS -- I'VE GOT ANOTHER ROLL-IN.
  • 00:43:35.200 --> 00:43:41.120
  • AGAIN, THIS IS A PIECE FROM BRYAN FROM ONE OF THE
  • 00:43:41.140 --> 00:43:44.110
  • PRODUCTIONS THAT AIRS RIGHT HERE ON TBN.
  • 00:43:44.130 --> 00:43:46.100
  • BUT YOU PRAY FOR A WOMAN IN THIS CLIP.
  • 00:43:46.120 --> 00:43:49.210
  • WATCH THIS, AND WE'LL BE RIGHT BACK WITH MORE BRYAN.
  • 00:43:49.230 --> 00:43:52.240
  • - WE'RE IN GREECE, ATHENS GREECE, EATING AT A RESTAURANT
  • 00:43:52.260 --> 00:43:57.020
  • BECAUSE WE WENT INTO A STORE.
  • 00:43:57.040 --> 00:43:59.040
  • YOU LED US THERE, RIGHT?
  • 00:43:59.060 --> 00:44:02.180
  • DREW LED US THERE, AND WE PRAYED FOR THIS
  • 00:44:02.200 --> 00:44:04.250
  • GAL WHO'S MOM HAD ALZHEIMER'S.
  • 00:44:04.270 --> 00:44:08.240
  • - WE BLESS THEM AS A FAMILY NOW IN JESUS' NAME, AMEN. AMEN?
  • 00:44:08.260 --> 00:44:14.220
  • - WOULD YOU MIND IF I OFFER YOUR DINNER?
  • 00:44:14.240 --> 00:44:18.030
  • WE HAVE RESTAURANT, TOO. SHE WILL SHOW YOU WHERE IT IS.
  • 00:44:18.050 --> 00:44:20.260
  • - YOU HAVE A RESTAURANT?
  • 00:44:20.280 --> 00:44:22.220
  • - YES, MY NEPHEW.
  • 00:44:22.240 --> 00:44:25.010
  • YOU WILL GO THERE TO EAT FOR MY PART, AND YOU WILL ENJOY.
  • 00:44:25.030 --> 00:44:28.120
  • IT IS VERY GOOD FOOD.
  • 00:44:28.140 --> 00:44:30.090
  • - VERY GOOD FOOD. WE WOULD LOVE THAT.
  • 00:44:30.110 --> 00:44:32.100
  • - AND AS A BLESSING, SHE SENT US OVER HERE TO
  • 00:44:32.120 --> 00:44:34.200
  • BLESS THE RESTAURANT.
  • 00:44:34.220 --> 00:44:36.120
  • WE'VE GOT JIMMY HELPING US OUT.
  • 00:44:36.140 --> 00:44:38.030
  • WE'VE GOT NICOLAS WHO MANAGES AND OWNS THE PLACE,
  • 00:44:38.050 --> 00:44:40.180
  • AND WE'RE FEASTING RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:44:40.200 --> 00:44:43.000
  • - OPAH!
  • 00:44:43.020 --> 00:44:44.180
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:44:44.200 --> 00:44:46.150
  • - WHOO!
  • 00:44:46.170 --> 00:44:48.030
  • - BUT WHAT ELSE CAN WE PRAY FOR?
  • 00:44:48.050 --> 00:44:50.240
  • OBVIOUSLY BLESS THE RESTAURANT.
  • 00:44:50.260 --> 00:44:52.170
  • - FOR THE BUSINESS, AND FOR THE HEALTH OF MY FAMILY AND
  • 00:44:52.190 --> 00:44:54.110
  • ALL THE STAFF.
  • 00:44:54.130 --> 00:44:56.220
  • - IS HE THE HEAD OF THE FAMILY?
  • 00:44:56.240 --> 00:44:58.140
  • - HE IS THE HEAD OF THE FAMILY, YES.
  • 00:44:58.160 --> 00:45:01.210
  • - FATHER, I JUST THANK YOU FOR HIM RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:45:01.230 --> 00:45:05.040
  • [PRAYING SIMULTANEOUSLY]
  • 00:45:05.060 --> 00:45:18.250
  • [PRAYING SIMULTANEOUSLY]
  • 00:45:18.250 --> 00:45:31.250
  • [PRAYING SIMULTANEOUSLY]
  • 00:45:31.250 --> 00:45:42.260
  • [PRAYING SIMULTANEOUSLY]
  • 00:45:42.260 --> 00:45:50.080
  • - IN JESUS' NAME RIGHT NOW, I JUST COMMAND THESE CALVES TO
  • 00:45:50.100 --> 00:45:55.110
  • BE COMPLETELY MADE WHOLE.
  • 00:45:55.130 --> 00:45:57.230
  • I COMMAND ALL PAIN GET OUT BY THE AUTHORITY OF CHRIST.
  • 00:45:57.250 --> 00:46:03.120
  • - TELL HER WHAT JUST HAPPENED.
  • 00:46:03.140 --> 00:46:06.120
  • - SO WE WENT TO DINNER AND A REVIVAL BROKE OUT.
  • 00:46:06.140 --> 00:46:10.140
  • - THE FIRST FALL OUT OF THE TRIP RIGHT HERE.
  • 00:46:10.160 --> 00:46:12.230
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:46:12.250 --> 00:46:18.050
  • - SO YOU'RE WILLING TO GRAB A CAMERA AND TRAVEL TO
  • 00:46:18.070 --> 00:46:22.030
  • FOREIGN COUNTRIES AND EXPERIENCE CHAOS.
  • 00:46:22.050 --> 00:46:25.120
  • YOU'RE WILLING TO DO THAT, AND HOW, NOW, IS THIS KIND
  • 00:46:25.140 --> 00:46:31.080
  • OF MINISTRY PROGRESSING IN YOUR LIFE?
  • 00:46:31.100 --> 00:46:33.290
  • - WELL, WE CONTINUE TO TRAVEL.
  • 00:46:34.010 --> 00:46:36.230
  • WE CONTINUE TO PRAY AND MINISTER IN ANY ENVIRONMENT
  • 00:46:36.250 --> 00:46:39.260
  • THAT WE'RE INVITED.
  • 00:46:39.280 --> 00:46:41.250
  • ALSO, MY WIFE AND I, WE'VE REALLY FOCUSED ON, WE'RE
  • 00:46:41.270 --> 00:46:45.270
  • FOCUSING ON THE FAMILY, MARRIAGES AND
  • 00:46:45.290 --> 00:46:47.150
  • FAMILY RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:46:47.170 --> 00:46:49.160
  • OUR BIG HEART RIGHT NOW IS TO SEE REVIVAL START TAKING PLACE
  • 00:46:49.180 --> 00:46:52.030
  • IN HOMES, IN LIVING ROOMS.
  • 00:46:52.050 --> 00:46:54.100
  • I THINK THAT'S HOW WE'RE GOING TO SEE REVIVAL SUSTAINED IS
  • 00:46:54.120 --> 00:46:59.170
  • ACTUALLY THROUGH FAMILIES COMING TOGETHER, REPRESENTING
  • 00:46:59.190 --> 00:47:03.010
  • THE KINGDOM WELL.
  • 00:47:03.030 --> 00:47:04.250
  • - WITH DO YOU WANT THE THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS, TENS
  • 00:47:04.270 --> 00:47:11.100
  • OF THOUSANDS, MAYBE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS, OF HOMES THAT
  • 00:47:11.120 --> 00:47:14.150
  • ARE WATCHING THIS, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO HAPPEN?
  • 00:47:14.170 --> 00:47:17.020
  • JUST START TALKING TO THE FOLKS THAT ARE WATCHING NOW
  • 00:47:17.040 --> 00:47:21.210
  • AND WHAT DO YOU WANT THEM TO STEP THROUGH?
  • 00:47:21.230 --> 00:47:23.270
  • WHAT DO YOU WANT THEM TO AGREE WITH IN PRAYER?
  • 00:47:23.290 --> 00:47:25.250
  • HOW DO YOU WANT THIS TO REALLY ROLL OUT?
  • 00:47:25.270 --> 00:47:28.110
  • - WELL, I THINK THE BIGGEST THING THAT WE'RE SEEING IS THE
  • 00:47:28.130 --> 00:47:31.050
  • FAMILIES HAVE BEEN GETTING BEAT UP PRETTY GOOD.
  • 00:47:31.070 --> 00:47:33.200
  • JUST LIKE THE JAGUARS LOST LAST WEEK, THERE'S A REAL LOSS
  • 00:47:33.220 --> 00:47:36.190
  • GOING ON IN THE FAMILY LIFE, AND WHAT WE WANT TO SEE IS
  • 00:47:36.210 --> 00:47:40.150
  • FAMILIES UNITE ONCE AGAIN, COME TOGETHER, BECAUSE MOST
  • 00:47:40.170 --> 00:47:44.240
  • PARENTS FEEL LIKE THEY'RE DISQUALIFIED, JUST LIKE MOST
  • 00:47:44.260 --> 00:47:47.160
  • PEOPLE IN CHURCH FEEL LIKE THEY'RE DISQUALIFIED
  • 00:47:47.180 --> 00:47:49.150
  • TO PRAY FOR PEOPLE.
  • 00:47:49.170 --> 00:47:51.180
  • THEY FEEL LIKE THEY'RE DISQUALIFIED, AND WE ALWAYS
  • 00:47:51.200 --> 00:47:54.010
  • TELL THEM, WE WANT THEM TO, FIRST OF ALL,
  • 00:47:54.030 --> 00:47:55.240
  • GET THEIR HOPE BACK. IT'S NEVER TOO LATE.
  • 00:47:55.260 --> 00:47:57.180
  • IT'S NEVER TOO EARLY TO START GROWING AND BECOMING A MAN AND
  • 00:47:57.200 --> 00:48:01.230
  • WOMAN OF GOD IN THE HOUSE.
  • 00:48:01.250 --> 00:48:04.050
  • THE GIFTS OF THE SPIRIT NEED TO OPERATE
  • 00:48:04.070 --> 00:48:06.030
  • INSIDE OUR OWN HOMES.
  • 00:48:06.050 --> 00:48:07.270
  • I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MANY TIMES GOD HAS GIVEN ME A
  • 00:48:07.290 --> 00:48:10.120
  • WORD OF KNOWLEDGE FOR ONE OF MY DAUGHTERS.
  • 00:48:10.140 --> 00:48:12.100
  • I'LL GO UPSTAIRS, AND SURE ENOUGH.
  • 00:48:12.120 --> 00:48:14.240
  • SO WHAT IF THE SPIRIT GIFTS, THE SPIRIT STARTED GETTING
  • 00:48:14.260 --> 00:48:17.270
  • ACTIVATED IN OUR LIVING ROOMS, IN OUR KIDS' BEDROOMS?
  • 00:48:17.290 --> 00:48:21.160
  • BUT FIRST THINGS FIRST IS GETTING HOPE BACK.
  • 00:48:21.180 --> 00:48:24.170
  • YOU ARE THE PERFECT CHOICE.
  • 00:48:24.190 --> 00:48:26.260
  • LISTEN, HE CHOSE YOU TO RAISE YOUR FAMILY.
  • 00:48:26.280 --> 00:48:29.130
  • YOU'RE THE MOST QUALIFIED.
  • 00:48:29.150 --> 00:48:31.190
  • NO MATTER HOW GREAT A PASTOR IS, A LEADER IS, YOU'RE THE
  • 00:48:31.210 --> 00:48:34.140
  • ONE THAT'S QUALIFIED TO RAISE UP YOUR CHILDREN AND
  • 00:48:34.160 --> 00:48:37.040
  • RAISE UP YOUR SPOUSE, IF YOU'RE MARRIED.
  • 00:48:37.060 --> 00:48:39.180
  • SO THAT'S PROBABLY THE BIGGEST THING IS TO GRAB HOLD
  • 00:48:39.200 --> 00:48:42.040
  • OF THE REALITY THAT GOD HAS CHOSEN YOU.
  • 00:48:42.060 --> 00:48:44.140
  • HE COULD HAVE CHOSEN ANYBODY ELSE, BUT HE CHOSE YOU.
  • 00:48:44.160 --> 00:48:46.200
  • YOU'RE NOT DISQUALIFIED, AND I WOULD SAY THIS.
  • 00:48:46.220 --> 00:48:48.290
  • YOUR PAST, EVEN WHAT YOU EXPERIENCE GROWING UP, DOES
  • 00:48:49.010 --> 00:48:52.100
  • NOT DEFINE HOW YOU NEED TO PARENT NOW OR DO MARRIAGE NOW.
  • 00:48:52.120 --> 00:48:56.080
  • SO WHAT WE REALLY WANT TO SEE IS UNITY, HOPE, AND ALSO BEING
  • 00:48:56.100 --> 00:49:00.110
  • EMPOWERED AND EQUIPPED TO WIN AT HOPE.
  • 00:49:00.130 --> 00:49:03.110
  • IT'S TIME FOR THE FAMILY TO GO ON A WINNING
  • 00:49:03.130 --> 00:49:05.070
  • STREAK ONCE AGAIN.
  • 00:49:05.090 --> 00:49:07.010
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:49:07.030 --> 00:49:09.090
  • - AND ONE OF THE THINGS I THINK THAT -- YOU'D BE TALKING
  • 00:49:09.110 --> 00:49:18.080
  • TO VERY SEASONED MINISTRY PEOPLE RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:49:18.100 --> 00:49:22.220
  • YOU'D BE TALKING TO PEOPLE LIKE YOU WERE WHEN YOU WENT TO
  • 00:49:22.240 --> 00:49:25.150
  • MARK BRUNELL'S HOUSE, CLUELESS, OKAY?
  • 00:49:25.170 --> 00:49:29.080
  • AND I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID TO THE MINISTER AT MARK'S HOUSE.
  • 00:49:29.100 --> 00:49:35.060
  • LOOK, I DON'T GET IT.
  • 00:49:35.080 --> 00:49:37.100
  • SURE, I STOOD AND I SAID, BUT I REALLY DON'T GET IT.
  • 00:49:37.120 --> 00:49:40.120
  • I NEED THIS JESUS PERSON.
  • 00:49:40.140 --> 00:49:42.080
  • HE COULD HAVE LOOKED AT YOU AND SAID, WELL,
  • 00:49:42.100 --> 00:49:44.020
  • YOU JUST DID IT, DUMMY?
  • 00:49:44.040 --> 00:49:45.210
  • BUT YOU WERE PROBABLY A LOT BIGGER THAN HIM,
  • 00:49:45.230 --> 00:49:47.130
  • SO HE WASN'T GOING TO SAY THAT.
  • 00:49:47.150 --> 00:49:49.020
  • BUT ULTIMATELY, YOU SAID, YOU'RE THE EXPERT.
  • 00:49:49.040 --> 00:49:51.150
  • I WANT YOU TO PRAY.
  • 00:49:51.170 --> 00:49:53.020
  • - YEAH.
  • 00:49:53.040 --> 00:49:54.230
  • - I KNOW THERE'S A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT WANT YOU
  • 00:49:54.250 --> 00:49:57.060
  • TO PRAY OVER THEIR FAMILY.
  • 00:49:57.080 --> 00:50:00.020
  • - YES.
  • 00:50:00.040 --> 00:50:01.220
  • - GIVE THEM THE MODEL.
  • 00:50:01.240 --> 00:50:03.190
  • SO JUST STEP INTO THEIR LIVING ROOM RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:50:03.210 --> 00:50:05.170
  • SHOW THEM THE MODEL, JUST LIKE YOU WERE WHEN YOU SAID,
  • 00:50:05.190 --> 00:50:10.260
  • "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ME TO PRAY?
  • 00:50:10.280 --> 00:50:13.020
  • I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PRAY, YOU PRAY."
  • 00:50:13.040 --> 00:50:14.140
  • - OKAY.
  • 00:50:14.160 --> 00:50:15.280
  • - SHOW THEM THE MODEL.
  • 00:50:16.000 --> 00:50:17.100
  • LET'S GET THIS DONE AND HAVE MINISTRY IN THE
  • 00:50:17.120 --> 00:50:18.250
  • HOMES AROUND THE WORLD.
  • 00:50:18.270 --> 00:50:20.010
  • - ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:50:20.030 --> 00:50:21.170
  • SO IF YOU'RE THERE RIGHT NOW, AND YOU HAVE FAMILY WITH YOU,
  • 00:50:21.190 --> 00:50:23.130
  • I ENCOURAGE YOU, HUSBANDS AND WIVES, GRAB HANDS.
  • 00:50:23.150 --> 00:50:27.050
  • KIDS, LIFT YOUR LANDS TO HEAVEN.
  • 00:50:27.070 --> 00:50:29.080
  • WE ALWAYS HAVE OUR KIDS LIFT THEIR HANDS UP,
  • 00:50:29.100 --> 00:50:31.180
  • AND RIGHT NOW WE'RE GOING TO CRY OUT TO HEAVEN.
  • 00:50:31.200 --> 00:50:34.100
  • AND SO, LORD, WOULD YOU COME INTO EVERY HOUSEHOLD
  • 00:50:34.120 --> 00:50:38.020
  • RIGHT NOW AND INVADE.
  • 00:50:38.040 --> 00:50:40.100
  • YOUR PRAYER THAT YOU TAUGHT YOUR DISCIPLES,
  • 00:50:40.120 --> 00:50:42.180
  • LET HEAVEN COME TO EARTH.
  • 00:50:42.200 --> 00:50:44.290
  • RIGHT NOW AS YOU'RE CRYING OUT IN YOUR HIM, JUST ASK FOR THE
  • 00:50:45.010 --> 00:50:48.060
  • LORD TO LET HEAVEN, THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN,
  • 00:50:48.080 --> 00:50:50.220
  • TO ACTUALLY BE RELEASED AND REALIZED IN YOUR HOME.
  • 00:50:50.240 --> 00:50:54.060
  • THAT'S WHAT WE DO IN OUR HOUSE.
  • 00:50:54.080 --> 00:50:56.060
  • WE JUST SAY, LORD, LET YOUR KINGDOM COME.
  • 00:50:56.080 --> 00:50:58.130
  • LET YOUR WILL BE DONE IN EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY CHILDREN'S
  • 00:50:58.150 --> 00:51:01.280
  • LIVES RIGHT NOW IN THE NAME OF JESUS.
  • 00:51:02.000 --> 00:51:05.090
  • AND IF YOU'RE SO BOLD, MAYBE EVEN LAY HANDS ON YOUR KIDDOS.
  • 00:51:05.110 --> 00:51:08.220
  • WE LAY OUR HANDS ON OUR KIDS' HEADS.
  • 00:51:08.240 --> 00:51:11.120
  • LORD, RIGHT NOW, WOULD YOU GIVE THEM THE MIND OF CHRIST?
  • 00:51:11.140 --> 00:51:14.140
  • WOULD YOU GIVE THEM A SOUND MIND?
  • 00:51:14.160 --> 00:51:17.020
  • WOULD YOU GIVE THEM ENCOURAGE?
  • 00:51:17.040 --> 00:51:19.260
  • WOULD YOU GIVE THEM FAVOR? WOULD YOU GIVE THEM GRACE?
  • 00:51:19.280 --> 00:51:21.290
  • AND THEN, LORD, WOULD YOU UNITE OUR WHOLE FAMILY?
  • 00:51:22.010 --> 00:51:24.250
  • YOUR PROMISE IN PSALM 133, WHERE THERE'S UNITY, THERE IS
  • 00:51:24.270 --> 00:51:28.060
  • BLESSING, THERE IS POWER.
  • 00:51:28.080 --> 00:51:30.120
  • LORD, WOULD YOU LET POWER HIT OUR HOUSEHOLDS RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:51:30.140 --> 00:51:34.060
  • LORD, WE DON'T WANT TO JUST HAVE REVIVAL IN THE CHURCH.
  • 00:51:34.080 --> 00:51:36.240
  • WE WANT TO HAVE REVIVAL IN OUR HOMES.
  • 00:51:36.260 --> 00:51:39.270
  • GOD, LET IT START RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:51:39.290 --> 00:51:43.050
  • WE SURRENDER, AND WE SAY YES.
  • 00:51:43.070 --> 00:51:45.210
  • AND I'LL TELL YOU THIS, JUST IN A WORD OF ENCOURAGEMENT.
  • 00:51:45.230 --> 00:51:48.170
  • I FOUND IT THE MUCH EASIER TO GO OVERSEAS AND LAY HANDS ON
  • 00:51:48.190 --> 00:51:51.030
  • STRANGERS THAN IT IS TO LAY HANDS ON YOUR OWN KIDS
  • 00:51:51.050 --> 00:51:53.230
  • SOMETIMES BECAUSE THEY KNOW ALL YOUR STUFF.
  • 00:51:53.250 --> 00:51:56.230
  • YOUR WIFE KNOWS ALL YOUR STUFF.
  • 00:51:56.250 --> 00:51:59.050
  • THE HUSBAND KNOWS ALL OF YOUR STUFF.
  • 00:51:59.070 --> 00:52:01.070
  • TAKE A STEP OF FAITH AND JUST LAY A HAND ON
  • 00:52:01.090 --> 00:52:03.120
  • EACH OTHER RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:52:03.140 --> 00:52:05.160
  • JUST GENTLY LAY A HANDS AND SAY, I BLESS YOU, AND I
  • 00:52:05.180 --> 00:52:08.250
  • RELEASE GOD'S GRACE AND HEALING OVER
  • 00:52:08.270 --> 00:52:11.240
  • YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW. IN JESUS' NAME.
  • 00:52:11.260 --> 00:52:13.220
  • - WOW, BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:52:13.240 --> 00:52:15.270
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:52:15.290 --> 00:52:20.100
  • - SO THAT'S THE MODEL.
  • 00:52:20.120 --> 00:52:22.140
  • THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT NOW TO BE REPEATED OVER AND
  • 00:52:22.160 --> 00:52:26.070
  • OVER AND OVER AND OVER.
  • 00:52:26.090 --> 00:52:28.140
  • YOU'VE SEEN THAT HAPPEN.
  • 00:52:28.160 --> 00:52:30.100
  • IT WORKS IN YOUR HOME, AND THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT DONE.
  • 00:52:30.120 --> 00:52:33.130
  • - AND WE WANT TO SEE NOT ONLY THAT ASPECT, BUT TRAINING
  • 00:52:33.150 --> 00:52:36.230
  • AND GO EQUIPPING, OKAY?
  • 00:52:36.250 --> 00:52:39.120
  • WE WANT TO BRING PRACTICAL -- MY WIFE IS A PRACTITIONER.
  • 00:52:39.140 --> 00:52:41.240
  • WE'VE RAISED SEVEN CHILDREN, AGES 21 DOWN TO 9.
  • 00:52:41.260 --> 00:52:45.040
  • WE'VE SEEN MORE POOPY DIAPERS THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE, AND
  • 00:52:45.060 --> 00:52:48.140
  • WE'VE SEEN ALMOST EVERY SCENARIO YOU CAN CONFRONT.
  • 00:52:48.160 --> 00:52:51.220
  • SO WHAT WE WANT TO DO ALSO IS PUT TOOLS IN PEOPLE'S HANDS,
  • 00:52:51.240 --> 00:52:54.290
  • TRAINING, EQUIPPING AND EMPOWERING THEM TO COME ALONG
  • 00:52:55.010 --> 00:52:58.200
  • SIDE AND GRAB HOLD OF GOD'S PURPOSE, POWER,
  • 00:52:58.220 --> 00:53:01.010
  • AND THE RESPONSIBILITY.
  • 00:53:01.030 --> 00:53:03.050
  • WE BELIEVE IT'S THE PARENTS' RESPONSIBILITY TO DISCIPLE
  • 00:53:03.070 --> 00:53:05.270
  • THEIR KIDS, NOT THE CHURCH.
  • 00:53:05.290 --> 00:53:07.180
  • - YEAH, WOW. 2018.
  • 00:53:07.200 --> 00:53:10.200
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:53:10.220 --> 00:53:13.040
  • SO IF YOU'RE WATCHING TONIGHT, AS WE ARE --
  • 00:53:13.060 --> 00:53:18.200
  • LOOK AT YOUR CALENDARS. IT'S THE 25TH OF JANUARY.
  • 00:53:18.220 --> 00:53:21.110
  • THIS COULD BE REPEATED LATER IN THE YEAR, BUT AS IT'S BEING
  • 00:53:21.130 --> 00:53:25.140
  • DONE FOR THE FIRST TIME AIRING, IT'S THE
  • 00:53:25.160 --> 00:53:27.280
  • 25TH OF JANUARY, 2018.
  • 00:53:28.000 --> 00:53:30.090
  • YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING EARLIER ABOUT 2017,
  • 00:53:30.110 --> 00:53:35.280
  • '16 AND '15 BEING KIND OF JAMMED UP, AND YOU DIDN'T FEEL REALLY
  • 00:53:36.000 --> 00:53:40.090
  • GREAT ABOUT THE LAST FEW YEARS, BUT THAT 2018, THERE
  • 00:53:40.110 --> 00:53:43.290
  • WAS SOMETHING THAT YOU FELT TO SHARE. WHAT IS THAT?
  • 00:53:44.010 --> 00:53:50.030
  • - SO THE LORD REALLY, QUICKLY, HE SAID THAT THE LAST
  • 00:53:50.050 --> 00:53:53.090
  • THREE YEARS, THERE'S BEEN A DELAY, A HOLD UP.
  • 00:53:53.110 --> 00:53:56.080
  • AND SO HE SAID IN 2018, CLOCKS ARE GOING TO START SYNCING UP
  • 00:53:56.100 --> 00:54:01.110
  • WITH HEAVEN'S TIMING.
  • 00:54:01.130 --> 00:54:03.090
  • SO TIME IS ACTUALLY GOING TO BE ON OUR SIDE.
  • 00:54:03.110 --> 00:54:05.150
  • - BEAUTIFUL. - AND SO WITH THAT --
  • 00:54:05.170 --> 00:54:07.270
  • - WHAT DO YOU THINK THAT MEANS EXACTLY?
  • 00:54:07.290 --> 00:54:09.120
  • KIND OF UNPACK THAT.
  • 00:54:09.140 --> 00:54:11.000
  • - I THINK THAT THE STUFF THAT GOD HELD UP FOR THREE YEARS,
  • 00:54:11.020 --> 00:54:13.200
  • HE'S GOING TO DO IN THE FIRST THREE MONTHS.
  • 00:54:13.220 --> 00:54:15.050
  • - LIKE WHAT?
  • 00:54:15.070 --> 00:54:16.230
  • - LIKE TAKE FINANCIAL ISSUES, TAKE HEALING ISSUES.
  • 00:54:16.250 --> 00:54:18.180
  • I KNOW FOR US IT WAS CALLING AND DIRECTIONAL ISSUES.
  • 00:54:18.200 --> 00:54:21.190
  • MOST TIME, WHAT GOD WAS DOING IN THOSE THREE YEARS WAS
  • 00:54:21.210 --> 00:54:24.200
  • ACTUALLY PREPARING US TO HAVE THE CAPACITY TO CARRY THE
  • 00:54:24.220 --> 00:54:28.200
  • PROMISE WHEN IT HITS.
  • 00:54:28.220 --> 00:54:30.160
  • SO DON'T GET DISCOURAGED IF, FOR THREE YEARS, YOU'VE FELT
  • 00:54:30.180 --> 00:54:32.270
  • LIKE YOU'VE BEEN IN A DELAY.
  • 00:54:32.290 --> 00:54:34.280
  • GOD HAS ACTUALLY BEEN TOOLING YOU AND RAISING YOU UP SO THAT
  • 00:54:35.000 --> 00:54:37.240
  • WHEN THE PROMISE DOES HIT IN 2018, YOU CAN ACTUALLY SEE IT
  • 00:54:37.260 --> 00:54:40.230
  • THRIVE AND BE SUSTAINED LIKE NEVER BEFORE.
  • 00:54:40.250 --> 00:54:44.010
  • I THINK IT MEANS THAT STUFF'S GOING TO GET RELEASED AND
  • 00:54:44.030 --> 00:54:46.200
  • UNLOCKED EARLY ON THIS YEAR, AND YOU'RE GOING TO SEE
  • 00:54:46.220 --> 00:54:50.050
  • EXPLOSIONS, CALLINGS, HEALINGS, DELIVERANCES,
  • 00:54:50.070 --> 00:54:53.020
  • WHATEVER IT IS.
  • 00:54:53.040 --> 00:54:55.040
  • - RELATIONSHIP ISSUES, ALL OF THOSE TYPES OF THINGS.
  • 00:54:55.060 --> 00:54:57.090
  • - COULD BE ALL OF IT.
  • 00:54:57.110 --> 00:54:59.080
  • - OKAY, SO YOU WERE IN 2017 WHEN YOU SEEMED TO FEEL THIS
  • 00:54:59.100 --> 00:55:04.090
  • WORD FOR 2018, AND CLOCKS.
  • 00:55:04.110 --> 00:55:07.260
  • YOU SAW PHYSICAL CLOCKS SYNCING UP.
  • 00:55:07.280 --> 00:55:10.210
  • YOU SEE AN ACCELERATION OF TIME FOR THE
  • 00:55:10.230 --> 00:55:12.290
  • FIRST PART OF 2018.
  • 00:55:13.010 --> 00:55:15.060
  • - AND ALL THE WAY THROUGH 2018.
  • 00:55:15.080 --> 00:55:17.050
  • I SAW ACTUAL EARTHLY CLOCKS BEING ALL SYNCED UP TOGETHER,
  • 00:55:17.070 --> 00:55:21.150
  • AND PART OF THAT WORD I DIDN'T SHARE EARLIER WAS
  • 00:55:21.170 --> 00:55:24.080
  • THE WORD COLLABORATION.
  • 00:55:24.100 --> 00:55:26.030
  • I BELIEVE, AS ALL OF THESE CLOCKS ARE SYNCING UP
  • 00:55:26.050 --> 00:55:28.250
  • TOGETHER, DIFFERENT GROUPS ARE GOING TO START COLLABORATING
  • 00:55:28.270 --> 00:55:31.090
  • TOGETHER, AND WHAT THEY COULDN'T ACCOMPLISH ALONE,
  • 00:55:31.110 --> 00:55:33.280
  • THEY'RE GOING TO DO TOGETHER.
  • 00:55:34.000 --> 00:55:35.140
  • SO THAT'S GOING TO BE PART OF THE ACCELERATION.
  • 00:55:35.160 --> 00:55:37.030
  • I THINK IT'S GOING TO COME AT THE COST OF HUMBLING
  • 00:55:37.050 --> 00:55:38.280
  • OURSELVES, COMING OUT, BREAKING DOWN OUR WALLS,
  • 00:55:39.000 --> 00:55:41.060
  • GRABBING HOLD OF ONE ANOTHER, COLLABORATING TOGETHER,
  • 00:55:41.080 --> 00:55:44.140
  • PUSHING FORWARD TOGETHER TO SEE THESE PROJECTS AND
  • 00:55:44.160 --> 00:55:47.000
  • DIFFERENT THINGS COME TO PASS.
  • 00:55:47.020 --> 00:55:48.240
  • - I LOVE THAT. - LET ME JUST SAY.
  • 00:55:48.260 --> 00:55:51.110
  • I HOPE GARTH AND BOB ARE WATCHING.
  • 00:55:51.130 --> 00:55:53.260
  • LOVE YOU GUYS.
  • 00:55:53.280 --> 00:55:56.220
  • SO -- I'M USING THIS AS A TELEPHONE.
  • 00:55:56.240 --> 00:56:00.050
  • - WELL, I JUST LOVE WHAT YOU SAID, THAT THERE'S REALLY
  • 00:56:00.070 --> 00:56:03.130
  • NOTHING LOST IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD, THAT TIME
  • 00:56:03.150 --> 00:56:06.010
  • IS NOW ON OUR SIDE.
  • 00:56:06.030 --> 00:56:07.220
  • AND NORMALLY, I THINK THAT'S TIME DOES GO ON, I THINK WE
  • 00:56:07.240 --> 00:56:11.270
  • CAN FEEL IT IN OUR BODIES.
  • 00:56:11.290 --> 00:56:13.270
  • WE CAN SEE IT ON OUR FACES AND OUR NECKS, AND WE ALWAYS THINK
  • 00:56:13.290 --> 00:56:17.110
  • THAT MAYBE TIME IS AGAINST US, BUT TIME IS FOR US NOW.
  • 00:56:17.130 --> 00:56:19.280
  • THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE SAYING.
  • 00:56:20.000 --> 00:56:22.080
  • THAT'S A GOOD WORD. I'M GOING TO --
  • 00:56:22.100 --> 00:56:25.180
  • - RELEASE THAT OVER OUR AUDIENCE RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:56:25.200 --> 00:56:28.080
  • - LET'S PRAY REAL QUICK.
  • 00:56:28.100 --> 00:56:30.040
  • - LORD, RIGHT NOW WE JUST AGREE IN THE NAME OF JESUS
  • 00:56:30.060 --> 00:56:32.100
  • THAT TIME IS ON OUR SIDE, AND WE AGREE WITH HEAVEN THAT SAYS
  • 00:56:32.120 --> 00:56:35.230
  • THE THINGS THAT WERE HELD UP FOR THE LAST THREE YEARS WILL
  • 00:56:35.250 --> 00:56:39.020
  • NOW BE RELEASED IN THE FIRST THREE MONTHS OF 2018.
  • 00:56:39.040 --> 00:56:42.210
  • LORD, LET IT BE DONE.
  • 00:56:42.230 --> 00:56:44.190
  • YOU'VE SPOKEN IT, AND RELEASE THE ANGELS OF GOD, AS WELL, TO
  • 00:56:44.210 --> 00:56:48.010
  • COME ALONGSIDE AND ASSIST US IN ALL OF OUR ENDEAVORS, AND
  • 00:56:48.030 --> 00:56:51.130
  • LET US COLLABORATE TOGETHER LIKE NEVER BEFORE.
  • 00:56:51.150 --> 00:56:53.100
  • IN JESUS' NAME.
  • 00:56:53.120 --> 00:56:55.070
  • - ONLY GOD CAN TAKE THREE YEARS OF STALLING AND TURN IT
  • 00:56:55.090 --> 00:56:59.050
  • AROUND AND MAKE IT AND REDEEM TIME.
  • 00:56:59.070 --> 00:57:03.180
  • HE'S OUTSIDE OF TIME.
  • 00:57:03.200 --> 00:57:05.010
  • HE CAN REDEEM IT.
  • 00:57:05.030 --> 00:57:06.150
  • - LOVE YOU, BRYAN.
  • 00:57:06.170 --> 00:57:07.230
  • - WOW, BRYAN SCHWARTZ.
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  • THANK YOU FOR BEING WITH US TONIGHT.
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